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Hello all. If you are viewing this page, I shall assume that you are interested in knowing a bit about who I am. However, I like to get to know people on an individual basis, not to be coy. ;) Here are the basics, I am: a good boy/sub - so says my Mistress
a chef a foodie a people person a gamer a technophile straightforward simple, yet harbor deep complexties a flirt outgoing adventurous I have found my Domme and She has instilled a very deep sense of loyalty and dedication to Her in me. I find myself becoming more and more Her little bitch as we continue with O/our relationship. I truly enjoy serving Her and providing pleasure and amusement for Her.
The level of openness and honesty that W/we have together has surpassed that of any previous relationship thus far in my life. I cherish this and would defend it to the death, if need be.
Together W/we have explored many things, of which my favorites so far has been; CBT (which felt like I never thought it could) and chastity (without the use of a device). Together W/we have come a long way to increase my connection of pain to pleasure.
I have also been actively pursuing the art of enjoying the journey. In which, even with my eye on the prize, I try enjoying the processes in which it takes to get to said prize. This is of great importance to me, as it really is the journey that is what makes the prize so special.
I do have a sadistic side to me, however, due to the nature of the relationship with my Mistress, dominating Her in any way is out of the question.
Therefore, I am currently on the look out for a local, twinkie to dominate.
I am very attracted to androgynous, skinny femboys. My Mistress has agreed to let me take a submissive for the purpose of exploring that side of me. I would like to put make-up on, sissify, flog and humiliate him among other things.
This position would also be one under my Mistress, for Her word is law in my life. If this interests you, send a message my way.
If you are looking for a one night thing, I might consider it, but you must be extremely feminine. I won't do anything with you until we have chatted a bit and some sort of trust is built. Creepers and skeezers need not apply.
If you don't meet the above criteria (typical twinkie), or are not interested in serving Mistress as well, then I'm not interested, flattered, but not interested. for Mistress:
Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And though Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain...
So I swore to thy razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.

Wicked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt...
(Keeping Sodom at at bay)

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance her to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Glistening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
From the bind of your holiness
I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.
1/4/2012 3:53:21 AM

So, I just got home from my first real beating as a sub. The experience was indescribable, however, I will do my best. A bit is left out, intentionally, or this would be the longest journal entry in history! 

 

 

 

My Mistress and Her Mentor laid me, backside up, and tied me to the bed, using ropes for my ankles and cuffs for my wrists. He took His time and showed Her the proper way to tie the knots so as not to cut off the circulation. 

 

He then informed me of their method of determining if it was too intense for me. He or She would ask me "Green, yellow or red?" and I could respond according to how I felt the pain was. Green being "keep going, that's not hard enough". Yellow - "getting pretty intense, keep it there" and red "that's too much, take it down a notch". After showing Her the array of tools and which were more painful and which weren't so much, he left the room.

 

It started out slow and soft, of course. She picked up the first flogger and started to work me over, gently at first and carefully measuring my reactions. Warming me up to it, She started in a bit harder, occasionally tickling my backside with it. Up and down my legs and bum, lashing at me like the tongue of a snake. Adept already, listening to my moans and groans, She moved on to then next heavier flogger. Licking my back, thighs, ass and occasionally my balls with the thing, She really took to where the pain was the most intense.

 

 "Green, yellow or red" She asked, to which I groaned "greeeen, my mistressss". Immediately She picked up the intensity and moved inward and placed her free hand upon my back, a sensation to which I responded with a moan. After a few minutes working me a bit harder with the second flogger, She picked up the next heavier flogger. Ass, then back then thighs then ass and back again. 

 

Master came in to see how we were doing, likely hearing the guttural sounds coming from me. That's when I felt a cold sharp object running up my left leg, from my ankle slowly all the way up to my left butt cheek. It was, as I later discovered, a Wartenburg Wheel. This sent shivers throughout my entire body as I lay there at their mercy. Shuddering in utter pleasure, I knew this was going to be a life-changing event.

 

Master picked up another tool, I'm not sure which one, I think it was a small paddle. He worked my inner and outer thighs and a bit on my ass with short, sharp strikes, moving quickly. He then gave my right thigh one good, hard whack, I yelped like a dog. He then stated, "at least he'll have one good mark." She took the thing from Him and moved like He did. Short, sharp smacks, around my inner and outer thighs with the small paddle. Slowly did She intensify the hits. Smack, smack, smack, smack, whap! Smack, smack, smack, smack, WHAP!

 

Smacking my ass like She was tenderizing a slab of beef, She occasionally reached over and caressed my sore bum and thighs. Her soft hands kneading my stinging flesh like so much dough for bread. Every once in a while, in my delirium, I would look back and up at her, shivering and dumb from the sheer sensation of it all. She would respond by pushing me back down onto the bed and a harsh "what are you looking at, lay back down!"

 

At one point, she had me in tears, sobbing in pain and literally shaking in pleasure. She backed off from that point, only to bring me back to it again later. 

 

Striking at me with the large paddle this time, She asked me how many cigarettes I had today. "Six, I think", I muttered. "You think?" she asked. "You get one hard paddle for every cigarette you smoked today." "Thank you Miss", I responded. SMACK!!! My left cheek stung like never before, "OOOOOOHHHHHHH", I cried out like a child! I expected a one count, nope, another SMACK! on the right cheek. Again, like a child, whimpering in pain, I cried out "OOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW!!". then "One." This continued, each time the pain increasing. 

 

I'm literally sobbing at this point, gripping the bed posts each time the paddle comes down on my raw tissues. Both ass cheeks counting for one, "Two" She says. Tears and snot running down my face, surprised that the neighbors can't hear me, "Three". "Four" She said, as I winced for the next two, "Five" again, both cheeks being struck, one after the other. Can I handle another? Does it matter? It's coming anyway, "Six" She says in a satisfied tone. 

 

Slowly, after a few minutes, my sobbing turned into mere crying, then into sniffles. "Thank You my Mistress," I said. She looked at me with her soft, caring eyes, "You're welcome" she said.

 

 

Myrabella
 
 Age: 27
 Homosssa, Florida