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DJMythadrallTheFrostofNight
Mohawk, Fuck Yea. Music, as long as it’s not that rap bullshit. Books, I have my own fuckin library. Movies, keep that girlie shit to yourself. You want me to describe myself, Jesus, I’m a little bit of everything. To the non fetish world I believe I’m sassy, strong, sarcastic, playful, flirtatious, honest, loyal and caring. A good friend just described me as family values covered in ink. A family member said I’m blunt, filter less, loving, honest and bra-less. To the fetish world I would say I exploitative, an exhibitionist, I know what turns me on (so far) and I won’t settle for less, loud, strong, opinionated and bossy. I was never the peppy bubble gum eating cheerleader, I was never homecoming queen, I wasn't even a runner up. I was different, shy, mysterious. I made you question and that scared you. I never wanted your borrowed throne, your worthless crown. I just just never wanted to be you. Let me explain about my sexuality.As of right now I would say that I'm a bottom that loves to top. I love to take care of the person I'm with, cooking is my favorite thing, I'm pretty OCD about cleanliness and hygiene, I don't mind taking shoes off, running baths, yard work etc but I do this because I want to not because I'm told to or because it's expected. I do expect the person I'm caring for to thank me, put their arms around me while I cook kiss my cheek and tell me it smells good, say thank you, ask if I need any help etc. In bed is usually when I am top. I like to take control and do things my way (that maybe just because I have not found a strong enough dom yet). If and when I give up my control to a Dom it's on my terms and because I tell them I am handing that over to them for that moment in time. There are many things I have not experienced or learned my limits with. I believe that until I learn my limits, hard limits, likes and dislikes I will never truly know my role in this lifestyle. I will not play with pee and poo. I do not like to get hit in the face or with a belt (as I was beaten as a child and that was my fathers implement). When playing sub I do not usually speak but I do do as I'm told. There is so much more I want and need to experience.
1/8/2012 8:11:43 PM

Why is it scary to trust? How do you know if your trusting the right person? If you don't take a chance are you really missing out?

1/8/2012 8:08:26 PM

Sucks when the person you love really likes someone else. Maybe we were never the kindred spirits we thought we were. This saddens me... Will I ever find anyone who will truly love me faults and all?

1/2/2012 11:10:06 AM

Where are all the hot guys and girls into  kink ?

12/29/2011 6:14:23 PM

I need to be spanked

12/28/2011 8:18:00 PM

I need to buy an amazing strap-on so I can fk the shit out of a hot guy....

12/27/2011 7:54:30 PM

 I would like to try breast bondage till my breasts turn color, weights hanging from my nipples. duck tape my mouth. anal hook tied to my hair, pussy pump, nipple pumps, mouth gag, clover clamps, wax play, fire play, knife play etc.

blacksmithgirl
 
 Age: 25
 London, United Kingdom