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I have become a little addicted to streaming to shows...and I am a bit of a reality junkie. So I was scrolling through the reality menu and I came across one called Naked SNTCM.
It is about a exclusive sex club in LA. Membership starts at $15000 a year. I had high hopes at seeing some interesting play. Alas I was a tad disappointed it seemed all pretty tame to me. Was it toned down for the cameras...possibly. |
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I always wonder about protocol.. to so much BDSM protocol as that is to me dependent on those involved and the realstionshop.
My thoughts are to protocols in life.
If you get a text message that is clearly not for you do you let the person know?
If you have a missed call from a number you don't know do you ring back?
Are you polite when you get those annoying call centre scam phone calls?
Me I always reply if it is a text that is clearly not for me. I politely say I believe you sent your message to the wrong number.
Missed calls, well if it is from a landline I will google it and most are for call centres and charities. Mobile numbers I am never sure about, I waiver in and out, I hope if they wanted me to call back they would leave a message.
Mmm..scam call centres, I end up getting so many of them on my landline I have stopped being polite. Now if I answer and there is a pause between someone speaking I just hang up. If they do catch me and speak depending on my mood I have been known to politely tell them they are scammers, or if a bad mood I yell down the phone. |
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Regret:
how do you deal with regret?
I think we all have regret along our journey of life.. regret a choice we made.
Should we regret choices? after all hindsight is 20/20. Can you go back on your choices and re choose later on?
I have tried not to regret choices I have made as when making them I figure they were right for me at that very time. Just because now sometime later I have grown or would make a different choice doesnt mean the first one was wrong.
i still do not know if you can ever re-choose or not? I guess if it is a situation possibly not, and if it is a person... well i guess it ends up whether the person allows the choice or not.
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Wax play... something that i have always enjoyed. nice and warm straight from the candle.
watched this video and had never thought of a bowl of warm/hot wax before:
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=ph593d57047c2f3
it comes over easier than straight from the candle in my experience... |
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have always enjoyed pumping, pussy pumping is the main thing I have done, but this clip has always been a favourite to watch and clit pumping is a real interest:
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=102020612
ohhh the nipple pumping clip I had has disappeared... : (
like this breast pumping one, but think my boobs are way to big for this:
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=ph58cebc3910016
i like this nipple pumping but with bound breasts it would be even better:
https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.?viewkey=ph591c432c1aefc |
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Really, am I the only one around that doesnt like footy.. and by dislike I mean immensely dislike.. I could probably say it is a hard limit.... lol... or maybe it is just torture...mmmm |
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capricious
given to sudden and unaccountable changes of mood or behaviour.
ambivalent
having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
As far back as I remember I have always been capricious.
Now I also find myself ambivalent... do I want or need someone in my life, or don't I?
Maybe these two words/meanings are one in the same...?
Mmm, well today I have had a thought, which makes a nice change...maybe sub consciously I am not as open to a relationship as I thought I was...maybe I sabotage myself without knowing it....self awareness can be interesting and insightful ...something definitely that I need to ponder on. |
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currently watching:
http://www.pornhub.com/video/search?search=upper+floor&page=3
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well i did a bad bad thing today.. the books have been on my shelf for years and i havent read them.. but today i watched 50 shades of grey...lol.. yep i did the unthinkable .. oops |
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My new theme song... for some reason today this song makes me happy.. and I dont want to stop listening to it..
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like a room without a roof
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like happiness is the truth
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you know what happiness is to you
Because I'm happy
Clap along if you feel like that's what you wanna do
Read more: Pharrell Williams - Happy Lyrics | MetroLyrics
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I have been pondering...
I find it funny when I was younger I traveled from job to job, town to town seeking the place to call home. I enjoyed my travels and my experiences and the people I met along the way.
Now that I am older and have found the place I call home, I have a job that makes me travel. Not a bad thing, but I find I get more and more a homebody when I am here.
Funny how the universe plays with us and makes this journey of life such an quandary. |
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last entry on here had me travelling for work... and here I am again travelling for work. Currently experiencing the beautiful city of Hobart. I do like it here.. its peaceful and gentle and just a lovely city....
looking forward to doing more exploration of the area.. I got to do some 2 years ago when down here for a short break.. this time I hope to do a little more. |
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travelling for work again... getting to explore Brisbane this time around. |
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I have been reading profiles on different sites and have been struck by how many times people use the line: "life is short".
I have never quite understood this term.. lets face it as individuals life is the longest thing we do..lol..
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Well here we are in 2012.... looking forward to see what this year throws at me.. the good, the bad, and the down right crazy... bring it on  |
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Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas.. hope all your Chrissie wishes come true xxxxx
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currently in Canberra for 3 to 6 months.. looking forward to catching up with old friends and meeting new ones.
here it is Jan 2011 and yep still in Canberra... here at least until the end of April |
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Yes i do realise my boobs are big.. so no need to email me to let me know that ...lol and no im not going to tell you my boob size, because it just doesnt really matter what size they are the likely hood of you getting your hands on them (especiallly if you are overseas) is close to buckleys and none.. they are big that is all you need to know
if this post seems rude apologies to those that take offense, but just a tad frustrated from the god your boobs are big and what size are they emails.... : ) |
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Life is pretty crazy these days... and life has been taken over by family...
not in a position for much more than chat/friendship realistically.
maybe one of these days life will settle down and i can change direction again. |
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It has been such a long time since I blogged anything. Life has been pretty quiet on the bdsm front,though not on the life front... my life has certainly been a little crazy and topsy turvy of late.
I have only been here in Canberra a short while and have already met some wonderfully lovely bdsm folk. Thank you goes to Master John and his girl chocolate for introducing me. Also thanks to WyckedMistress for allowing me to tag along with Master John and chocolate to her birthday party. Such a wonderful jesture.
I can not wait for the upcoming party, last trip home for the weekend I bought one of my corsets back so that I could actually dress up this time.
Congrats Canberrians by what I have seen you have a wonderful scene here.. and of course some wonderful people.
I look forward to meeting more folks here. |
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Recently I realised how much submitting gives me enjoyment well more so what depths of enjoyment.
Recently I had a few changes in my life one good as I got a temp promotion, another was bad news of an illness in the family both were fairly overwhelming but I coped with it then a couple of really minor things went wrong and it threw me into a deep dark black mood with clouds everywhere and I struggled to get out of it.
A lovely Dom friend of mine whom I have been playing casually with this year called to see if I wanted a session, I wasn’t really in the mood as I was still pretty much wallowing in my blackness and was tempted to say know but then wasn’t sure when I would get another session so said yes.
We had the session which I enjoyed as always very much, but what I didn’t realise until the next day was how much my mood had lifted from me and another day later was completely gone and thankfully hasn’t been back.
The session was a blessing and seems the punishment I received was exactly what not only my body but my mind needed and wanted.
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thought it was time to add to the blog, i have been chatting with a friend of late regarding how one chooses a username. for me it was easy as it is a play on my actual name. yep you guessed it my parents were cruel and only named me girl..lol.. well okay so that isnt it. im not sure what i would have picked if i didnt think of this name. its difficult to think of something that is you and will catch someone elses eye. how did you come up with yours? im always curious to find out the answer to this question. : ) |
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a bit more about me.. if you know me and dont agree.. i dont want to know..lol
the type of person i think i am is: kind, trusting (probably too much so), honest, easy going, loyal. i get over things easy, so dont stay angry for long, and dont hold a grudge. i can say i dont hate anyone, though have come across a few i might dislike. i dont think i am mean, but i guess we all have the capacity to be this one from time to time. i give people a few chances when they do the wrong thing by me (probably too many) before cutting them out of my life completely. im punctual.. always early for everything, im quiet when in big crowds and find it hard meeting new people, am reasonably shy - yet it doesnt always come across like that i guess, as i over compensate for it.
guess that is about it for me.. hope it gives a bit more insight into who i am. |
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Ive been wondering lately about:
can you stay friends with someone you have met and yet it hasnt worked out?
I guess it depends on the other person. I pretty open to it. So they werent in to me, yeah that hurts but lets face I know im not going to be everyone's cup of tea. Just as everyone I met isnt necessarily going to be my cup of tea. But that doesnt mean you still cant be friends, even if play was involved.
Yes its awkward to see someone again at a function especially when they are with someone else, but I think we are all grown ups and can move forward positively.
Is this true for most people, or am i being naive. In a smaller city I would rather move on positively mainly cos it is a smaller scene and harder to avoid people and who wants to give up going out to events in case you run into that person, and lets face it you can hardly expect them not to go or if they do go not to bring someone.
I also think its easier to be nice to someone than hate them or be grumpy with them, or at least pleasant to someone. |
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came accross this saying and wondered what others thought: -
simply permanantly denying a person what they seek isnt domination ...... its just being a c*nt -
interested to hear views on it |
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Thought this might be a good way to show a bit more about myself, and have read others entries and enjoyed them.. though im fickle so this might not last long in the sense of updating on a regular basis.
Finally went to my first bdsm party in 12 months last night.. it was so lovely to see all my wonderful friends and how happy they were to see me.. it was like coming home again. Not sure when I will get to go again.. but hopefully soon as I have missed everyone so much. Its difficult when life gets in the way of fun.
As you can tell by the photos I have posted I love corsets. I only have the two but want more.. I have had material sitting in my cupboard for another one for a couple of years but some how just couldnt quite justify the expenditure on another one .. still cant really. Maybe if I start attending parties again on a regual basis I might be able to justify it.. my heart tells me just to do it.. but thankfully my head is a little stronger and tells me not to be so naughty.
Feel free to contact me for a chat.. well email exchange.. cant chat on here as my dial up just wont come to the party..lol or at least I think its that.. or maybe my computer is dying a slow death.. fingers crossed its not the latter.
Ohh and dont ask about the dial up.. its a long story.. and one that gets me ohh so irrate and fired up..lol
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