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When you are sad I will do my best to cheer you up, listen to you, and make you laugh, or simply be quiet and sit by your side. When my hand is empty I will seek to fill it with yours,
You can’t really get the total grasp of who I am or what I stand for in a couple of short paragraphs, I invite you to see for yourself who I am, you never know we may come :-)
Honor loyalty and respect. ..with that everything else else falls into place.....
Wolf imprinting is the involuntary mechanism by which shape-shifters find their soul-mates. A shape-shifter imprints on the person he's bound to the moment he sees her. It is described as being pulled toward that person, while a glowing heat fills him; the connection with everything else is severed, and only the imprintee is left to matter, leaving the shape-shifter with a deep need to provide the imprintee anything she needs or wants....reality?
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as i ponder the events of the day it opens the small narrow door at the end of a dark corridor, there nestled amongst my accomplishment and successes lay the failures and regrets of my life.
to thine own self be true....not as romantic when you apply it to yourself. but it is not in the shadows i choose to live. given the events and experiences of my life i choose to denounce the shadows where i find safety and comfort. the once so sure security i now see was false at best. i see it for what it is, a short coming nothing more than an excuse to not live.
i choose to remain in the constantly moving light surrounded by its exposing rays, rebuking the ever approaching shadows of anonymity. the feasible deniability, and the benefit of the doubt. i choose to remain in the light renouncing the shadows where i can not be seen. where any and all, friend and foe can see, attack or otherwise. where one and all can see me and the ground i stand.
i choose this path for though i walk thought the valley of the shadow of death.....
i choose this path because i know your caution, your reluctance, your worry, your sense of self preservation and your comfort in the shadows we both know so well. if one of us stays still we might find the other, but if we both stop.....our destinies my never be know or fulfilled.
i will continue my search for you. resting only in the moments between the exhale and inhale, for only as long as the single blink of my eye. it is during the blink, your image brings me my calm and tranquility, the ambrosia of your spirt and soul fuels my strength. i see you, my peace,my comfort, my purpose...
my light moves and i with it, seek the light, and you will see me, i will remain in its gleam with my hand extended. take your leap and i will catch you. I will hold you tight and close. i will defend and nurture you till my last breath. i will show you the strength and honor of my nature. with every breath, i will inhale your very scent and exhale the sweet taste of your name... this is my oath.....my honor and my everlasting bond......to you.
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i dreamt of you again,,,i know it was you because of your look, your touch, your smile, your eyes and ever lasting surrender..i hunted while you slumbered, when i returned with prey in hand you were gone. as i looked into the moon lit sky i felt contempt for the wind that took you from me once again,,,,once again, i left my den into the darkness with nothing more then the your scent and desire for your taste and touch. further into the shadows, eyes squinting, relying on your scent to lead me to you....fucking wind!!! |
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Just to be clear id like to find a sub into this lifestyle capable of a LTR. until then lets start as friends with an understanding that it may or maynot develop into something more... |
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for a split second as the breath exits your body, your body is in its most relaxed state. it in that exhale i seek to live, the exhale holds the key without the exhale there is no inhale. if we are matched souls the exhale is the first step to the inhale, the beginning of a smile, the renewed strength that makes your eyes open wider.
imagine what you can see in a simple breath.... |
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Stsnd and Be the woman I deserve or sit down so I can see the woman behind you.....
Very well put...
The Invitation
By
Oriah Mountain Dreamer
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, 'Yes.'
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the centre of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
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i dream about you almost every night, sometimes i even go to bed early hoping to see you again. sometimes your pregnant, sometimes you already have a child. but the one thing remains is i’m deeply in love with you both!:) we are a family I’m scared but you calm me, i’m ballsy but you caution me,,,, almost every night i search for you, the second beat of my heart, the joy of my life who is heaven sent on to me on a ray of sunshine. your eyes pierced my amor and warmed my soul, your the keeper of my heart and the protector on my dreams...
then i wake hoping today will be the day i finally meet you, I've waited 43 years for you what took you so long to get here? i walk out of my bedroom hoping to see you, did your brake down in front of my place? are you on your way to work? will you be pumping gas next to me? how close have we come and didn't see one another?
i walk the day seeking to fill my empty hand with yours, to tell you a funny thought, to say how i miss you and how much i love you. to anticipate the days end for my reward...to look upon your smile to taste the always desired kiss to fill my empty arms with you and feel my purpose once again....where are you??? i’m missing you |
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