cadqueen

I'm reposting much from my old profile, that my ex and I had, or really from the journals. We were in a relationship four years, interested in bdsm, exposition, hypnotism. He warned me before to always be his according to our m/s contract. I guess I got tired with his cheating and bored, but I should have listened. It's been three weeks now and I've created already several posts on craigslist, always deleting them at the end, but I can't help myself. Ever since we left, I'm filled with the desire to leave all behind, find someone to repeatedly give me his seed, one nine month after another, leave my job, while becoming a tatted, body modified welfare queen slut, I guess I'm looking for aid, or at least someone that I can follow this programming safe and efficiently.