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Hetero Male Master, 53,  Negaunee, Michigan
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So. Something Im gonna try.

And this will take time. Because approvals take so long.

The profiles I feel most compatible with.


cryingbabywhore. ! err! girl!!

OnceAPerson. I would really like to talk to her. )


Also, I am best with a woman who wants to serve, who works best with a good Man, fun and likes to be happy. But, who is demanding. Likes to manage and train. Has real expectations of your development.
As a subslave experience.












 Dominant Male



 5' 8"

 150 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Submissive Female

 Lives For:



 Anal Play


 Breast Play



 Massage (Getting)





 Canes and Crops

 Corner Time


 Eye Contact Restrictions



 Mental Bondage

 Obedience Training


 Curious About:




 Hard Limits:


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Journal Entries:
8/19/2017 10:22:43 AM

1/4/2017 4:05:04 PM

6/24/2016 3:12:26 PM

11/11/2015 10:16:05 PM

11/10/2015 8:23:47 PM

Rules and List to Live By:



1 - When he tells  you to suck his cock, politely ask if you should bend at the waist or get on your knees. 

2 - Four words for you to live by: “All the way down”

3 - It’s important to always dress like a cum cow slut, anticipate his needs. If he ignores you, remember to try harder and that its always your fault. 

4-  Always try harder

5 - If he’s fucking your ass hard and his hand is on your throat, to take your mind off the pain, spit on your hand reach under to massage his balls. The only thing that is important is that his cock feels good and not to worry, his cock will be back down your throat in no time. 

6 - If the cuckcake bullies you, thank her and remind her your nothing but a dumb cow. She’ll no doubt humiliate you more for such a true comment, but remember, its always your fault. 

7 - If your husbands cuckcake tells you to get down and eat the cum out of her cunt, don’t be presumptuous amd rude. Degrade yourself even further and ask her if she would prefer her asshole cleaned as well. 

8 - If a sexy woman flirts with your husband, never leave without getting her his cell phone and email address. 

10/27/2015 8:44:09 PM
Chris Holman

When ya just need to think, and contemplate life. Field dressing and cleaning your guns is peacefull. smile emoticon

10/25/2015 6:31:35 PM
The Little Mermaid gives up her voice for love. She becomes a mute who can only express herself in the most basic of ways. No complex thoughts. Just a pretty little thing for her man to look at. In the original tale, the people around the prince consider her beautiful but dumb and mute. And that’s what you crave. To be the dumb thing on a man’s arm. To not think. To not have a thought that matters. Giving up your voice for the warm embrace of your master’s control.

10/25/2015 6:21:08 PM
You’re supposed to want a natural look. You’re not supposed to want to look like a toy. But you do. You want a man to tell you that your role in life is to be an object. To change your body to suit his whim. To be his own personal Barbie doll. To make other men jealous of his shiny toy. A pretty little fucktoy.

10/7/2015 9:02:44 PM
This is only getting better.  I now have three sluts I am hypno training.   They are having fun.  But I am still looking for the right one I want to keep for Myself.  

9/16/2015 9:43:14 PM
Hahaha,  I did it.  I took a girl who couldn't take My flaccid penis with out puking and hypnotized her.  Now she can deepthroat.  Woot, woot.  !!

7/29/2015 9:22:56 PM

7/20/2015 7:50:46 PM
A women has to have a routine.  Set out for her.  Or she will constantly chase what it is she thinks she should be doing. 
  She will never feel like she is doing the right thing. 

7/15/2015 10:29:19 PM

7/1/2015 9:43:58 PM

6/30/2015 11:09:31 PM

6/30/2015 10:18:39 PM

3/13/2015 8:58:39 PM

11/5/2014 9:10:43 PM
What's wrong with fucking a young tight slut so hard she cries. I truelly love that. And it brings Me great joy.  She has done well.  
   Can you be that?

9/16/2014 8:18:31 PM
I once had a women. Awesome girl. Would do anything to please. And we worked into things slowly mind you. But anyway. One time. We were fucking hard, and I had worked her up to this. I was Ass to Mouthing her over and over. And I was also holding off a piss. I would take breaks to go piss. But I would stop Myself. And go back to her ass and mouth, and throat. This went on for awhile. At the end, I couldn't hold back from cumming, I was nailing her ass. And still had to piss. Now really bad. She was on all fours. And I was standing. Pounding her ass.
The moment came.
And I threw her to the floor, on her back, and came, while pissing on her.
It was the most intense and longest orgasm I have ever had.
She screamed and loved it. And wrote Me a love letter after that. That I still have.
Point is.... Are there any women that would like to experience some REAL. Pleasure.

3/25/2014 9:22:16 PM

I sent a couple good messages tonight.  Haven't quite given up yet. 


12/22/2013 8:24:24 PM

I am also a Man that feels deeply for other people.  True people, Real people.

12/14/2013 7:55:21 PM

Now this is just so true it's funny.  the truth always is.  lol
lol yeah i have driven off the road many times. attention span of a gnat.

12/10/2013 6:33:25 PM

Your head should never be above your Master’s. Even when he sleeps. As a slave - to sleep beside your Master is a reward, to sleep beneath him is your place.  

12/9/2013 9:16:08 PM

Yup. It would be rude not to rape her.

12/5/2013 8:57:22 PM

Hall Pass.  One of the Worst movies I have Ever seen in My entire life.  Perfect example of the feminization on the human male.  So Fucking disgusting. 

  Romantic comedy they call it.  


  Media hypnosis to further pussify men.  

    Don't be Fooled!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


12/1/2013 7:53:51 PM


Agree ?


11/29/2013 7:22:44 PM

Well, to the few females I sent messages to tonight.

11/28/2013 6:22:44 PM

Copied this from a females blog.  Thought I'd share it.  Any thoughts?


1. Men have Cocks. females have a gaping hole between our legs.

2. Cocks are meant to conquer, penetrate, and rape. our holes are made to be conquered, penetrated, and raped.

3. Cocks make Men hard and strong. our holes make us open and vulnerable.

4. Cocks are made to feel pleasure during sex irrespective of our pleasure. our holes often bring us pain during penetration.

5. Men can have sex and leave. we are saddled with the risk of pregnancy and the pain of child birth.

6. The last point is worth repeating: Men do not experience pain bringing life into the world, but we women do.

7. Men can pee standing. we cannot.

8. Men do not menstruate. we do.

9. Yes, it is true that Men’s balls are vulnerable, but that is why nature made Men the stronger sex, so that He can defend His jewels.

10. Men’s Cocks always tell the truth and make Men inherently honest. our ability to fake orgasms condition us to lie.

Undoubtedly, a Cock is what men have that makes them better than women.

11/16/2013 8:39:04 PM

I had a message I sent out to someone.  I liked it so I copied it.  It's My fuckin message, so I can paste it if I F-in want to. 

  First off.  you may have to work some just to offset your added expenses.   Not a lot and not forever.  But for awhile till I can offset My expenses.     I can promise you care and keep you safe.  While also making a direction for your life.  So you don't end up with nothing.    I will help secure you a future.    But, you have to watch an hour of this tumblr.   If it turns you off.  Don't get ahold of Me.  If you can't devote to some of this.  Don't get ahold of Me.  If you Can, and are willing to give this much of you.            I would like to hear from you.

10/22/2013 9:35:26 PM

My new favorite vid.  And can't wait to do this.  On My list.

10/20/2013 7:56:38 PM

Sent a few messages out tonight.  Typical, not much in response.  Women are so bombarded with messages and with there submissive minds only respond to the ones that fulfill their mindset " at that time "  They miss out on so much being flooded. 

    With so many messages they have no time to look through profiles and journals. 

 They can only jump from one message to another.  No depth. 

10/9/2013 9:24:59 PM

So many Awesome thoughts to night.   :(    Such insight.,   

  Sooo, much to teach. 

 Sad.    :(  , you women think you know it all ready. 

  YOU, think you have to. 

 And even claiming "submissive" .   

  Ya'll think.   "i'll just be nice and tell him how it is" 

     So disappointed.  I do wish you so called subs could experience a true Dom. 


10/9/2013 8:02:19 PM

Funny,    young girls that try, and think they are giving advice to a 48 year old Man. 

 And they are So sure of themselves.  Hmhmm,   

  Give em' 20 more years.    Think they will still be So smart, and wise?  

    Hmm,  I wonder?     NOT.   lol

10/3/2013 6:25:19 PM

Am I a masochist?  I do know I am Dominant.  How did I become so? 

  Through a lot of pain.  This I know. 

This is what I believe.

  A submissive likes to be put in her place, it helps her, gives her direction.

  A Dominant likes the fight.  Beat Me down, try to put Me in My place.  He does not welcome the fight.  But He shines brightest then.  And He will,  come out on top. 

 So am I a masochist? 


            What are your thoughts?

10/2/2013 7:45:21 PM

An old favorite.  :)

9/20/2013 7:28:17 PM

O. K.,  My new question.  

            Do you want to live the glamorous, pampered slave life?

9/20/2013 6:34:29 PM

Question.   Has your child, ever been crushed by a life experience, that was out of your control.  And you had to be the one. To deliver the news. And although this news crushes you also.  you cannot be weak.  you have to stand strong for another.  

           This, is who I am.  How I am.  And how I Master. 



9/19/2013 9:02:57 PM

O.k.,  added to My likes and dislikes.  UNDERSTAND!    These are what I like to Do.  With My women.   Any questions, please ask.


9/19/2013 7:03:12 PM

VIRGO - The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

9/15/2013 9:15:46 PM

What do I want, what do I need. 

  I have seen the look in a womens eye.

 So much to say,  but have to get to bed. 

Daughter has got to get to school. 

9/12/2013 7:28:41 PM

I find 99.9% of the women on here can not handle a real situation.  I find that they don't. 

  They all want the wild crazy fantasy that is in there little minds.  But, when it becomes reality.  THEY FAIL.    I,    am not here for your little games.  I,   am looking for a REAL women, slut, slave, pet.  

    Are there any real ones?

9/10/2013 7:23:25 PM

O.   Happy Birthday to Me.  Last sunday on the  8th.  

  Also.   Fuck Ya.  New season of " Sons "  tonight!!!!

9/9/2013 9:15:07 PM

O. k. what do I want.  What will work for Me. 

    I want a slut that knows or at least wants to learn her place. 

 I do want someone I can laugh, joke, and tease with. 

    I want a good girl that desires to be a whore. 

  Because she is.   

    And then she can set up a BBC with O/our friends on a Saturday.  


  Hope that helps. 


9/8/2013 7:42:49 PM

9/7/2013 10:42:07 PM

Ya know.  I read all profiles, journals and such.  Or at least 90% of them if they even got a inkling of substance to them.  It really doesn't matter.  women.  Bitch that all the guys they talk to b.s. them. 

                                Problem is.     

            They Want to hear the B.S.   They want to be told stories. 

                   And they want to believe them. 

   What I can't stand.  Is,  if I am honest, about Me.  And share faults, weaknesses, you stupid bitches see it as weakness.  Or not Dominant. 

        So naive.

                            Have fun with your liars.  


9/3/2013 10:11:17 PM

I must say that I am a very aggressive Man.  When it comes to sexual use. 

  But I do care for what is Mine. 

9/2/2013 9:07:49 PM

I piss women off sometimes,  cause I tell them I am pleasurig Myself with there photos. 

  do not be so nieve.  your photos alone could never get Me off.  The idea of you.  Is what excites Me. The physical truth.  

9/1/2013 9:21:51 PM

It's so hard to find a good women who wants to worship cock and cum.  And still be someone I can be proud of in normal public situations. 

8/31/2013 10:20:28 PM

One of My favorite videos.  I do enjoy a little slut screaming.   lol

8/19/2013 10:34:55 PM

O.k.   I'm going to be extra honest right now.  I Need, a women.  I do.  I think I was built this way.  lol   Duh.    But I will never bow down to any fuckin' women.  I  can't   do   it. 

  I will die first. 


On the other hand.  If you want a Good Man.  A Dominant Man. 


 A Man who walked right into demise , just to see if He could make it through. 


 And did. 


  I am He. 

8/8/2013 7:49:22 PM

Now this slut knows how to suck cock.  If you look close I don't think she ever pulls away.  No matter how rough or long He goes.  He always pulls out before she will pull away.  Good girl.

4/13/2013 10:45:06 PM

I love this video.  Any young sluts that want Real use.  

  Please step up. 

2/5/2013 7:54:07 PM

I'm looking for volunteers for hypnotic orgasm, for fun and to practice My skills. 

 This Can be compleatly non physical.  (At least on My part. Your gonna have a physical expierience. )

 Yes, I know what My profile says and yes, eventually I will use erotic hypnosis as a form of training.  For her pleasure and Mine. 

 But, for now I just want to practice what I know. 

                       You will like it. 

9/22/2012 7:13:07 PM

What a women should be.    I agree with about 85% of this.

7/29/2012 8:45:56 PM

I guess what I am looking for could be described as a monocontroled monogamous relationship, with special privileges to be shared and decided by Me. 

7/26/2012 8:57:43 PM

So I'm thinking of an example.  You see, I live in a small town type of area. the people are somewhat worldly. And most are basic. Men say shit like. "have to ask the wife" or "have to see what the boss says".  And the women have the attitude of "ya, I don't think so" or they just set rules that men just docilly abid by. 


 I just can't and will not live that way.

 Here is My example. Of how I will live. 


 I work as a mechanic. In a garage with 8 other guys.


 They all act manly.  But anyone of there wifes show up and they are all humble. 


They whine "well I was going to do this but she" 


 I can not and will not live this way.


 Still haven't explained My example. Hope to tomarrow.  Tired. 

7/19/2012 10:00:32 PM

This is good too.

7/17/2012 9:46:53 PM

Don't know if I ever added this link. 

  You need to watch it repetedly.

7/15/2012 8:24:18 PM

Wow, sometimes I read over My own journals and wonder why some women still talk to Me?  

7/7/2012 9:54:11 PM

Funny,  I'm terrible at house keeping.  lol.  I wonder why that is?  

7/4/2012 9:31:11 PM

Have I mentioned lately how I fu-in love to fuck a bitch so hard and make it hurt.

  To see her tears, And to see her take it for My pleasure

      Just sayin.   lol


7/3/2012 9:19:10 PM

Think  I'm going to head into town. I don't do it often but I'm looking for some female attention..   Night all.  

7/3/2012 8:24:50 PM

Sent four messages tonight. I don't like to send a bunch of cookie cutter messages.

 I am looking for,,,  seriousness.  


6/28/2012 9:20:12 PM

Nothing I love better than ass fucking a women that does'nt want Me to. 

   My kind of fun.

6/27/2012 9:06:33 PM

Something else I seek.  And envision.  Besides all the controll. 

  A couple hours a night I take for Me. This is something I do, currently. To think. Ponder. And put the pieces of the day together. 

  What I envision is My devote, and cherished slave. On her knees beside Me, note pad and pen in hand. Waiting to jot down any outspoken thoughts her Master wants noted. Of corse she would be availible for any use He wants.  But her primary job at this time is to journal all Masters thoughts that He want noted. 


6/27/2012 8:38:09 PM

WooHoo.  Bought a new boat today.  Well new to Me. 

6/25/2012 8:09:58 PM


I know how to hold a grudge
I can send a bridge up in smoke
And I can't count the people I've let down, the hearts I've broke
You ain't gotta dig too deep
If you wanna find some dirt on me
I'm learning who you've been
Ain't who you've got to be
It's gonna be an uphill climb
Aww honey I won't lie

I ain't no angel
I still got a few more dances with the devil
I’m cleaning up my act little by little
I’m getting there
I can finally stand the man in the mirror I see
I ain’t as good as I’m gonna get
But I’m better than I used to be

I’ve pinned a lot of demons to the ground
I’ve got a few old habits left
But there’s still one or two I might need you to help me get
Standing in the rain so long has left me with a little rust
But put some faith in me
And someday you’ll see
There’s a diamond under all this dust

I ain't no angel
I still got a few more dances with the devil
I’m cleaning up my act little by little
I’m getting there
I can finally stand the man in the mirror I see
I ain’t as good as I’m gonna get
But I’m better than I used to be

I ain't no angel
I still got a few more dances with the devil
But I’m cleaning up my act little by little
I’m getting there
I can finally stand the man in the mirror I see
I ain’t as good as I’m gonna get
But I’m better than I used to be

6/22/2012 8:09:00 PM

I am on the biggest high I have been on in many years.  I have suffered for four years and eight months to achieve something I lost almost twenty years ago. 


 I did not suffer because I am a victim. I suffered because it was what had to be done to achieve what I wanted.



6/21/2012 7:19:28 PM

I am very easy going and helpful. Easy to get along with and people turn to Me. They ask Me for help 'cause they know I can do. And I will help anyone who I can.


 Thats how I am to the outside world. 


 Attractive quality,  yes.


 But, when in a relationship. I am analytical, demanding, and as-sumptuous

6/18/2012 9:21:13 PM

Watched some funny shit tonight. Go to xhamster and look up Howard stern. 

6/17/2012 10:11:14 PM

I have to admit.  I love rape play.  lol.. 

6/17/2012 9:26:31 PM

One thing I can't stand.  Little dick pornos that advertise deepthroat, face fuck.  C'mon, thats deepthrought or facefuck cause a chick can take a 5 inch binky in her mouth. REALLY?

5/30/2012 9:06:58 PM

One thing I am looking for. 


  A women who wants to learn all I've lived.


So much.




So much.


  to teach, offer.


I will take.


But I have much to give. 




5/27/2012 10:54:33 PM

I must say.   I love huge tits.   And the fact that the medical capabilities of today make it possible for tiny women to have huge boobs.  Makes ownership of her all that pridefull, special.   (Yes if she comes with big boobs awsome. dont' want to leave you girls out.) I'm just sayin' , the women that would physicaly change her aperance to please Her owner.

5/14/2012 8:16:59 PM

When a women has " Massage (getting)" befor (giving), How Giving, do you think she really is?   Sent of a Women quote. "Unlock her door first, (car door) and by the time you walk to your door....   Well, you should get the picture. The "Message getting" girl will not of even thought of unlocking your door. 

5/7/2012 7:51:53 PM

F-in Gotta Love this pose, the way she's positioned, and her perdicament.  

5/7/2012 7:49:13 PM


5/5/2012 8:07:48 PM

O.K. had to put that last entry in.   Now, what I was thinking.  A Man is a thirty link chain. He is what runs the machine of life.  A women is but one link. Life re-choirs a thirty one link chain to run smoothly.            That can be taken so many ways.   I'm looking for the one who understands it My way.   That all for tonight.  Good luck to all.  C.

5/5/2012 7:57:27 PM

I don't know if any of you remember the last journal entry, I deleted it. But if you do and it offended you I appologize. I was up late watching porn. lol

4/24/2012 11:26:30 PM

The only thing that makes a Man really grumpy is. What is He not doing that He knows He should be doing.

4/23/2012 8:20:36 PM

Now I Love a cum drinking slut. But I have a question. Why do you as a women love to drink or cover your face (and love it) with a Mans cum? The question gets deeper but I'm curious about the initial answers.

4/15/2012 10:53:16 PM

O.K. looking for a little slut who is turned on buy this.

1/21/2012 10:54:14 PM

Had some faggot comment on the curve of My cock and how well it would slid down.  Really does'nt appeal to Me.  Can't believe some pole smokin' male faggot noticed and most you sub females hav'nt.  Just rambling. 

1/19/2012 8:59:04 PM

O. K. I'm just going to throw My whole profile into a journal entry. And start over. On My profile that is. Here is My last profile for anyone interested.  I've come to realize, there is no use in sending any kind of message to any female on CM. I read every profile befor I send a message. But the sluts have the oppertunity to be choosy. So they can pic out what they want. Still being spoild. And not get what they need. Point is the sluts on here are still in control. And althow I still like the idea of this site, Sluts are in control. That does'nt sit well with Me. So have you ever thought of this. What is the meaning of life. I have just figured it out. Their is no meaning idiout. There is only the opportunity. The gift. The chance to be something. Big or small. It is a gift. Not to be questioned but cherished. Listen to this.

I'm not looking for the perfect women. I'm looking for the women that will let Me make her My perfect women. If you use your power cord, for your laptop as a disiplinary device. You might be a sadist. If seeing her masscara run from aggresive sex makes your cock harder, you might be a sadist. If the words "please no" sounds like "yes harder" You might be a sadist. This is 50% a joke and 100% what excites Me. If you read through My journals you will know that I am a caring Man. Not abusive, but demanding and want, no, need a women that wants to be pushed just beyond her comfort level. To eventually become what I want as I evolve. And then evolve with Me. Had a couple more thoughts but wanted to get back to the funny. If you have anymore thought to "you know your a sadist when" Please let Me know. I'll compile the best of them and send them to Foxworthy. See what he does with them. Just an idea. Let Me know. So about Me, yes as most of you know. Single Father, Cool daughter. I'm begining to think this isn't the place for Me . Once again the women are in control. This does not sit well with Me. Time waister's, I here this all the time, or read it more so. On a site where I spend ample time and effort to write out thoughtfull messages to women who are flooded with and basking in offers so they can just pick and chose. Who's the Dom here. Does'nt sit well with Me.

1/12/2012 7:33:58 PM

It's not all about sex ya' know. It's about a women being what she was meant to be. It's about a Man being confidently in control. But a Man can't be that (legally) with out her consent now a days. Sixty years ago if a Husband, Boyfriend,  wanted sex He took it.  Can't finish this one tonight. I'll try and get back to it.   C.

1/11/2012 7:54:31 PM

I gotta say if your looking for humiliation check this out.!

1/9/2012 9:28:28 PM

I ain't wrong I'm just different, and My pride won't let My do things to make you think I'm right.

1/7/2012 8:21:08 PM

This was written by a friend of Mine. And I can So relate to the delema. 

Master asked me why I send somewhat short first messages to girls we are interested in and all I had to do was show him 1 day's worth of messages I have sent and how many were even read let alone responded to. 1 response out of several messages sent doesn't exactly say "Spend 30 minutes writing a beautiful message to a woman". So ladies, before you start bitching about getting one liners and short messages from interested parties on here, take a moment to think about what you are putting out there. Why should people pour their heart and soul into a first message when the chances of getting a response are SO slim?!?! Show a little humility, you are supposedly submissive or a slave after all, act like it, demands and ultimatums are not a good way of showing your submissive nature... Just saying...

1/6/2012 9:13:14 PM

That last jounal entriy was a true story.

1/3/2012 8:44:04 PM

I was thinking tonight, about a few many things like I do. And two thoughts collided and this is the picture. A Man, working in his garage. And a women, siting in what ever chair He could find her. She's all primped up. Sitting in a dirty garage, taking notes of His spoken thoughts as He works. He often talks, or, shares His thoughts more when He is working. she admires Him. And wants to make herself available. That's the picture. The best part is when I am done you are sitting there For Me. As I like. you see Me stop working and walk past you to the hand soap to wash My hands. So you finish writing and put your books down. Because You know your Master is coming for you.

1/3/2012 7:31:43 PM

Was watching a porn vid. and realized. And this is the gods honest truth. I have never had a women say to Me. "Fuck me harder"  The girl in the video kept saying it and it just dawned on Me.  Kind of funny. lol 

12/29/2011 8:11:24 PM

Just somethin'

  Yes, I want the most obediant of women. I am not an easy Man.  But I want to need her like this.  Thats the soft part of Me.

12/20/2011 8:38:40 PM

If you use your power cord, for your laptop as a disiplinary device. You might be a sadist.         If seeing her masscara run from aggresive sex makes your cock harder,   you might be a sadist.    If the words "please no" sounds like "yes harder"     You might be a sadist.    This is 50% a joke and 100% what excites Me. If you read through My journals you will know that I am a caring Man. Not abusive, but demanding and want, no, need a women that wants to be pushed just beyond her comfort level. To eventually become what I want as I evolve. And then evolve with Me.   Had a couple more thoughts but wanted to get back to the funny.  If you have anymore thought to "you know your a sadist when"       Please let Me know. I'll compile the best of them and send them to Foxworthy. See what he does with them.   Just an idea. Let Me know.  

12/14/2011 7:53:52 PM

So I've just come up with close to the perfect description of Me.  I'm actually aggressive, forceful, and demanding in bed. Add a pinch of rapist, with a dash of Domineering acts. Add 50% being a Father. 30% go to Man (i.e. yes I will help you put a roof on your house) and friend. And when you have no one else to turn to or relie on, Guido will help.

12/13/2011 8:43:38 PM

So many little girls just want to get fucked hard. Or divorced women who know what they need now. All just looking for a hard fuck.            Do that, done that. Live that, Looking for that.   LTR.

12/9/2011 9:15:21 PM

I spend My life helping people. Even when I am at My lowest. I find Myself Note: I am not looking to just hook up, meet after just a few messages, or start an overnight situation. I am a single Father and I will get to know any potential sub/slave befor I go introducing someone into My daughters life. Their will be time spent getting to know rules and boundries. Chit/chating and making sure she has a sense of humor. etc, etc. I would describe My self as passive aggressive. Passive cautious, and watching. Learning, and paying much more attention then you will ever think I am. Thats a long story. Hopefully I will get to the aggresive part next. All for now. Chris.

12/6/2011 8:40:43 PM

Just wanted to point this out. This thing about orgasm control, I have thought allot about it, and I'm not hung up on it. When I'm Taking My women I don't care if she orgasms or not. I'm taking what I want. If she does fine. If not, what ever. But I do fancy the thought ( and I haven't had this opportunity) of taking her in public with remote control toys inside of her and playing. I don't know if I want to prevent that orgasm, I may want to see it in public. I do very much threw relyfe programing want to train My sub to orgasm from certain things. Train her body to orgasm from certain sexual acts. So, orgasm control. Tough subject.  

12/5/2011 7:46:12 PM

 I have been bleased with one fuckin' cool kid. My daughter. She's 13. I have had My share of Major highs, and devistating lows. But I believe I have armed My daughter with the ability to handle life. CGH


11/28/2011 8:23:21 PM

It just makes Me chuckle. All the little 20 year old 100 pound spoiled girls who think they are dominant. No life experience, and totally oblivious to the reality of what a Man could do to them.   FSFIS.   (fuckin so funny it's stupid)   And yes I just made that up.  lol.  

11/24/2011 8:50:27 PM

Ya know, I want a hot slut. And I have always had, good looking women. And have always been lucky enough to get the sexually orientated women. But I'm fuckin' tired. I have finally figured out what I want, and now I can't find the right women. 

11/24/2011 7:18:22 PM

Note: I am not looking to just hook up, meet after just a few messages, or start an overnight situation.  I am a single Father and I will get to know any potential sub/slave befor I go introducing someone into My daughters life.  Their will be time spent getting to know rules and boundries. Chit/chating and making sure she has a sense of humor. etc, etc.  

11/23/2011 9:50:39 PM

What I want in a slave/sub: I am looking for a woman who is genuinely dedicated to her Man -- one who knows that being female alone puts her in a lesser class than Males. Just because being a loud-mouthed angry bitch has been legalized in the past 40+ years, does not make you equal to a Man. 99% percent of the time when a woman is going off she is jumping from one topic to another. She often has no control over the course of her conversation or often loses the ability to address the topic. But the ILLUSION of being loud, talking over someone, and just spewing words gives a woman a false sense of control. The truth is, in a second the Man you are bitching at could grab you by the throat, put you against the wall, and stop the madness. I think this should still be legal. NOW, I'm not talking abuse. I'm talking immediate discipline. And any Man that abused that right, would not be a Dominant Man in My opinion, but a weak Man. The point being: you're not equal. Men have always ruled the world. The strongest of the pack rules the pack. Yes there are Domme women, and sissy boys. I mean no disrespect there. Just My rant.


11/18/2011 9:04:24 PM

I am indepth, caring, cold, possesive, laid back, caring, a ticking time bomb, A Man who has learned to control that live grenade. Yes, I said caring twice. Because I am, I just don't show it well. Lots of thoughts.      Chris

11/18/2011 8:50:25 PM

My hands.  My hands are swollen. And callused. Thick skinned. Its funny, but My hands explain alot about Me.  Just a thought.

11/15/2011 7:01:18 PM

It took Me 39 years to realize who I was. And when I was 41 I had to send her away. It was for Her own good and her childrens best interests. I easily could have kept her for Myself. It would have been in My best interest.
But not her childrens, or hers. We still talk, every six months or so. Shes doin' well.

11/13/2011 7:36:21 PM

Just so people know. I Read profiles, and journals. It is not just a hot slut I am looking for. It is Much more than that. And what people say is 90% the reason I will message them. What Im saying is, Im not just looking for some Hot slut to fuck. Ive had plenty. What I want is someone to own for life, to spend the rest of My life with. To mold into My (striving to be perfect) creation. To have a life (that looks normal or socially acceptible) with. But there will always be That aspect. Something that makes people go Hmm.  lol.Thats My description on the outside.  My description on the inside, or behind closed doors to come later.

11/12/2011 8:22:00 PM

That mornin sun made its way
through the windshield of my chevorlet
whiskey eyes and ashtray breath
on a chert rock gravel road

What the hell did I do last night
thats the story of my life
like tryin to remember words
to a song nobody wrote

11/11/2011 8:04:42 PM

A person who fights with you on a topic, when your trying to be helpfull and understanding. Or keeps changing topics in a aggressive manner. Whats your opinion of that. Just a question, curious of the answers.   What they are actually doing is covering up their fuck up. Or their lie. You can try and help for a while, but in My opinion. If they wont stop fighting, or give you the chance to talk. Let them lie to someone else.   

11/10/2011 8:33:06 PM

So things didnt work out, been there a couple times already. Its to be expected. But finding what I want, I dont believe I will find in a bar or a club. (yes I have at times, but you know what I mean.) So I continue to roam this site.

11/8/2011 8:33:58 PM

So, fixed My daughters comp. Fuckin' Privacy Protection virus.  Sneeky little bastard with very good defenses. 

9/19/2011 8:03:51 PM

Ya know, I dont think I have ever seen anything more precious, or exciting, or beautiful than a womens tear sticken face, from being absolutely raped by the Man she loves.              "Chris Holman"

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