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MissElizabeth84
I'm looking for seven things... (1) Someone to take absolute control of all areas and have me as their 24/7 pet
(2) Destroy my sense of self worth that I wouldn't even think for looking for anything but your approval.
(3) Cut me off from everyone who cares about me. That includes friends, family & current (to be ex) wife.
(4) Force me to violate everything I hold dear. Any morals, any values that I have need to be replaced with ones of your choosing. Forcing me to violate my own values also makes me more cut off from what I am now.
(5) Mess with my gender. You'll make me into a shemale with the help of herbal/online medication and private surgery (see below for paying for it...). Neither male, nor female, I'd be your creation.
(6) Make me earn my keep by whoring me out; that means whatever you want it to mean. I know there's some demand for shemales in a specific part of the adult industry and elsewhere...anything I earn obviously goes to you. Keeping my current job and doing this doesn't go together unfortunately.
(7) Ignore that I'm straight. This means that you'll understand I won't *want* to do things at first but that you don't care. You'll enforce obedience in anyway that you wish and in doing so ensure that I don't fall back into any bad old habits.
4/11/2013 1:46:00 AM

So, today I saw a really interesting gallery entitled "bimbos". I suddenly realised that this is what I want to be; deep down, I want to be viewed as lesser, objectified and stripped of identity - but in a way that appears to be empowering, in the same vein of post-modernist feminism. 

2/23/2013 1:02:15 PM

So, it's been a while since I've been on here, life does rather get in the way doesn't it? I suppose I've come to the conclusion that it's not really possible for me to find what I'm looking for, maybe I don't deserve to? Still, if you're "that person" then get in touch, obviously. 

12/16/2011 1:22:04 AM

Exactly how bad is it to have fantasies about your sister? ....

8/1/2011 7:11:19 AM

So life is too complicated for me, I really do need someone to take charge. I'm still living with my wife (though we are separating still) and I'm still looking for someone who can do the things I need...

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 Age: 18
  New York