burningdesire2

ok so its time for me to re-do this profile, as many things im my life have changed.

i am now in a relationship. i am in love, but lacking many things...he has no idea that this side of me even exists. and that kills me...everytime we are together, fighting, fuckin, just relaxing, i am always waiting for him to put me in my place, i even push...and i get nothing. i feel bad for him because he is completly clueless. and i know im going about it completly wrong..but i just cant imagine him being able to handle it.

so that leaves me.....here i guess. and i feel terrible about that, but i just dont kow what else to do...i cant ignore the fact that im submissive anymore. its constatly in the back of my head.
i need to be disaplined. i need to be told what i can ans cant do. i need to feel owned. so what am i susposed to do?

and please dont tell me to leave my man, because i truly do love him.

god im so confused...i guess what i want is to find someone that can fulfill this side of me, without making me give up my relationship. and i guess they would just have to understand that my boyfriend would come first....

is this even possible??

oh and if u want pictures, then ill trade with u, but i cant have them up on here!