BullMeister

I went for a new tattoo yesterday. It's a straight razor, just about full size with a red grip. The razoe is opened a quarter of the way. The blade has a 2 dimesional abstracted eyeball on it and there's a banner wrapped around the razor. The banner says "SUFFER WELL" It's on the underside of my right forearm. I'm right handed and that's My floging/whipping arm. 

Sadly, My local tattoo artist is retiring. I have one more appointment with him next week and then that's it. He's done more than half My tattoos and I will miss our connection. And now I'm feeling even more like one of the last of the Old School Dinosaurs.

reposting this as I have had several prospaspects ask if I am still looking to collar a slave. The answer is yes but onky one that can function well in a poly leather household. Please read the repost below for more info

The slave's name was Joe. A blue collar man in his mid 50's and of Italian heritage. he spoke cautiously about his "lifestyle"; the kink, the bdsm, the desire to be owned. I listened knowing others in the bar were watching, curious about why I would have interest in the "weirdo" It's so long ago now that I don't remeber My initial reaction but I know I was interested and excited by the idea that this slave wanted to be owned. That idea was very powerful and enough to overcome any of this slave's physical shortcomings. I agreed to come to the slave's home and take a tour of his dungeon the next week. I really had no idea of what I was about to experience in just a few days.

More on the dungeon tour later....

As it turned out, the conversation with the slave put Me on a new and exciting path that, with some detours, I still find Myself on today. 

continued:

he began to tell Me that he had been observing Me for almost a year. I sensed his caution as he explained. The man was a slave; a slave without a collar, without a Master or a Sir. This slave went on to tell Me he recognized what I was the first time he saw Me. A slave he said, was never allowed to approach a Master without permission and he was breaking from his training by speaking to Me first.

to be continued...

What are the origins of My interest in the Master/slave dynamic? That's a question I have asked Myself many times and still find the answer elusive. Was it all those sword and sandal films I watched with the muscle bound men in chains? Or is it something deeper that drew me to those films and all the other images of lesser men serving a Superior? As humans, I believe we are drawn to others that confirm what we know is true about ourselves,  My involvement in training and developing slave minds and bodies dates back to the mid 1990's. I was newly out in My mid 30's and drawn to the darker edges of the gay community I was exploring. I began to notice a man watching me in the leater/levi bar I had started frequenting. The man was not physically attractive but his intensity interested Me. I was curious. Asking others brought a common warning, "he's a werido stay away". I continued to ignore and then finally one day he spoke to me. his first word to Me was "Sir". 

More later...... 

Instead of updating the profile and having it be down for months, I am using the journal to note changes. 

• I have collared a slave and it is serving in My home 24/7/365
• I continue to train and develop other slaves that need experience serving, learning protocols, developing pain tolerence or just want to provide pleasure to a Master
• I am also looking for a second slave for a poly household. Mine is a Leather Family and I have many friends in the world Leather community. I have a process for evaluating a slave for ownership, if there is interest I can explain further.
• The new Dungeon Barn has finally been built. This 3 level dungeon is an all season timber frame barn built on a stone foundation. The interior is being finished and then equipment installed. Completion scheduled for winter 2021.
• Summer months We/we reside at our camp. Cothing optional, men only, with a complete dungeon there as well