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I have a deep need to be sissy trained. The longer I go without finding a Daddy (or Mommy/Goddess) to give me the life that I need, the kinkier my fantasies get. Examples of my recent extreme fantasies are long-term chastity, humiliation with public de-male-ing, and escaping to a life of 24/7 sissy submission. Those are pipe-dream fantasies for now though.... I am actively seeking BBC Daddies, or just Daddies (a Mommy/Goddess would be super hot too!) that is into watching me take on a BBC or three (four?). I'm completely straight acting outside of the bedroom (closeted for now), but I need to be trained to be Daddy's good little slut gurl. I'm into humiliation, light spanking, light bondage, tickle torture, starp-ons and toys, enamas, role-playing, age play, forced fem, forced cross-dressing, corsets, forced group sex, bukkake. I also like hugging, kissing, cuddling, massages, and being girly pampered.


What can you can expect to get from me besides my ass as your pussy to use? I am clean, hard drug free, smart, funny, creative, passionate about many things, caring, sensitive, generous, and when true trust is built, I trust unconditionally. I've gotten a bit of negativety over my current chubby state. Here is a recent response I have given to some people to clarify where I am with my weight: okay, you saw the pics on my profile. I gained some weight after a kidney surgery several years ago. I've been 100% healthy for some years, and I'm finally losing the weight. I'm eating right, cleaning myself out with an anal douche, and now on a medication which has the pleasant side effect of weight loss and penis shrinkage (it's not a serious medication; just to help me manage my busy and stressful life). I'm getting exercise now too, and I really am looking for long, sweaty all night exercise on a regular basis. I used to be 205. I'm now down to 187. Being just over 5'8", I want to go down another 30-35. I don't want to add muscle, I just want to be much more slender. I had hoped that my eagerness, my deep desired to be sissified and used by by a strong black Daddy and and his friends, and my overly kinky sex drive would win me some points in your favor. I'm completely closeted and straight acting in public, but I'm fresh clay to be molded into whatever sissy a Daddy would want. I will suck, fuck, walk, talk, look however you want me to.
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