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I just love the fall - knee high boots and pantyhose, YAY YAY YAY Happy happy happy. |
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CM has become a cess pool of fin-doms. Worse yet, they don't have a clue about anything! |
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back in the chastity device today. |
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I ordered a ball ringer kit today to stretch my balls. Currently have one weighted collar around the top of my balls. thank you Princess J. |
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my chastity device has been deployed, my cock is now in its cage. |
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My chastity device has gone back to Germany for modification and has come back to me. Actually it has logged more air-miles than me this year as the first time it was sent to me it was sent to the wrong address and returned to sender - yes, back to Germany!!!! |
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...as one part of the world goes to sleep, another part of the world wakes up; the kinky people are up all the time. |
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it amazes me how I can feel a person's energy from so many miles away, not even having met the person!! Cool. |
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....going on day 2 in my chastity device. Figured out much in a short period of time. Need support belt to accomodate extra weight. Princess J wants me to wear pantyhose to a work meeting today. Not sure I will be able to focus. |
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I like the morning crowd on CM.....I like to peruse the profiles of people who, like me, wake up thinking about the lifestyle....even start thinking about it before their coffee! hahahahahhaha |
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(sigh) the duel of two rapier wits ends in being blocked. It's too bad it didn't last, I thought I finally met my match! |
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i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut, i am a pantyhose foot-slut...
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ahhhhh Springtime....just threw a whole bunch of Mistress-seeds out in the back yard hoping for a bump her crop of new Mistresses to spring up in Mass this year! |
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I wonder sometimes what it is that draws me to CM. Still looking for that elusive blend; that energy, synergy perhaps. Could it be that she's half a world away and I need to pick up stakes to be near? Just doesn't seem right nor fair. OK, quitting the rambling now and going for coffee. |
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Day in, day out I log into CM to see if there is anyone that strikes my fancy...ahhh to find that delicate balance of D-nature + non-Pro + intelligence + sexyness + confidence + location....doesn't seem as though it's possible and that's why I see the same faces over and over again. Is anyone really getting together? |
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Tonight I attended the wake of a friend and I was reminded just how short life can be. Made me wonder if I was on the right path. 2 hours in line and hundreds of people; what a fitting tribute to her.
Well tomorrow is Thursday and day 4 of my 6 day (on) chastity period. The device has become quite comfortable now in every day wear to the point where I may try excercising in it next week. I'm looking forward to sunday as my release day. |
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Yesterday I had a SCARE!! I was in the process of completing my chores for the day and thinking about my release from the device and the sweet orgasm that I was going to allow myself when I noticed the keys to my device were not on my key ring...PANIC started to set in as I realized they must've fallen off (or have been pulled off) my keychain!!! All sorts of crazy thoughts went through my head including spending the afternoon trying to remove the device myself or worse yet, having the emergency room remove it. That would be totally embarrassing and would also suck because the device is stainless steel and made in Germany...sort of a BMW of chastity devices so it wasn't cheap by any means! I took a few deep breaths and determined that I should consider this to be the way I may feel if someone was holding my keys and I didn't have access to them. After a few minutes of deep breathing and deep meditation on the location of the keys I ended up finding them in my couch where I had laid down the previous night. PHEW, what a relief!! : ) |
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It's Saturday and another release day. Today I will remove the device and take a nice mind-clearing motorcycle ride after doing some chores.
Last night, I had a dream about being stretched out and bound and having a nurse "milk" me with a prostate stimulator while still in the device while my faceless Mistress looked on eagerly.
I could then hear her voice saying that from now on, her slavegirl-nurse would be taking care of inspecting and milking me as necessary and that i should get used to just being bound, cleaned, inspected and then reinstalled into the device as that may be the norm.
Unfortunately, I woke up in the middle of this one and didn't get any more.
It's time to get started!
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Well it's been a few days since posting a journal entry about my chastity journey. I've been back in the device since Monday a.m. Gave the body a little break last Sunday as I did some pretty heavy brush clearing at my new place. My mind is starting to get refocused earlier in each period but those first days are still tough to remain on task. I'm thinking about adding some type of security/support belt to the device. Need to research it. Starting next week, my plan is to add one day each chastity period so that I can work up to longer-term enforced chastity. |
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One more day in this chastity period. Today will be tough because I will be riding my motorcycle out to near the NY State border and I haven't ridden wearing the device before. I will have to take my safety key in case of an emergency. I had vivid dreams last night that involved incredible tease, denial and final denial of an orgasm. I woke up in a sweat with a hard cock inside its cock-cage.
After my ride, I will clean up and inspect everything to ensure there's no issues with wear and allow myself one orgasm one night's sleep without the device. Tomorrow, I shall return my cock and balls to the device. |
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I have made it to Friday a.m. in my chastity device. Yesterday I had a close call with a metal detector situation, phew!! I'm not sure what I would've done if I had a real keyholder and had to choose between removing the device and explaining to her why and not removing the device and explaining it to Security! I think Security : )
I logged onto Collarme this a.m and began to look at a few profiles. My desires are increasing with each passing day but sometimes I wonder why I torture myself by looking at these profiles. Certainly, when/if I find a KH, I won't do this because I won't have access to those keys. I've got to focus on my task list for today and forget about wanking.
Special thanks to Mistress O, who contacted me today and told me that she would love to hold my keys if I were closer...and she called me Sweetie : ) You have sort of given me renewed hope that the type woman I'm looking for ARRRRRRE really out there.
Wondering who the lucky guy is on the end of the leash on the gloved hand...Mmmmmm |
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It's 4:30 a.m. on Thursday and it's now been 4 days since locking myself into my Steelworxx chastity device. I've decided to try for a 6 day on, 1 day off chastity period this week. I'm starting to get used to wearing the device for several days and nights in a row now. However having easy access to the device keys doesn't have the same mental implications as if I had a keyholder and was experiencing enforced chastity. |
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