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Male Switch, 29, Madison, Wisconsin

Oh how deliciously wicked life can be!  i met the man of my dreams (oddly enough through this particular website) and have fallen head over heels in love with him... the trick is that He comes as a package.  How does one deal with things they have never experienced before?  For me, it has been to push and pull Him away and to me so often that i'm quite certain He thinks i may possibly be Sybil... (i'm not, in case You were wondering). my cautious optimism has been replaced with a steadfast love for Him... but handling the other part of Our life together has proven many times over to be quite trying... it has also challenged me to view the world through a different lens and has, at times, made my mind melt due to information overload.  i'm relatively certain that trying to imagine my life without this wonderful man would be sort of like a fish trying to breathe on land (difficult if not impossible), yet i still find my mind wandering off to the cliffs on occasion even though i've warned it that fall will hurt. what is it about humans that makes us desire things we know we cannot have?  And what on Earth is it about us that makes us try to destroy things we desire when the fates are nice to us and give us more than we could have ever imagined? Love truly is a double edged sword... it's mighty and comforting when wielded carefully... but damned if it doesn't cut you the moment you stop playing carefully with it!

While i appreciate the attentions of so many Doms, it has been rather overwhelming.  i had the opportunity to chat with a couple of really interesting Doms who helped me answer some of the questions i have had in my head for so long now.  Unfortunately, as is wont to happen at times, life got crazy and i had to attend to the day-to-day affairs of my vanilla world. In a random twist of fate, i met a Dom in real life who shares many of my vanilla world interests as well as has teased my mind with the fetish world that he lives in.  Since i am so incredibly guarded about myself, i was shocked when i found myself developing feelings for this man who has found a way to get past many of my barriers and figure out much of the complexity of my psyche. Now, i'm quite certain that i may possibly have developed my feelings for him as quickly as i have due in large part to the longing i have felt for so long for a guide into this world that intrigues me so.  But, regardless, i have found myself wanting to do small things to make him happy or pleased.  In the process, i have also found myself developing feelings i previously would never have thought i still had in me. i guess what i am trying to say is that i feel lucky to have met him and hope that we may evolve into something that satisfies both of our needs... while i still remain cautious and have tried actually to push him away also, he has perservered where most would have given up.  This seems like a promising sign to me... maybe he will be the first to get past my reserved nature and help me open myself up to a whole new experience.  i remain hopeful... guarded and cautious, but hopeful nonetheless.

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