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redgirl816
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| I am a Dominant Male ...pleasure, like life is fleeting....making it last can be difficult and painful, but its the moments of pleasure that make all the pain worthwhile..and at times, the pleasure and pain go hand in hand.
My Ideal Person: Im not sure an ideal person exists.....go ahead and prove Me wrong though
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that which is given up easily is worth nothing, and was never worth anything...talk is cheap and words not backed by action or emotion are like dead leaves blown by the wind |
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even those who claim to be submissive,...in one way or another, can still fight for what is important to them....if I am not important enough for you to fight for,...I am not important enough, period. |
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Message deleted...like that was the most important thing in life. Dont waste time on those who have no time for you, or feelings on those who will never be able to return them. Maybe one day I will even take My own advice...probably not. |
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After finally extricating Myself from a lengthy online "game", I have to laugh at the utter stupidity of those who think they are playing and manipulating. There is perhaps no greater strength than sitting by and watching another think they are pulling strings, lying at every turn....and acting as if you believe them...if for no other reason than curiousity and amusement..as you watch them spin a fantasy world. Of course the whole time I am laughing My ass off...knowing full well that every word, picture and story is a lie. There comes a time however when it becomes tiresome...yes, it was a pleasant diversion....but you come to the realization that you are just feeding another persons sickness....and whether they think they have the upper hand, they are the true victim and should be pitied. They simply dont know any better.....I however do... so goodbye babygirl....good luck finding another who will play your game as long and as convincingly as I have. I hope I entertained you for a moment or two. |
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Word to the wise...from one who has been anything but. LDR's can be a dangerous thing....especially when continued for long periods. The bottom line is, people can so easily mis-represent themselves...in effect, be who they are not. If things dont add up, with what is said and done....if you catch them in lies....if you find out they send you fake pictures and lie about their everyday lives....fucking run....kick them to the virtual curb and dont continue to waste your time on one who is so obviously not worth it. This goes for Doms as well as subs. Life is too short for silly fucking games. |
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What the hell is the deal with all the "fake" people cropping up on CM?....Did the bots and russian girls finally figure this was a good place to troll? I usually seem to attract those who wish to be deceptive and fake, so I guess its only a matter of time before they contact Me...haha. |
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After over a year, I have come to the conclusion that for Me long distance is not only something Im no longer interested in, but also leaves a person open to being decieved and lied to. Not that that cant happen in any relationship, but its so much easier if Im not there to take matters in hand.
If I were ever to be accused of not being "strong handed enough", My answer would be that I should have walked away at the first hint of deception. Live and learn....there are those out there who just like to "play" at having a D/s realtionship, and get off on the attention....with no concern to the fact that they are fucking with another persons life and taking time and attention that could be devoted to someone actually worthy of it. Someday, perhaps she will learn...based on past experience, Im guessing not. |
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Reading My last entry made Me almost seem like someone I am not.....I am not an adulterous, drunk....lol. What I am is an honest person...without honesty there is nothing. Honesty breeds trust, which breeds respect and allows an interraction deeper than most would imagine. Games are as boring to Me anymore as dishonesty....if you can bring neither honesty nor a somewhat level head to Me, I have no interest whatsoever, as all you will have to offer Me is drama, struggle, mistrust and a waste of My time. Life is too short....bring Me your heart, kneel at My feet, and you will recieve a great deal in return...My honesty, respect, lust and a firm hand for you to reach for. |
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Im currently trying to seperate the crap from the non-crap. Giving of yourself is so hard but so necessary to grow as a person....every day I see mistakes I have made in the past....comments, actions, inactions...and learn from them....regardless of how painful it may feel, I know I am growing as a person and become more of who I need to be to be happy. I have decided to stop drinking altogether....maybe or maybe not because I felt it had become a problem. I know it was something I was doing pretty much daily, and that cant be a good thing....My decision, on My terms....because it is what I choose to do. I will not let things outside of Me control who I am or what I do. And when I make a decision, I try very hard to stick to it. Right now Im not sure what Im looking for....once I get a divorce from a long seperation over with, it may be easier for Me to see......I have lost too many people that I care greatly about due to My own inaction, and can not, and will not let that happen ever again. My heart is still pretty much tied up.....bdsm style...lol....and its hard to take it back once you give a piece of it away. |
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