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As of Saturday, September 15th 2012, my wife of 3 months to the day, MsSylvara, has decided to leave and divorce me. I understand her reasons...I give up fighting for the relationship that I worked to create and have with her for over 2 years...
Right now a part of me feels like Elphaba from the Musical Wicked, particularly with the song Defying Gravity. My beloved Shawna being Glinda. For those of you not familiar with it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlMBcTGJ4YM
"Come with me. Think of what we could do...Together. Unlimited...Together we're unlimited. Together we'll be the greatest team there's ever been, Glinda. Dreams the way we planned them, if we work in tandem, there's no fight we cannot win...just you and I defying gravity. With you and I defying gravity, they'll never bring US down. Well, are you coming?"
For over two years, I gave everything I had, doing my best to make things work for her and I to have a future together in this lifetime. Shawna has made her choices, and I have made mine, and I've given up the fight to be with my soulmates in this lifetime...
"I hope you're happy, now that you're choosing this. I hope it brings you bliss. I really hope you get it and don't live to regret it. I hope you're happy in the end. I hope you're happy, my friend."
"As someone told me lately, everyone deserves a chance to FLY. And if I'm flying solo, at least I'm flying free."
So, for now, I'm flying solo...time will tell where I journey next...and I wish Shawna finds her path in this lifetime that allows her to fly on HER path since it is not with me....
Right now I'm NOT looking for a Mistress or a sub I can play with on a frequent and regular basis, though if one happens to fall into my lap, I am open to exploring it.
While I like the soft and fluffy side, I also like to be able to be a bit rough with biting and scratching each other. I draw the line at drawing blood.
I want Y/you to be fairly local, either being in the SF Bay are or Sacramento Area. My ideal is that Y/you’re local to the Easy Bay Vallejo/Benicia area so there are no tolls between us. Being in the North Bay or up the I-80 as far as Fairfield works well for that too. I’m willing to consider Y/you if you’re in other parts of the SF Bay Area too. If Y/you are farther out than that, though are willing to travel to M/me, I’m willing to consider that as well.
I want to make it clear that this is just for play. I have NO interest in collaring anyone or being collared by anyone at this time.
I am mostly interested in playing with females, though I am open to playing with couples as well if I am the Top. In the past, I've been the Bull for some cuckold couples, which I found very erotic and would like to experience again, especially if the cuck is willing to be a financial provider for our dates/my time with her.
I WILL NOT help anyone cheat behind their spouse/partner’s back.
Sex is an important aspect to me of a D/s dynamic and I like to incorporate it with M/my play. If You are topping me and get me to the point of flying, I will need a bit of recovery time before becoming sexual again.
While I dislike condoms, playing with them in the beginning is important as I'm also looking to protect my own sexual health. My ideal is that after we start playing with each other, we get STD tested and negotiate bareback play. I LOVE the feeling of cumming inside a woman and feeling her juices covering my cock and balls.
When you think you might be interested in playing with me, send me an email!
I am a Bi-sexual Switch in the Bay Area. When it comes to playing with males, I mostly Top. However, I love to play on both as a Top and bottom with women.
If we do play, then I do so with an open heart and I expect the same from My partner. I like to include sex as part of My play and I usually require more than just pure physical stimulation to get off. I need connection to heart, mind, and soul, as well as the body in order for it to be a truly fulfilling experience for me.
I have been active in the lifestyle for over five years, mostly as a Dom. I've had a handful of submissives', and corrupted a few others along the way. I've learned a lot from each one, even when the relationships ended in heartbreak. I am grateful for each one and the lessons they've taught Me.
I currently enjoy having multiple partners. This may change as I get older and I may commit to a long term monogamous relationship at some point in the future. For the current moment, I am polyamorus.
i want to better learn the submissive mindset and becoming the kind of sub that a Mistress is proud to have serve Her.
I would like to develop the Dominant mindset better to become the kind of Dom that any submissive would be proud to serve, as long as our kinks/play styles matched up.
A few things about me:
In My every day one on one interactions I am mostly Dominant and extroverted. However, when in a group setting, i become introverted and my submissive side comes out.
I'm a very touchy-feely type of person. I enjoy touching others bodies and being touched in return. Sensuality and physical touch are important to Me in a relationship. Most times, in order to feel sexually satisfied, I require a mental/emotional/spiritual connection with my partner. I long for those deeper connections that go far beyond the physical.
I run the East Bay Trinity Munch in Fremont, Ca. We meet at the Denny's on Mowry on the 2nd Friday of the month, starting at 7pm. Anyone is welcome to attend.
One of My favorite things to ask people is, "How would you describe yourself as a flavor? Then tell me Why."
The flavor itself is not as important to Me. I'm much more interested in the WHY. The why often tells me much more about the person.
I consider My flavor to be a chocolate covered cordial cherry. The reasons why are because I'm sweet, fun, sensual, decadent, a bit exotic, and yet still obtainable with some effort.
Just for shits and giggles, My BDSM Quiz Results:
Switch
100%
Sadist
93%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
86%
Dominant
82%
Masochist
75%
Experimental
75%
Submissive
75%
Bondage
64%
Degradation Lover
25%
Vanilla
11%
When you'd like to get to know Me better, or find out more about the East Bay Trinity munch, send Me a message!
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