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bettamorphasis

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Hello E/everyone.... i just need to clarify a few things... REALITY CHECK(list) A ) am currently in Australia B) wishing to return to the UK or Holland ( anywhere where the church hasnt got the govt by the electoral balls) / somewhere progressive where a transsexual can live a less perilous life C) passive/submissive natured ( tho lack of support has me assuming unnatural assertive roles as survival technique) D) have dual c'zenship (Aus + Euro PPs + NHS number ) E) identify as translesbian F) wanting to relocate and start life as real me G) tri-lingual ( relative for employment opportunities) H) have co-dommed as a means to try finance transition and realistically will probably have to again once in the UK ( tho happy to be a housewife to lesbian Dominatrix Female Doctor (lol if only) Hi... i need 3 things.. 1)to blossom into a woman with the help of modern medicine and a caring loving monogamous ( is that asking too much???) Mistress

2) find a loving soulmate/Mistress to make happy ,laugh with , heal with ,make myself useful for

3) be my true submissive self at all times
( unless i,m co domming with a ProDomme
as a way to finance transition) have done b4 ,may have to again

Enough of what i need!!!!.... what may i do for You Mistress???
I guess i am an alternative sort of person with non mainstream ideas..and i hope i dont come across as self centred in saying i am a humanitarian person by default. I dont have sex for sex' sake ... and need a level of intimacy and cerebral synchronicity in order to open up to s/Someone .... i guess that is a female trait ( without being overtly self analytical ) Most of my expereince in BDSM is as a pro (Domme) but i yearn for a ONE on one relationship with an assertive woman who leans more towards lesbian than str8 ,simply put,because in the event ,hoping i can align body to mind..She could readily accept me as the real me and live openly ,romantically and a fulfilling life with a tg/ts who is happy to give body and soul to Her to create me in Her image..a pleasing aesthetic , and into a pacified and a happy person ... I think i could give anything/everything to the Woman ,who could transform ugly desperation into beautiful acceptance ... My interests/needs include hypnosis ,permanent body/facial modification, (chemical )feminization, Saline Infusions ( 24 hour boob job) IPL ( size increase in femme parts and decrease in ( cringe) non femme parts... i read about "forced feminization"... seriously ,i wont need forcing to take my medicine lol.but for the sake of bdsm roleplay ( if its Her thing) i am happy to please... I really would like to expereince rope bondage, and encasement fetish ( nylon caterpillar ) You are the Artist ,Mistress ... i am the canvas

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7/14/2007 1:07:58 PM
    Complaint Letter to the "ClonePolice"


      ( based on an untrue story)

... a long time ago....
on a website far away....

Dolby Surround Sound
 
....also starring....



just one thing... you go into a chat room... run by someone who obviously enjoys being in control ( albeit virtually) ... well i guess it must be a "compensation mechanism" ya know .. "the needs a swedish pump variety"...too much time on ones hands... meaning... no matter how polite or no matter how hard you try to explain a point a view... seems some are mistaking general manners and etiquette with something which can only be described as.." quashing the anti-clone rebellion"... coz nowadays
seems chatrooms are lil toys for those who wish they could exercise
power but settle for some cyber despotic button pushing... what never fails to unamaze me is those seeking "peer validation from other fellow strangers".. often this is manifested in
the good ol pack attack. the Troll echo.. echo echo.. suggestion and contamination the "lets bully that chatter for some anal reason"... capital letters... emoticons ,,maybe no ones paying y/Ya any attention so its time to jump in ya virtual phonebox come out swinging in soopa doopa spandex ....Captain Anti-Troll to the fuckin' rescue..and the colour girls go do da do da do ..Captain Anti-Troll ,youre my hero... can you please fist me now... ...nope folks... no need to call someones mother a whore..or i hope you die of cancer.. nope.. all ya have to do is disagree with someone and hey presto the "clone police" are PMing ya seeking an explanation for your "wayward thinking"..get-a-life-mate
... i know who i am.. i know i have a brain... i believe i am polite..n hey i assure you i,m not here for a lubed glove quickie before the wife gets home... anyway... the last resort for the "the lateral thinking-less" is to accuse ya of being a smartass or even funnier perhaps.. question ya submissiveness... because ya dont take cyber crap from a stranger.. no make that.. A WORD in capital letters.. so when all esle fails and ya still havent got a clue... ya can always banish the "anti-clone" from ya lil treehouse ... coz WoW!!!!!!! look how much satisfaction "i" get from silencing/censoring those who dont agree with me... too easy where have you been all my life.. i,m the clicking of the castle n your not in my (chatroom)assol
gawd allfriggin mighty somebody Free Tibet polleeez ???.

prequel... "i should have asked for forgiveness in advance"


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Luvs2control
 
 Age: 31
  Michigan