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As quoted by my friend, KnightlyDom "Apart, We are nothing. Together, We are more than most people are fortunate to feel and to know." I couldn't agree more with this thought.
If your idea of a D/s relationship is how many times you can use a womans body, I am NOT for you. If however, you have ever made love to a woman using just your mind, we may be compatible.
I am not fond of using labels in regards to who and what I am. For easier clarification I will say I am looking for more a Daddy Dom. While a little pain is ok, I would never call myself a masochist. Nor am I someone who indulges in cyber play, one-nighters, or occasional sessions.
It's somewhat relieving to see there are still some available partners out there. First and foremost, I am a BBW, if this holds no interest for You, please do not contact me. I have no interest in game players. I don't smoke and in fact am highly allergic to it, so please keep that in mind. I also drink very occasionally, perhaps 4 a year, I feel I have the most fun when sticking to iced tea.
I was born and raised in the chicago area and term myself a city girl. I have lived everywhere from Chicago to Boston, Kansas, Las Vegas, and California. I am looking for friends to start as I have become very guarded.
I am a very strong, intelligent, opinionated, playful woman.
If any of this interests You then please feel free to drop me a line....the journey could be fun!!
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Just to make things clear - there is someone important in my life. While there are a lot of complications to work out, I'm confident we will be together.
That being said, this holiday season has been difficult. As a single, independent, childless woman, I feel alone. This time of year seems to have an abudnance of couples spending quality time together. I miss having that. Even though I will be with my family this Christmas season, I suspect it won't be any easier. My siblings with their own families I almost feel as if I'm intruding. Hidden away in my little desert home, life so far removed from friends and family nothing ever seems to change. Sleep, work, home and endless cycle of a meaningless life.
It's not as if I'm not trying to change things. Going back to college keeps me busy, but it's just another thing to keep my mind off the real goal. Finding the purpose of it all. Is life just an endless task of going through the days until death? There has got to be more than this. Maybe it's time for a new job in a new town. Another adventure of discovery. Barstow wasn't and isn't much of a challenge.
New Mexico, Arizona, Kansas, Tennessee....who knows...there must be somewhere I'll feel "home". |
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Being away from family on a holiday is so difficult. As busy as I try to keep myself nothing calms the longing for family. Thankfully, Chrismas is coming up soon and I'll be traveling home for 10 days. It's been over two years since I've been home and I never realized how much I miss seeing my family.
A quiet house is no place to be on a day that should be filled with joy and love...
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Good Lord, Is anyone real? Do Dominants not understand that a girl needs attention and love to give it back? Please don't show interest and then disappear, this is not the sign of a man, this is the sign of a player. Get real, if using and hurting others is a way for you to get off there is no place in an adult world for you. |
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Memories are killers. Why do memories make for feelings of longing? Thinking about what once was and is no more doesn't make for a good day.
You might be asking - what makes the longing go away. I can answer that, finding the right person that makes you realize there is one person in this world that - while not perfect - is perfect for you.
If you are lucky enough to find that person, and find yourself in his/her company for life, you have the solution to the problems.
So many people searching, so many never find that one special person. Could it be we are just looking in the wrong places? Could it be we've met the "one" a hundred times and never realized it? Could it be our hearts are so closed off that we fail to see what is right in front of us?
As always - just the ramblings of a hopeless romantic.... |
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Oh how I long to find that special man that I can open up my heart to. Feelings without a home and heart to share them with is such an awful way to live.
I'm sure he must be out there somewhere, and when the time is right, we will find each other.
That chance meeting, the passing of strangers that just cannot let go of each other. The meeting of eyes, of hearts, of minds. I know he exists.... |
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I'm tired, so very tired of all these fake people. My trust is about at it's end.
I've been told that I trust too easily, perhaps I do. How do you give up being the person you are? How do you close off a part of you that makes you who you are?
Do I sound bitter, angry, vengeful? You bet I do! This lifestyle has been made a mockery by players, liars, and people who believe in "do as I say, not as I do".
Take a note: stop the bullshit. There are real people with real feelings. No matter how much it might hurt someone to hear the truth - TELL IT ANYWAY! |
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Why is it people of the "vanilla" world are so quick to judge those of us that don't conform to their way of thinking? Are we really the freaks they think we are?
Can it be that "vanillas" are so close minded? How can anyone be so satisfied with missionary style sex they never even consider a little experimentation?
How sad that all must be. |
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There was a time when I believed in a lot of things. Trust, Love, Devotion, Faithfulness. It has been proved to me that none of these things actually exist. They are just things that must have been made up by some horrible being for each of us to reach for - never to obtain.
Friendship is something I don't take lightly, and you my friend (you know who you are) are not to blame for this. I don't want you thinking this is in any way your fault. I adore you, as I always have. You and I share a connection like no other. I hope we find our way back to the sisters we have become. |
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people are so quick to judge even when it isn't warranted....yes i am hurt, why, because i have emotions, real ones. i'm so disillusioned with this whole lifestyle sometimes.... |
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| Age: 23 |
| Falmouth,
Massachusetts |
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