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Many applogies.......my computer at home is down




Hello All,

i am looking for many things.......the top are Dominant, Fun, Honest, Loving, basicly i want a Bestfriend, Lover and Dom to belong too!.....i want the whole package and offer the same.......i want to be wholey consumed with U/us.....some of the things that are turn offs for me.....i have somewhat of a hair fetish.....so as a general rule i like a full head of hair......also.....
Anal is out of the question for me.......i have staples in my rectum.......yes they are permanant!

i am a single mother of one.......i can not have anymore children.......she will always take the number one place....

some things about me.......i love to read and write, i am creative and love to use that.....i love to laugh and have fun.....i am somewhat of a dork and looking for the same....

WOW its almost been a year already!......well i will be attending Kinky Kollege the first weekend of Nov....maybe i'll meet someOne there......LOL.....for those interested its kinkykollege dott com
hello E/everyone

well i'm available.....the collar was only for the weekend of Kinky Kollege....wich was wonderfull.....learned alot met great people...
well hello journal *S*.....i am here to write about a wonderfull Man thats captured my full attention......i hope to be a happy little one for a long time to come.....and hope to be considered for a collar by Him should things progress and we are compatible in person...yeay! me........LOL
for anyone who has ever seen Ever After knows a dream lost for ages
a return to chivelry tarnished by pa8in and greed

but an idea and a sad girls hope-to be rescued by a prince-to live the very dream ingrained from lives ago

sentamental and silly i know

crowns and feathers tickled with color-driping stones of color tied in herlomes with reflection the croked gapped smile transformed with busoms the laughter gone
what a tender thing hope is
so here i am again....but to share a thought that wound its way out onto paper and musings....where ever shall i find it?        


Love is such a harmoney that its breath is often lost to the deep melody       

What then would encounter such a sweet ring in Symphony that pain would not be meleted in the bliss of a gasp!?            

The Sonata of cracks, whispers, comands and groans-that soaring duet      

music find me i am lost with out Him to lead
its been over a month...and i appologize to all that have sent me messages and i've not replayed.......i've been lost in a growing place.....understanding myself and my needs and where the lifestyles fits........
well its been some weeks sice i've added anything here and deactivated my account while i delt with the pain of being dumped again.....so i'm here again......tho...at this point i truley wonder why......but what the hell can't find what your looking for if you dont look and pay attention
having begone getting to know a wonderfull Dom i know find myself only interested in Him...This incredible person who understands what i want and need while i also fit His wants and needs.....i choose to step back and thank all the wonderfull people who have sent me emails......i do hope He will be the One!
having been moved by what i have just read in a journal entry by an Other on this site....babbling came to mind..and what better place then here right? having had my first real encounter....ie a night about me only in a sceen.....no this was not some intamite sex game.....but a honest sceen between a submissive me and a Domme that is learning also.....a adiction grew that has resultied in a grabeling need to belong to One to grow into the subspace and become that special thing of a complete whole....locking into place with that One that will be in my head and not simply play with my body..the play with my body was intense and dreamy......a glow that evelops me even today at the thought and it was 5 nights ago.....i know that would never go out with One to explore with....knowing that in my experiance and soon to be more experiances...will only help me to understand what i like and want more off....this safe play is a satisfying while at the same time is like the proverbial carrot on a stick.....i need so much more....but to have that so much more.....time.....time....People.....take it..to know eachother....i understand so much the better now..the difference of play with someone you can trust and why you need to know that one....while i will play with this Domme i will hold out my heart and soul in hopes of the One......i will not have a simple weekend of play i want more ......i want the trust and concern that only time can grant to people......how else will He creep into my head and know me from a look?.......understand my body language.......i so many will miss understand the play that i learn from and the true conection i need.......i will not taint the dream of belonging to the One for me by renting my body and trust out......the person i play with is a friend and has been superviesed by my mentore.......this has been a most wonderfull way to grow and explore.....and what better way to understand ones self then to explore it......i wish every new submissive could be as lucky as me to find people in the lifestyle to mentore me in a safe place....with out fear......
where to begin.....this is a learning curve for me....understanding who i am and what i want seems to be the easy part...finding someone who understands and will respect me...is not...speaking ot many Tops....has confused me....and made me question what i seek in the lifestyle...however i was reminded that i should not have to change that...i do have the right idea....as a newbie....it is wonderus and scarry....the question of people and relationships....where adn who i belong with...for me its simple i choose to be submissive because i know i am...i can choose whom i submitt to....Some here i believe have lost that idea.....yes we are submissive and in that submission there is respect....and yes it should be given and shown to a Top however...this doesnt mean we have to submit to every Top there is......that is the thing really....what we as a person choose to do and be....it is a freedom off choise and perspective...for me....i am strong and have been strong...but being so becomes wearysome....to let go and embarass my submission...is my dream.....the freedom it will incumpass...to release......and hand over my reins of control....but He who would recieve this must understand i choose to do this i need to do this....but i do not have to do this...and will hold me dear....because of the person i am...not what i will give to Him....