7/4/2012 2:09:52 AM: Mistresses shoe fantasy. After looking at the beautiful high heels that Mistress owns and wears around as the beautiful sexy woman she is, it makes me think about the heels women wear around every day and how that if a sissy is to be a real sissy he should wear heels just like a beautiful woman. Sissy is forced to go to a store with heels for sale in large women's sizes. While one might think that a boutique for shoes in the mall would be the best, actually a store like target would be best for sissies first heels. Not Bly are they cheaper, allowing them to give more money to Mistress, but they have large sizes. However to the sissies demise but the Mistresses amusement, they are very public and hardly ever have total downtime. Sissy should go into the store wearing his panties of course and anything else Mistress orders he wear, dressed as a man is just as humiliating as completely sissified, it is whatever Mistress orders. Sissy should spend ample time in the women's shoe section looking at the heels, studying them, make sure sissy is seen dong so by preferably by store employees and customers. Surely sissy will feel somewhat comfortable thinking that maybe the customers and employees think he's shopping for someone. Even though soon he'll be trying them on. Which he should do right there in the open department then after selecting a pair that fits, he should take them to the fitting room, yes shoes to the fitting room so that the lady working sees. Then sissy should put them on and parade outside of the room. Sissy should photograph the soles and put them on hold under a humiliating name that Mistress chooses, then refer the pictures to Mistress to see if sissy should go back to purchase the shoes with her permission or do any other humiliating task she desires.

6/24/2012 8:06:53 PM: I had been sentenced to diaper Punishment for two weeks for being a bad sissy. I was on I think it was the third day of my punishment last night and I had been talking to Mistress all day. I was able to please her and worship her and her stud boyfriend who as a real man does the job I never can (thank you Master) and please Mistress and Master. Mistress was so very generous in lifting my punishment but above all else I was so elated when Mistress allowed me to cum! However Misttess put a condition saying I may cum in any way as long as I ate it for her like a old sissy. I obviously was excited and elated to get the chance so I accepted. At the moment however Mistress hadn't lifted my diaper punishment, (she did the morning after, this morning) so I was in my diapers from the day. I was wearing two diapers one over the other and I had my winged maxi pad in the front area of the first layer diaper, as I do for added protection. I had been wearing them awhile and had wet myself twice, I'm not allowed to change unless really badly leaking which most of the time I just add another diaper. So I sat and with mistress permission started jerking my clitty with my diapers still on pushing out on them from inside to jerk with the back of my hand. I had planned to catch my cum in my hand. Well, I didnt plan well enough. In the moment of cumming I lost the hold on the diapers and they closed over Mistresses clitty as I came. I haven't cum in a while as I've been denied and regulated by Mistress( thank you Mistress for controlling me) and I came a whole bunch on the wet maxi pad in the wet diaper. So I was like 'shit shit shit' not only do I have to eat my cum which I haven't really done or liked, but now I have to lick it up from my wet padded diaper. So after a little bit of bracing myself I took te diaper off and spread it wide, stuck my head in gagged a bit on the smell and licked it up for Mistress. After I was done I replaced my diaper on myself. It was salty and nasty and most of all humiliating as tears filled my eyes, (partially due to smell of the urine.) but I did it for her. Thank you Mistress for controlling me, owning me, training me, punishing me, putting me in my place. Thank you for letting me cum. And Thank you for making me eat if for you. Your pleasure is my pleasure thank you Mistress Lolita I love you, I'm forever yours.

6/24/2012 8:06:48 PM: I had been sentenced to diaper Punishment for two weeks for being a bad sissy. I was on I think it was the third day of my punishment last night and I had been talking to Mistress all day. I was able to please her and worship her and her stud boyfriend who as a real man does the job I never can (thank you Master) and please Mistress and Master. Mistress was so very generous in lifting my punishment but above all else I was so elated when Mistress allowed me to cum! However Misttess put a condition saying I may cum in any way as long as I ate it for her like a old sissy. I obviously was excited and elated to get the chance so I accepted. At the moment however Mistress hadn't lifted my diaper punishment, (she did the morning after, this morning) so I was in my diapers from the day. I was wearing two diapers one over the other and I had my winged maxi pad in the front area of the first layer diaper, as I do for added protection. I had been wearing them awhile and had wet myself twice, I'm not allowed to change unless really badly leaking which most of the time I just add another diaper. So I sat and with mistress permission started jerking my clitty with my diapers still on pushing out on them from inside to jerk with the back of my hand. I had planned to catch my cum in my hand. Well, I didnt plan well enough. In the moment of cumming I lost the hold on the diapers and they closed over Mistresses clitty as I came. I haven't cum in a while as I've been denied and regulated by Mistress( thank you Mistress for controlling me) and I came a whole bunch on the wet maxi pad in the wet diaper. So I was like 'shit shit shit' not only do I have to eat my cum which I haven't really done or liked, but now I have to lick it up from my wet padded diaper. So after a little bit of bracing myself I took te diaper off and spread it wide, stuck my head in gagged a bit on the smell and licked it up for Mistress. After I was done I replaced my diaper on myself. It was salty and nasty and most of all humiliating as tears filled my eyes, (partially due to smell of the urine.) but I did it for her. Thank you Mistress for controlling me, owning me, training me, punishing me, putting me in my place. Thank you for letting me cum. And Thank you for making me eat if for you. Your pleasure is my pleasure thank you Mistress Lolita I love you, I'm forever yours.

6/23/2012 2:16:04 AM: Currently sentenced to two weeks of diaper punishment for disobeying My Mistress. I am to wear them 24/7 and am not allowed to change until they are totally leaking so I end up sitting in my filth a lot. Mistress really noes how to put me in my place. I'm a, so lucky to serve her. She is what I live for. Thank you Mistress

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