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patheticslave223

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Looking for local servitude real time.? ? I have been around awhile and am looking for a serious D/s relationship with a Mistress.? I also own a cb6000s ? ? I will willingly bow in front of a superior mistress knowing that the smallest part of her is greater than all of me combined. I may be forced into Feminization strapon/dildo oral/anal torture crossdressing bondage much more. as well i do all of what my mistress tells me to do. ? My limits are? body modification (perm) knife play? scat fire

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 patheticslave223

 Submissive Male

 Tulsa 

 Oklahoma

 6' 0"

 215 lbs

 20

 Pan

 Caucasian

 12/15/09

 

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Journal Entries:
7/4/2012 2:09:52 AM
Mistresses shoe fantasy. After looking at the beautiful high heels that Mistress owns and wears around as the beautiful sexy woman she is, it makes me think about the heels women wear around every day and how that if a sissy is to be a real sissy he should wear heels just like a beautiful woman. Sissy is forced to go to a store with heels for sale in large women's sizes. While one might think that a boutique for shoes in the mall would be the best, actually a store like target would be best for sissies first heels. Not Bly are they cheaper, allowing them to give more money to Mistress, but they have large sizes. However to the sissies demise but the Mistresses amusement, they are very public and hardly ever have total downtime. Sissy should go into the store wearing his panties of course and anything else Mistress orders he wear, dressed as a man is just as humiliating as completely sissified, it is whatever Mistress orders. Sissy should spend ample time in the women's shoe section looking at the heels, studying them, make sure sissy is seen dong so by preferably by store employees and customers. Surely sissy will feel somewhat comfortable thinking that maybe the customers and employees think he's shopping for someone. Even though soon he'll be trying them on. Which he should do right there in the open department then after selecting a pair that fits, he should take them to the fitting room, yes shoes to the fitting room so that the lady working sees. Then sissy should put them on and parade outside of the room. Sissy should photograph the soles and put them on hold under a humiliating name that Mistress chooses, then refer the pictures to Mistress to see if sissy should go back to purchase the shoes with her permission or do any other humiliating task she desires.

6/24/2012 8:06:53 PM
I had been sentenced to diaper Punishment for two weeks for being a bad sissy. I was on I think it was the third day of my punishment last night and I had been talking to Mistress all day. I was able to please her and worship her and her stud boyfriend who as a real man does the job I never can (thank you Master) and please Mistress and Master. Mistress was so very generous in lifting my punishment but above all else I was so elated when Mistress allowed me to cum! However Misttess put a condition saying I may cum in any way as long as I ate it for her like a old sissy. I obviously was excited and elated to get the chance so I accepted. At the moment however Mistress hadn't lifted my diaper punishment, (she did the morning after, this morning) so I was in my diapers from the day. I was wearing two diapers one over the other and I had my winged maxi pad in the front area of the first layer diaper, as I do for added protection. I had been wearing them awhile and had wet myself twice, I'm not allowed to change unless really badly leaking which most of the time I just add another diaper. So I sat and with mistress permission started jerking my clitty with my diapers still on pushing out on them from inside to jerk with the back of my hand. I had planned to catch my cum in my hand. Well, I didnt plan well enough. In the moment of cumming I lost the hold on the diapers and they closed over Mistresses clitty as I came. I haven't cum in a while as I've been denied and regulated by Mistress( thank you Mistress for controlling me) and I came a whole bunch on the wet maxi pad in the wet diaper. So I was like "shit shit shit" not only do I have to eat my cum which I haven't really done or liked, but now I have to lick it up from my wet padded diaper. So after a little bit of bracing myself I took te diaper off and spread it wide, stuck my head in gagged a bit on the smell and licked it up for Mistress. After I was done I replaced my diaper on myself. It was salty and nasty and most of all humiliating as tears filled my eyes, (partially due to smell of the urine.) but I did it for her. Thank you Mistress for controlling me, owning me, training me, punishing me, putting me in my place. Thank you for letting me cum. And Thank you for making me eat if for you. Your pleasure is my pleasure thank you Mistress Lolita I love you, I'm forever yours.

6/24/2012 8:06:48 PM
I had been sentenced to diaper Punishment for two weeks for being a bad sissy. I was on I think it was the third day of my punishment last night and I had been talking to Mistress all day. I was able to please her and worship her and her stud boyfriend who as a real man does the job I never can (thank you Master) and please Mistress and Master. Mistress was so very generous in lifting my punishment but above all else I was so elated when Mistress allowed me to cum! However Misttess put a condition saying I may cum in any way as long as I ate it for her like a old sissy. I obviously was excited and elated to get the chance so I accepted. At the moment however Mistress hadn't lifted my diaper punishment, (she did the morning after, this morning) so I was in my diapers from the day. I was wearing two diapers one over the other and I had my winged maxi pad in the front area of the first layer diaper, as I do for added protection. I had been wearing them awhile and had wet myself twice, I'm not allowed to change unless really badly leaking which most of the time I just add another diaper. So I sat and with mistress permission started jerking my clitty with my diapers still on pushing out on them from inside to jerk with the back of my hand. I had planned to catch my cum in my hand. Well, I didnt plan well enough. In the moment of cumming I lost the hold on the diapers and they closed over Mistresses clitty as I came. I haven't cum in a while as I've been denied and regulated by Mistress( thank you Mistress for controlling me) and I came a whole bunch on the wet maxi pad in the wet diaper. So I was like "shit shit shit" not only do I have to eat my cum which I haven't really done or liked, but now I have to lick it up from my wet padded diaper. So after a little bit of bracing myself I took te diaper off and spread it wide, stuck my head in gagged a bit on the smell and licked it up for Mistress. After I was done I replaced my diaper on myself. It was salty and nasty and most of all humiliating as tears filled my eyes, (partially due to smell of the urine.) but I did it for her. Thank you Mistress for controlling me, owning me, training me, punishing me, putting me in my place. Thank you for letting me cum. And Thank you for making me eat if for you. Your pleasure is my pleasure thank you Mistress Lolita I love you, I'm forever yours.

6/23/2012 2:16:04 AM
Currently sentenced to two weeks of diaper punishment for disobeying My Mistress. I am to wear them 24/7 and am not allowed to change until they are totally leaking so I end up sitting in my filth a lot. Mistress really noes how to put me in my place. I'm a, so lucky to serve her. She is what I live for. Thank you Mistress

6/20/2012 11:53:17 AM

great video made me think of servitude to my Mistress

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5/27/2012 7:11:41 PM

Today was another great day being honored to serve Mistress, ColdBloodedDomme. 

The First Part of the day started when i was at work; i work at a clothing store in the Men's department part time. Last Night an attractive blonde had gone in to the mens changing room last minute to try some thing on with her boyfriend. I thought my coworker and i got all her stuff out before we closed, but today i discovered two dresses she had left. So in talking to Mistress, I put on a sissy fashion show for her amusement. 

 

Next, after work i was talking to Mistress about my disappointing un-ability to go to the Mall to complete as task involving getting a makeover at the counter and shopping for a bunch of new panties for me to wear. I mentioned how because i haven't been able to do that due to the malls odd ours and my schedule, ive been wearing the same pair of panties the past three days, and how with my denial of a release (which i fully deserve), im hard all the time and due to that i have sweat and pre um filling my panties making them filthy. and how im afraid if i took them off for the short time to wash them i might uncontrollably cum and also i am to be in panties 24/7  so that wouldn't work. Mistress told me that i must sit in my filth  until i can get to the mall and get made up so i can buy panties. In telling her that i seriously have to do something about this situation in my panties, I ended up asking Mistress for permission to wear panty liner pads to help absorb  my perspiration and pre cum. In talking about needing larger pads Mistress informed me how they are just like diapers and then she ordered me to buy both diapers and pads to wear. I went into the store and was blown away at all the choices, I told mistress about all of them through text while i was in there, and she let me have some (a little) freedom as to what types i chose. I ended up walking to the front with lavender super absorbency women's diapers and ultra thin winged pads. 

 

 

In going to the front i paused to ask mistress if is should get anything else and in that time they switched to a male cashier. it looked like the woman was coming back to switch i was telling mistress, then it was just both of them up there. I told mistress i would try and wait. Mistress ordered me to go immediately  then and i did as ordered. I went up and ended up behind a couple who looked at what i was holding as i looked at my phone texting mistress. Then a man got behind me in line. 

 

Mistress had told me earlier that if the cashier asked why i was buying these things i was to say it was because i was incontinent and peed when i sneezed. While in line texting mistress, she told me i must just blurt it out loud so all could hear. so i did, both cashiers, the couple, and the man behind me all looked at me while i looked down. Im pretty sure the female cashier chuckled. as i got my change, I paid with cash, i dropped the coins on the ground and had to pick them up, to only more chuckles, thank god my shirt was tucked in well otherwise they'd have seen my panties too!

 

I thank my Mistress for using and controlling me and humiliating me. its an honor to be used and humiliated for her and Master, her stud, real man boyfriend's amusement.  Thank you Mistress. 


5/27/2012 12:22:44 AM

This night i was waiting on My glorious Mistress to answer a question of mine and I ended up  to browsing some other Mistresses profiles other than My Mistress, ColdBloodedDomme.  One Mistress Confronted me, Mistress Kitty, and told me i should confess to My Mistress. I did and she turned me in as well. I was a very bad slut to do this. As Punishment Mistress made me masturbate with Icy Hot all over my dick and balls. This is the most excruciatingly painful thing I've experienced next to breaking my arm, except this continues. I currently sit in massive burning pain radiating all throughout my body. I have been a very bad slut and i don't mean to disappoint my Mistress. I truly live for her and to do such a thing as this deserves punishment. I wanted to Thank Mistress Kitty for correcting me showing me the error in my ways. Thank you to My Mistress for both correcting me and punishing me. Im so lucky to be kept in your thoughts at all and understand that i will most likely be punished for this for quite some time. Im very sorry Mistress. 

 

 

 


5/25/2012 12:11:46 AM

Today i was a bad and disappointing toy to my mistress ColdBloodedDomme. I disobeyed my Mistress and Masturbated and came without her permission. I am a bad slut for doing so. Mistress punished me by having me put my cock in ice water for 60 seconds. Im sorry to My Mistress and i wont disappoint her again 


4/25/2012 8:21:44 PM

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9/22/2011 5:43:21 PM

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9/14/2011 3:00:52 PM

right before i broke my arm i went out on a crossdressing outing. I've gone out wearing an obvious bra before but never this next level. i put on my new red heels, white tights, pretty ruffle panties and two, yes two bras, one, my self expressions blue and pink striped t shirt bra and over that my rose colored Gillian O'Malley convertible bra, which i put in racerback form! you could see all four straps through my thin white polo tee. the fully stuffed self expressions i fit bra with its padding size 38b was just barley contained by the Gillian O'Malley, size 38 c. i went to get a mans hair cut, yes i got a 2, very short, i know. I could barley walk in the huge 5 1/2 inch red heels, a size 11 women's when i wear a size 11 mens, my toes were in cramped pain. I waited till the place was cleared out, a long wait and i went in before they closed. the lady didn't look at me at first as she was just disdained by someone coming in 10 minutes before close. then she looked up to amazement. before she could say anything else the older manager, a mid 40s lady walked out of the back saying 

"she'll take you in the first-" pausing to stare me up and down for a good 3 seconds, and continuing with "chair.... hun?"

... continued later :) true story.


8/31/2011 8:27:24 PM

This is a story i enjoyed. 

 

 

I check into the hotel you requested, handing the clerk an envelope with $40 and a key. I enter the room and take off my clothes after chiling your bottle of wine. I dress as ordered in bra and panties. I stuuf the pair of panties I wore all day into my mouth and get on my hands and knees anxiously awaiting your arrival. 
  I try to stay errect as I think how much of a slut I am. Waiting for a misstress I have never met. Suddenly the door opens. I realize it is the maid as my face changes to crimson. She is snickering. I am meekly try to cover as she laughs. She tells me a strange woman gave her $40 to come in and tie me to the bed. I comply as she roughly ties me. Before she leaves, she smacks my ass and tells me good luck girl.
   What a fix I am in, Hard as anything, tied and blindfolded in a hotel room with panties and bra on, wishing my panties were around my ankles. Soon I hear her come in. I hear her move around me. I long for her touch. She opens the bottle of wine and pours herself  glass. I can feel her eyes studying me as I make out her sipping her wine. If only I could see her, feel her hands on my body, or at least her strap-on. After a long time, I feel my panties being pulled down. Then I feel the wine glass encase my sex as the liquid swirls around it. She removes it and grabs my hair. She brings the glass to my mouth forcing me to drink. She sits the glass on the table and leaves without ever saying a word. I am confused and turned on at the same time. I free myself and leave the bra and panties on under my clothes. Walking down the hall, I see the maid talking to another maid. They are both laughing as my face turns red once again.

 


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