9/8/2013 8:29:57 AM: This morning I got a call from a black guy that uses my mouth often to cum in, that he was on his way. I have been catering to him everytime he calls, I run errands, I've cleaned his apartment and all I ask is that in edition to letting me suck on his cock, he take just one picture of his big, thick, beautiful black dick as I am sucking and pulling on it. - After 4 months of begging, today he snapped one just as he was shooting a load down my throat. (You can see my cheeks starting to bulge)    I never spill a drop. One time I left a drop on the bottom side of his balls, and I got slapped twice across the face. I cried like a school girl because it hurt so bad, and he laughed, called me a fagot and left.   -Today - I got my picture. I only wanted it to share with all of you, and to show potential mistresses that even when I don't have a domineering cuckoldress in my life, I continue to be submissive, subservient, docile and obedient to the real men that keep them happy sexually. Kisses all! Have a great Sunday!   THE PIC IS IN MY PHOTOS HERE ON COLLAR ME! http://www.collarme.com/bdsm/v/934493/photos

6/23/2012 2:11:23 AM: * TALKED HIM INTO IT *   Not long after a girlfriend of mine broke up back in 2008, I kept remembering a white guy that used to come to our condo and fuck my girlfriend, while I watched in my cutest sissy stuff. One night he had me lay under her and lick her pussy while he pounded her ass, and I was thinking I was gonna get to suck his fat, heavy long dick. He came in her ass and I licked it out but no suck. About a year ago (2011) I saw he had made a profile on the xhamster video site, and I said hi. He remembered me and I began chatting with him as much as possible. Last summer I went to Red Roof Hotel to dress up and meet a guy from Craig's List, but he never showed. I had my laptop so I found that Mark was online and started chatting. His main questions were about getting some pussy, and of course I stroked his ego telling him how it was a shame he couldn't find anyone to devour that dick of his. It took an hour, but he finally came to my room, sat on the bed and held my face as I sucked and licked every inch of that big dick. He is 35ish, tall, thin, handsome and very dominant, and he tied my hands behind my back and throat fucked me like the cunt I am. I almost puked, but managed to keep it to a slight slobber. When he came, he warned me a few seconds before, and instructed me to keep it in my mouth even after I tasted it, and not to move. (as he used to do with Kim). I did just that and he finally pulled my mouth loose and said 'swallow' - GULP was all he heard. Haven't met back up with him, but I hope to for sure. For now, I need to concentrate on finding an owner Mistress to train me and give me chores to do, so i can have some pussy to offer him should he allow me to suck it again. I love being a sissy bitch for men, but it would be so much more fulfilling, if I were serving a beautiful Mistress and her lovers as well. Hugs N Kisses.

6/23/2012 1:20:19 AM: * THINGS MY EX HAS DONE TO ME IN PUBLIC *   1. Took me to a gloryhole dressed in a ballerina outfit, and left me there for 6 hours while she got fucked by who knows who. (in Nashville 2003 - they aren't there anymore)   2. Had me wear shorty shorts, (legs shaved) mascara and eye liner and took me to a restaurant on vacation in 2004. - It was in Gulf Shores, AL   3. Had me go on a date with her and her boyfriend as the driver, dressed in a mini skirt, wig and full make-up. Made me get out and pump gas and I was laughed at and called a fag.   4. Made me wear a french maid out fit from our house to a lover's, and clean his apartment every day for 3 months. I paid him $5 per day for the privilege.   5. Made me take orders from a redneck at a store we owned, in front of everyone that knew I was her husband.   6. Took me to TSC swinger's club in Nashville wearing a pink shirt, girly shorts (always shaved body), and pink flip flops showing my pink toe nails. The shirt said 'I Suck Cock' on the front and back, she ordered from a novelty store online.   7. Had her lover order my meal for me in a crowded restaurant, after I tried to order. He told me to shut up, then changed my order to the cute waitress as she was at first shocked, then giggled.    

6/23/2012 12:59:21 AM: MY HIGH SCHOOL HUMILIATION   My senior year I was 18 and dating an older girl, 21, named Ginger, who worked with my best friend's mom. She was a BBW which I had come to love, and as strict a girlfriend as a puss like me could want. Our relationship ended after I finally got the nerve up to try to fuck her. She asked me what took so long, and my face got red because I didn't want to say I am a scared pussy boy. She instantly grabbed at my dick, and said (this is 100% true) -'What the fuck is this? Have you not been through puberty?' God I was embarrassed but she at least let me suck and lick her pussy that night. She came and squirted in my face 2 times, had me lick it all up, then went to sleep. Two weeks later she broke up with me.

6/23/2012 12:14:15 AM: * HAD TO GET PERMISSION FROM MY EX TRACY TO TELL THIS STORY -                 ~ MY EX WIFE AND HER BOYFRIENDS CHILDREN ~ In 2003 and 2005, my ex wife Tracy became pregnant with the two kids we have, and knew they were not mine from the start. She had been dating a white guy (with a huge beautiful cock) off and on in between lovers, since 1999, before we met. They were in love but not to the point of wanting to get married, just to be together when possible. He lives in Alabama but travels Tennessee. His name is David, like the guy I have been blowing since I was 14, and never was in to cuckolding or letting me watch. She had kept fucking him even after we started dating and got married, but didn't tell me until we officially agreed that I would be a cuckold. In 2002, she told him about me, and he could care less either way since they always met at his luxury suite, sometimes Nashville, or Knoxville and she once even drove to Huntsville, Alabama to spend the weekend with him. Since he was on the road, she missed him terribly. They always ended phone calls with 'I Love You Baby', and I'm certain it was more intense when she went to spend the night in person at his Hotel.   In 2002, Just after she asked me what I thought about her going off the pill, so she could have his baby since she never got to see him much. I was nervous about that, but I knew I could either agree, or leave, or she would just do it anyway. On the day we decided I was a cuckold without rights or a say, I was never having sex with her again, and I knew this. I agreed, and she told David on the phone about 20 seconds afterward. I was a bit shocked that she was telling him this, as I thought she would get pregnant and we wouldn't tell anyone how. David was as excited as her, and when she got off the phone, I was on my way to the ATM to get $400 for her trip to Alabama. She had planned to stay 3 days, but stayed a whole week, and things were different with us after that. She was colder than usual to me, and that says alot. This is when she decided to start taking me shopping with her, and getting me some sissy clothes to wear, and keep my body hair shaved. (It was mostly already - been shaving my legs and arms since I was very young). She wanted me to be like a babysitter girl for their child, and assumed I would like dressing sissy since I sucked cock all the time, and was excited about shoes shopping as she was. She was right.      Their first baby was born and it was a little girl they named Bree. I loved babysitting and being a girly boy anyway, had that bond with her from the start. She would grow up to see me as her mom's husband, but only to hide my feminine life from friends and family. David began coming in more often to visit and take her to Alabama a few times, and I stayed in a Hotel when he came to our house. (I have never seen him once to this day)     A couple years later their second child, Brianna was born. The kids still live with her not 5 miles from my house, and she still brings them by to visit their mom's “gay ex husband” (she only lives 5 miles from me). David and her still see each other, and she is still in love with him. She has a boyfriend that lives with her who has a giant cock, and that's the only reason I'm sure. He doesn't know about David, and thinks the kids are mine. Her new boyfriend is Rick, and he hates me but loves to humiliate and control me too.