i grew up in a family where the wife made all the decisions and the husband followed wherever she led.
I wish I would have had a strong Alpha Male figure to guide me.
As a child i needed the guidance of a Real Man to help me understand and embrace the feminine aspect of my persona and to help me develop it so that I could enjoy life as an adult In my true, feminine, gender. I wish I had transitioned MTF when I was much younger.

But I figure, better late than never!