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-Put this in your profile if you know someone who has survived, struggles with or died of cancer

R.I.P to my sons father Killean passed away 9262012 of cancer



I am a submissive with a strong will, if it is something i find i cannot do i respectfully explain but dont take me for a doormat because I am not. I willingly give my submission but other factors do happen occasionally. I would be willing to submit to the right person in time after i have gotten to know him. but I would rather take things slow to ensure that a good match is made . Friends are always welcome and encouraged.

I have been exploring my baby girl side of me as well. I know I have alot to learn about the lifestyle but I am taking my time.


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 aubrianne

 Submissive Female

 Capecoral 

 Florida

 5' 6"

 250 lbs

 42

 Hetero

 Caucasian

 11/05/06

 

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Journal Entries:
11/29/2022 8:06:23 PM

It has been a very rough few weeks for me, i got to spend the last few days on wed-fri with my mom, sadly she passed to cancer at 10 am on Saturday morning. She had been diagnosed the week before and decided against treatment since it was already stage 4 and matastisied to her bone marrow. It was a bitter sweet few days and I am sad. But I can be comforted that she is no longer in pain and with my father, step father and son's father.


9/1/2022 5:34:18 PM

I have come back after being away for a while. I am not always online and not always able to answer messeges right away. I have mostly been concentrating on bettering my life and my son's life. It has been a hard few years but I am always keeping positive.


6/7/2017 6:36:35 PM
== Results from bdsmtest.org == 99% Rope bunny 98% Brat 97% Switch 87% Experimentalist 71% Boy/Girl 66% Dominant 63% Submissive 61% Primal (Prey) 48% Vanilla 48% Master/Mistress 42% Daddy/Mommy 39% Slave 33% Masochist 29% Pet 13% Non-monogamist 6% Ageplayer 5% Primal (Hunter) 4% Rigger 1% Exhibitionist 1% Owner 1% Voyeur 0% Degradee 0% Degrader 0% Sadist http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=4970756

12/27/2015 7:14:20 AM
Two Houses two down from me got destroyed by a tornado last night it was scary sitting in the tub with my son when it hit

2/8/2015 9:42:53 PM
Not going to let the government taking my taxes get me down

10/17/2014 5:21:32 PM
a lot on my mind these days

10/13/2014 11:49:23 AM
feels good to be working again just in so much pain in my knee

9/29/2014 3:52:26 PM
getting car cleaned and packed up

9/22/2014 3:16:41 PM
in Smithville tn for a week or so before heading to Dallas, Tx. 

8/28/2014 8:42:02 PM
Moving to Texas really soon with my son and whatever I can carry in the bus with me hopefully get on my feet there and not have to live in a shelter anymore

6/18/2014 8:00:35 AM
Staying strong and putting my priorities straight currently at the shelter but it's not so bad it is a safe place for my son and I

6/1/2014 7:20:46 PM
Sin and I got room for the night

5/26/2014 9:39:40 PM
Going to shelter tomorrow an sick of being treated like shot by someone who only cares about himself

5/19/2014 5:25:40 PM

argh nothing ever goes right

 


5/17/2014 12:44:37 PM

seems like everything is going to hell in a handbasket. i may just go to the shelter again at least there i was happy and mostly stress free. nothing i do will ever be right since people look at me as if i am worthless maybe they are right

 


5/13/2014 7:37:47 PM
OK soo ready to just disappear when someone uses a charger and swats at my son with it means someone's gonna be hurt badly

5/12/2014 7:16:01 PM
Ugh one more time this person yells or throws something at my son and we will be gone and sleep in the car

5/11/2014 11:19:52 PM
Likely dedicating next week to working at labor pool after son is in daycare so my bill and rent get caught up since my electric took my half of rent money instead

5/8/2014 5:26:22 PM
Electric back on ya y

5/8/2014 4:43:04 PM
OK electric was paid by 3 PM still not on if not on tonight will need find place to stay or find money for motel room for night cause my son can't stay in place with no electricity at four yrsvold

5/8/2014 11:22:44 AM
Why does things have to be so hard I need to find 440 now for electric just to get it on sucks

5/7/2014 6:08:40 PM
Going crazy short a bit on rent and it's no fun at all but sure I can manage

5/2/2014 5:36:57 PM
McDonald's here I come work in tonight lol

5/1/2014 8:54:21 PM

likely lost my job tonight but at this moment i have some decisions to make to better my own life before i can be with anyone. tonight i couldn't go to work because my sitter refused to watch my son. i admit he is my roommate and sisters bf and i cant afford to pay him anything . but he knew this when agreeing to watch my son. i take care of my son and make sure he is asleep before the sitter who had total knee replacement a few weeks ago so he wouldn't have to chase after him. but i need my own place. need to be dependant on myself from now on because it is the only way i seem to be happy.

 


4/27/2014 12:47:33 PM
Might just go back to the dawn shelter I sick of people being as towards me when busting my ads cleaning house just cause I wanna sit down a few min and idiot only complaining about me not cleaning a ducking closet

3/17/2014 10:30:50 PM
Work stinks wwhen you are out of cigarettes

3/17/2014 10:23:35 PM
Work stinks wwhen you are out of cigarettes

12/18/2013 10:31:45 AM
Goimg crazy with no net at home

8/8/2013 3:15:58 PM

Looks like a shelter for my son and I since helping three people managed to get me evicted from my apartment. oh well will figure something out


2/28/2013 11:12:43 PM
Worn out just moved now debating on unpacking some more or going to sleep

1/20/2013 6:55:45 PM

Finally working sister got me a job at her work it felt great to be on the work force again even if my feet are sore after only five hours lol but i hope it lasts.


10/25/2012 6:21:53 AM

I have a job interview today in a half hour I hope it goes well, i really need the job wish me luck

 


10/15/2012 7:29:09 PM

had a good 32nd birthday today with my little sisters and my son it was a slow day at first but ended with cake and a wonderful meatloaf dinner


10/1/2012 1:49:25 AM

Rest In Peace to my son's father a wonderful man and Dom he may not have been my Master these past few years but he always was a good friend and a great father. I love and miss you Killean, your son will grow up knowing that you were always there for you and your mother no matter what.

 

Killean passed away at 10:45 pm on september 26, 2012


7/11/2012 10:13:53 PM

Its a dark time right now for me i am trying to stay strong for my son right now and his step mother...


5/29/2012 12:42:53 PM

Frustrated in new place with no net, i had my cell phone but it was stolen so now am trying to find a job to get a new one so that i can get back online at least while I am at friends house i am staying at. 


11/10/2011 4:28:11 PM

Hurting right now one of my second cousins was killed last night in a car crash on SR 80 in florida i may not have been close to him in the adult years but we played as children

 


4/29/2011 8:37:48 PM

Working on assignments that seem to get even harder as time goes by, trying my best to get these done on time and get the best possible grade i know i usually put things aside til the last minute and that is not good especially when one falls asleep while reading assigned work

 


12/31/2010 11:09:49 PM

Have a wonderful and Happy New year all

 


7/6/2009 11:22:00 PM

tears fall.. the heartbeat of one beloved gone like a whisper... never to be heard again Murdered by evil ones.. nothing but memories and the sound of a newborn's cries as it will never know the one who bore it... life fades without the joy the one brought us, the sweet song of the one's love for others. Love and the memories are all we have left... you will live on in our memories my friend.. my sister.. you will live forever in our hearts as one of the most special people in the world.. one who didn't deserve to be stolen from those who loved you.. R.I.P my friend and watch over those that love you still........


12/7/2008 4:31:40 AM
In this day and age trust is harder and harder to come by. Same with honesty, integrity, honor, loyalty, and commitment. The most important thing people have lost is their honor and integrity when they tell someone they will do something for them and it does not happen. Times like these is when trust can be lost forever...i trust everyone until they prove they are unworthy.. Does this make me stupid or gullible to believe in someone whole heartedly? It hurts knowing people might laugh at me when i trust them completely and they play me for a fool then ignore me or not answer back.. Should i just give up on talking to everyone because of the few? I don know anymore

12/7/2008 4:30:56 AM


I listen to a lot of peoples  problems, my  own i usually tend to keep to myself.  No one will ever know the full extent of my true feelings or how much pain i am going through. Nobody will ever grasp why i do what i do. Why i am always so nice to everyone.
Never wanting to cause pain or anger. I keep secret my true desires and true feelings daily. I dont want others to misunderstand me or hate me. Each day i am told by others here my only contact with the outside world because i never get out.
Never have the money to do the things i want to do. I am told that i am sexy i am beautiful and i am wanted by them. But i dont believe anyone would want someone like me. I am lazy. I admit i dont want to do things anymore because i am self conscious. I an self conscious when i around people i don know. A never want to be around a lot of people especially when i feel like they are staring at me judging me. Even when i do go out somewhere alone or with a friend. I sit in a dark corner alone with my drink..
.Not wanting to talk too shy to start up a conversation with anyone. Blushing every time someone talks to me. I don know why i do thing like that i am a people person. I do like being around people and once i get to know someone i even act a little goofy. But still i know there are others out there who hate me who don understand my longing to fit in. I don think i will ever truly feel comfortable around people. Even when i visit those i care about i go off and do my own little thing.
Read a book play on the computer. Loose myself from reality of this world. Why do i do things like that? Who knows certainly not me. Noone will ever understand me i don think. Nor do i let them get close enough to understand me. I hide the pain the sadness the burden of sorrow that weighs on my heart heavily
. Depression starting to weigh more heavily as it sinks in. Why do i let this over come me? Why do i let it burden me with pain and guilt for feeling this way. . .I dont want to burden my friends with my feelings at all because i care too much. I dont usually want them upset knowing how i feel.

12/7/2008 4:30:06 AM
When you are in pain it doesn't have to be physical pain alone it can be emotional pain and so consuming that you feel like you are dying inside.
You feel so alone although you know there are others out there that love you and care about you. No matter how much you try to hide it from people. No matter how much you try to be strong and appear happy.  
It takes its toll on you. You get sick of constantly hurting. Sick of constantly being fearful of being hurt. Nothing bothers you as much not even the threat of going away. You look forward to being alone. You dont want to be around anyone.
You dont want them seeing the pain in your eyes. So much do you hide your own pain to give others happiness and listen to their problems your heart bursting caring too much for everyone.
You try to appear in a good mood but each day it gets harder and harder. You feel like you are dying inside wanting to escape being unable to. Wondering and yes doubting you will ever find true happiness. Heart hurting constantly.

12/7/2008 4:28:58 AM

            What is Love?


Love should not be rushed.

Love should not be taken for granted.

Love is a special bond between two people.

Love is more important than anything else.

Love is finding the one you want to be with.

Love is two hearts connected as one.

Love hurts when you can't see each other every day.

Love is a bond that brings you closer.

Love is all powerful.

Love is never a weakness.

You can say there is no such thing as love.

But I know love has found me.

Love will find you as well whether you look for it or deny it exists.

You can search for love all your life and never find it.

When you give up it will find you.

Remember to recognize love when it finds you,

Dont let your doubts and fears keep you from experiencing true love too...


12/7/2008 4:27:39 AM
Even surrounded by others there is still the constant feeling of lonliness and being useless. Time and again trying to make friends and time and again being left out of the cheerful bantering and teasing shared between close friends. Wondering if she would ever find the ones she could feel comfortable around and not feel as if she is always being left out and forgotten amongst the revilers. Days spent alone even when others are around. When will the hurt and pain go away? Maybe she would be better off dead. Tears fall silently always unnoticed by others working around her, so quiet is she noone sees behind the glasses the wetness falling slowly, slowly building up as they slipped down a cheek. Using her shoulder she quickly wipes them away looking around herself to make sure noone saw. Keeping secret her true feelings of lonliness by a false cheerfulness always. Noone hears the slight hint of pain inflicting her voice as she asks the customers "hi how are ya?" trying to sound cheerful even though she is not. Noone can guess the hurt and pain she is constantly hiding...

12/7/2008 4:22:34 AM

Where are you?

Where are you sister of my heart?

Where are you Sharer of the womb?

Where are you? Are you safe?

Where are you other half of my soul?

Where are you?

Where can you be sister mine?

Why do you leave these questions unanswered?

We shared the womb for nine months. We shared a room for eighteen years.

We shared our secrets with each other since we could walk. Where are you?

Why do you not call me?

Why do you leave me like this, in such pain and misery?

Worry running through me, tears falling because I do not know if you are safe.

My heart burning, wondering if you are out there hurt and alone.

You don't call, you have sent no answer to my pleads of response.

When will we hear from you? Are you ok?

Please answer me at least to know you are safe.



1/19/2007 3:13:43 PM

I am twenty six years old. Live in florida and am new to this site. I am just a curious girl and I am a shy person by nature.


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