I've decided to just re-do my whole profile. Not that anyone has bothered to care to read in the first place.

Back Story: I have been in this life style for about 4 years in total. I first got into it through and ex of mine, she started to show me some stuff let me play with her, using her flog dripping candle wax. So on a so forth. I ended up being a sub for her for 1 1/2 years, its was great except for the last three months. She got overly out of hand I did nothing to stop it. She started playing with my hard limits and I tolerated it. Cause I knew it made her happy. How ever it started to become more and more frequent and much more violent. I still didn't say anything. Starting to have bottled up feelings, though they were first aimed towards myself, I grew to know it wasn't completely my fault. So feelings got aimed at her. Eventually one night, she was flogging me, it was just standard play time. She all the sudden more or less started beating me. I had said the safe word Caramel. She continued to keep going. One of my hard limits was blood play. I started to notice  blood trickling down my shoulder. By this point I had said the safe word at least a dozen times. It did feel like her intent was to beat me to death. I gathered all the strength I had and was able to get free from my bonds. At this point I was not having it, I got up. She continued to think she had control of me. To the surprised face, I grabbed her arms and ripped the flog out of her hands and I tied her on the bed and started beating her frantically. I was crying hysterically at this point.  She said the safe word several times. All the sudden my brain shut down. I became numb. I stopped what I was doing. No more crying. I untied what now to be my former Domme, I grabbed my clothes and left the house.

I told you this not to receive pity nor sympathy. I told you this because I to used to be a sub, I once had a cruel Mistress. This is part of my practice, and I refuse to let anyone get treated they way I was. No sub deserves how I got treated.  

Those people who have thoughts that, I may have some underneath anger tendencies. well truthfully. Fuck off! You don't know me as a person so don't judge me. I haven't judged you.

Speaking about judging. I feel like I'm a pretty open minded person. I've dated people almost into their 60s, though I don't date anyone under the age of 18. I've dated all kinds of body sizes from stick to sssbbw. However it goes. I lack the ability to tell whats beautiful from just looking at your physical self as a whole. However I do find every woman to be very beautiful. They are made special, as being made special you are unique and beautiful. For me kinda hard to explain. However, I believe beauty lies within the heart. Favorite feature are eyes. Yes! But to me they are all linked to a more personal basis of the heart. Eyes-- they are the windows to the soul. When I stare into just your eyes and see how your feeling that is a wondrous feeling. For me as a Dom being able to see your eyes and know your uncomfortable with a situation. I am there to protect you from that situation.

NOTE TO TRANSSEXUALS, I am bi, very curious to be with a TS. I also will respect your gender preference. Some like to believe they are women. Some believe they are men. However you feel you are I respect and will honor such as like mind. So if you are those who feel as a woman, all above does apply to you as well. Those who believe are men below applies to you.

NOT TO MEN: I am not attracted to men, however I do dominate men. One its always good practice and two its experience for all.

The Now!

I myself am a gentleman, I'm very kind hearted and compassionate. I like to believe I am honorable and have a lot of integrity as a Dom. This being said. I also want you to know that I to have all ability to be strict, firm handed and willing to punish. I do love play time. I always enjoy it. My age doesn't give me much. I've found other Doms/Dommes to train me. So I'm still training. However there is always something more to learn. I like to have a wide variety of skills in.  I have successfully trained two subs. So I do have experience. I've passed them onto other Masters. One sub is still with the Master. The other I had to save. I will explain this in my profile later on.  Note before passing off I like to meet the Dom before hand, then I also like to do random visits to make sure everything is okay. They are my babies, I raised them and I take pride in them. Always having such high hopes for them. My age is deceiving, I myself feel I'm wise, and mature. Not all the time, cause who wants to be. I happen to have the heart of a child.

ME!!!

I'm very unique as far as a individual. No one can take that away from me. I'm very laid back, open minded and tend to try to absorb as much information as quickly as possible.  I work, full time + Over time. I tend to have a very busy schedule, however I have two days off and would love to meet up with people and enjoy peoples company. I'm always going to be a little sub, and I tend to dominate myself to control that urge and it works. For one to Master someone, they must Master themselves. I don't know who said that, but I've always loved that quote.  I do plan on going to school after I've taken care of some business. I want to go to med school to either be a Doctor, ER Nurse, or a Physical Therapist. More leaning towards Physical therapist. I'm young still and have time to develop my life. I enjoy video games, and online MMORPGs, though as much as I love gaming there is something more powerful in my life, that would be the outdoors, I love camping, hiking, fishing, and doing things out side. There is no better site then being on top of a hill as I see hills covered in trees or a mountain full of snow. I am a bigger guy, but I still try to be active outside my work. I have had a recent accomplishment. I was once 400 lbs, now I'm 240 lbs. That's a big difference, I do wish to continue, but at this point not sure how far I want to go. I believe in having goals. Even a sub should have goals, always have something to look forward to everyday.

Saving Sub

I had a sub I trained, and she was passed off to what I thought to be a well deserving Dom, she had been with him for over a year. I don't know what happened but she called me and said that she was being abused and she was historically crying. I got up out of bed about 12:37 in the morning and arrived at his house at 1:30ish. I busted the door down found my sub and carried her out, her back completely covered in blood laying on the ground helpless. As I was about to get her to my car, the Dom placed a rope around my neck then I flipped him over my shoulder, as I stuck my knee into his throat I continued to pound his face in. Though personally I wasn't hoping for violence there sadly was. With people I truly cherish I will defend with every last breath of my life. The Dom shortly fell knocked out due to my knee. Plucked up my sub and stuck her in my car, I then tended to her wounds for the next few weeks and made sure she was ready to go home. Not to him though to her parents. Where she previously stayed.

Later on!

I maybe writing more but as of right now I have writers block. So I shall return.

Oh if you want to be friends that's great I love having friends.  If your in the area, and want to hang out that would be amazing, I prefer public places to protect both of us. Though I would rather talk first. cause really I would kinda like to get to know you first and I wouldn't just be a random stranger. At this time I'm not willing to relocate anyone, however relocation may be possible depending on sub. Though if you are a slave, I would prefer if you actually talk. I do enjoy great conversationalists.