As others have shown interest, yes, I can relocate if given a month or two to conclude business here. 247 and candor are largely the conditions that would prompt moving. Travel is another another possibility. I remain open and will consider other offers for a relationship.
At this time, I am currently pre-transition. I consider myself genderfluid, but that would change in the right situation, in the right circumstance and with the right person or persons. My desire is to explore sex and BDSM as a submissive girl, in the direction of irreversibly transitioning into a beautiful bimbo type. It is my life goal.
Please call me Dian. Ive been trans, and into BDSM, leather and latex, since I was little, closeted. While my dreams and life goals were always to become a submissive girl-bimbo type, loving the person who transitioned me with all of my heart, even to the point of making their life better, I refer to it as an unrealistic hope now. In living, growing, and supporting myself, I have had to be more assertive, even to the point of becoming a dominatrix in a few lifestyle relationships, which none the less improved the other person also. Again, it was about the other person, living better and enjoying life, not money.
Early in life, I sought counseling, and after the gender dysphoria diagnosis, even went on hormones. In a short time, I became passable. That lasted for about 3 years, until I lost my job due to being discriminated against. The abuse on the job really left me broken in some ways. Since then, I back slid in order to gain employment. With that said, I will need to transition again, but permanently this time.
I originally considered myself straight, and struggled against who I was for some time. Then came the day that I could not fight against it anymore. I was not straight, bi or gay, but all of it and submissive at heart. My heart melts when under the control of someone who loves me for who I am. When I came out, I was disowned, but still found a way to be a constructive, positive and happy person who gives to and helps others out of kindness. Now, I simply wish to find a life partner or fun friend and permanently transition. It would be nice to share enjoying life experiences.
Understanding, I wanted and still want to become ultimately submissive, and a passable girl-bimbo type again for the rest of this life. In exploring that, I realized Id have to accept being dominated by men as well, and moreover learning to love it and yearn for it most of all. I started to actively train myself by watching trans porn exclusively, dressing up, and enjoying various toys. I exercised my imagination as my desires changed and grew beyond what I am able to control now. I hope this does not sound too shocking. More than changing my perception, I simply grew to accept who I am, need to be, and want to be, for myself, and someone else some day also. I now enjoy cock more than anything (thinking of it all the time, in addition to toys in the shower), developed an oral fixation and have Daddy issues. Still, after the transition is complete, it will be mind blowing thinking that I survived the torment of being born in the wrong body while snuggling in affection and love with someone else.
As far as BDSM and kink goes, Im into almost everything. bondage, restraint, latex, rubber doll, leather, heels, school girl, kitten, pony play, behavior modification, discipline including spanking, cropping, 9 tails, sensory deprivation, mummification, insertions, milking, various sex machines, body cast, corset training, ballet boots, etc. Even more, giving others the pleasure of participating in my transition, especially Daddy. Daddy, where are you? I need you so much. I know you are away for now. I miss you. Please, Daddy, come home soon. -Your lil Princess
