'It is often safer to be in chains than to be free !' - Franz Kafka This sums it all up - at least for me !! I seek the comfort and safety of submitting - being led, having to adapt and be molded and kept in mental bondage reinforcing my servile demeanor. The term Mental Bondage may involve many different techniques on different practical and mental levels, from suble influencing to intense pressure, also physical torturelike softening of the submissive to make it receptive and accept the Ds process it is consensually exposed to. Combined with hypnotic techniques with invading forced listening via earbuds to Your voice with hypnotic soothing repeating mesmerizing messages. I am very interested in comments with info when such practices systematically are used for real over time. I have not yet been exposed to such treatment on a long term permanent basis locking me into the process without possibility to leave, but the idea intensely excites me. I want to learn and feel real pressure to comply - starting the process consensually, and then at some point - no way out ..... 

Seeking a long term serious comitted relationship, incorporating regular discipline and any kink that exites You - or no kink and no sex if You only want to own, use and educate me as your domestic chaste service slave and deprive me of sexual pleasures.I have a kink for oral pleasing, and love it when strapped on a bed face up and my owner using my face to rub her hairy cunt on her juices flowing over my face until she comes - drowning my face and filling my mouth in gushes from Her orgasms. Then leave me there strapped and gagged until she again get the urge to rub her dripping cunt on my face - cathetered for draining my pee for weekend strapping.  A Domme interested in experimenting with electric TENS stunning to add to the efficiency of my education and mental bondage process, will have free hands to exlpore limits. A chastity cage with urethral tube wired with a tens stunning remote control, in combination with a buttplug electrode, to give pain without warning, can reinforce mental reprogramming and instill respect. My naked bum in the photo lends itself very well to real discipline as I actually is not a painslut, and unless gagged, will beg for mercy when the beating is for real - easily provoking tears if the continued. I am NOT seeking pain, but being disciplined and forced to comply and submit. The kinky scenarious above are in no way a important wishes from my side, only a peek into my kinky ideas - it this gives you ideas, all the more interesting. I will be more than happy as a male domestic slave locked up in chastity, filling my day with boring housework routines. If You are a pan, bi or lesbian Woman, and-or older and taller than my 171 cm, You are strongly invited to steamroll into my real life, take over and adapt me to the lifestyle You need me as a useful emasculated male.

It is maybe giving ideas to a Woman who may take an interest in me as sub or slave, but the way smartphones gives a Domme possibilities to control and monitor Her sub or slave, is just the way i would want to have my privacy invaded. There are apps for parental control which can easily serve to monitor in a Ds relationship. Many apps for both smartphones and PC's, even free, typically offers Monitor every keystroke & every tapRead s social media chatsSee where s have been and where they are goingReview s written texts - including deleted messagesFollow and find out who s have calledSee the pics s share and receiveSee what s have searched forGeofencing - get alarm if s moves away or into places off limit Spy in without being detected 24/7 - give orders without warning and without being blockedDo it all without being detected These apps are available for both pc and smartphones, just google. Then s can be under order to always have the device placed to monitor him on the cam, when working, in bedroom, driving etc, and Owner can verify correct clothing, underwear and chastity device in place.  

Several years ago I had a 4 months relationship with Woman I met on a vanilla site who gave the impression of maybe being dominant, and I did me best to submit to by being of service and pamper, but when i 'outed' myself to Her, She was disgusted, laughed and told me to leave !  Vanilla sites don't accept the kind of openness encouraged here on CS, even If i think there are many seemingly vanilla mature Women who would like to own a male sub or slave, control his life and put him to good use both as domestic and erotic slave. 

I SERIOUSLY INVITE A BI WOMAN, OR BI FEMALE COUPLE, TO CONTACT ME, PREFERABLY FEMALE SUPREMACISTS FOR A FLR WITH ME IN A ROLE AS DOMESTIC SERVANT, CHASTE MOST OF THE TIME. THIS IS REAL FOR ME - OPEN FOR CONTRACTUAL ARRANGEMENT, ALSO MARRIAGE, 24-7 OR EVENINGS AND WEEKENDS DOING DOMESTIC REAL WORK AS ANY VANILLA HOUSEKEEPER.   Updating the Journal does not result in the profile being inaccessible for an indefine time, so I have choosen to add this important comment as a Journal entry.  Most of my other profile-and journal entries should give an insight into my kinky mind - BUT I don't need the kink, just the control and being used!