"It is often safer to be in chains than to be free !" - Franz Kafka

This sums it all up - at least for me !!

I seek the comfort and safety of submitting - being led, having to adapt and be molded and kept in mental bondage .

The term Mental Bondage may involve many different techniques on different practical and mental levels, from suble influencing to intense pressure, also physical torturelike softening of the submissive to make it receptive and accept the Ds process it is part of. I am very interested in comments with info on such practices and systematic use over time - for real. I have not yet been exposed to such treatment, but the idea intensely excites me. I want to learn and feel real pressure to comply. 

If You like making kinky homevideos, making use of me as submissive or slave for Women or gangbang scenes, humiliating and embarrasing me, turns me on quite a bit, even more so if it is made in a context where it is understood that unless I am submitting as You want me to, the films may be be made available online in embarrasing ways. Forced compliance turns me on, particularly where the process gradually sinks me deeper into Your powers. Both whipping and caning as central elements both in breaking me and training me.

Seeking a long term serious comitted relationship, incorporating regular discipline and any kink that exites You -
or no kink and no sex if You only want to own, use and educate me as your domestic chaste service slave and deprive me of sexual pleasures.

I have a kink for oral pleasing, and love it when strapped on a bed face up and my owner using my face to rub her hairy cunt on her juices flowing over my face until she comes - drowning my face and filling my mouth in gushes from Her orgasms. Then leave me there strapped and gagged until she again get the urge to rub her dripping cunt on my face - cathetered for draining my pee for weekend strapping.  

A scenario is to be the servant slave of a Dominant Lady operateing an online live cam site where she act out dominance openly, using me as both servant and as prop for active and real bdsm-play online, real punsihing etc. I can be naked, in chains or kinky costumes according to wishes of Her onlookers. Restrained and Enforced play and domestic housework is a STRONG turn-on for me.

A Domme interested in experimenting with electric TENS stunning to add to the efficiency of my education and mental bondage process, will have free hands to exlpore limits. A chastity cage with urethral tube wired with a tens stunning remote control, in combination with a buttplug electrode, to give pain without warning, can reinforce mental reprogramming and instill respect. I realize there is a risk that such treatment may lead to my emasculation and incapacity to get a useful hard on.

The kinky scenarious above are in no way a important wishes from my side, only a peek into my kinky ideas - it this gives you ideas, all the more interesting. I will be more than happy as a male domestic slave locked up in chastity, filling my day with boring housework routines.

If You are a pan, bi or lesbian Woman, and-or older and taller than my 171 cm, You are strongly invited to steamroll into my real life, take over and adapt me to the lifestyle You need me as a useful emasculated male.

I SERIOUSLY INVITE A BI WOMAN, OR BI FEMALE COUPLE, TO CONTACT ME, PREFERABLY FEMALE SUPREMACISTS FOR A FLR WITH ME IN A ROLE AS DOMESTIC SERVANT, CHASTE MOST OF THE TIME.

THIS IS REAL FOR ME - OPEN FOR CONTRACTUAL ARRANGEMENT, ALSO MARRIAGE, 24-7 OR EVENINGS AND WEEKENDS DOING DOMESTIC REAL WORK AS ANY VANILLA HOUSEKEEPER.

Updating the Journal does not result in the profile being inaccessible for an indefine time, so I have choosen to add this important comment as a Journal entry.  Most of my other profile-and journal entries should give an insight into my kinky mind - BUT I don't need the kink, just the control and being used!

Being owned by a bi or lesbian Woman who need a male servant slave, and also be Her normal looking front for her lesbian pleasures, would give the humbling fullfillment I dream to live.

I will be more than happy to be Your domestic servant, regularly receiving Your dirty linnen and clothes to return them cleaned and ironed a couple of days later. If You also want to use me for other duties, massages or other pleasuring in any way You may desire, that will be Your unrestricted options.

It gives me a feeling of emptyness to only have my own clothes to wash, iron and repair. I am working on establishing good habits and routines for the day a Domme takes an interest in me. Every night before i go to bed i handwash shirts, socks and undies which i normally change 3-4 times a day to stay fresh. Then dripdry over night for ironing first thing in the morning before making my breakfast, which i alway does by setting the table properly. This i do at all meals.  All the time i have this longing of doing this for Her, my Owner, to be of use to a Woman that will make me feel owned and give me direction and purpose.

What will also give me a god and warm feeling of belonging and being owned is to have my owner choose tattoos and have them tattooed where she want to decorate, show her ownership and make it awkward for me to undress for other Women. 

FRANCAIS:

Si il y une Femme francaise, ou qui veut communiquer en francais avec moi, et qui trouve mon profil ci-dessus interessant, n'hesites pas de me reclamer un version complet en francais. Je parle et comprends bien le francais, et aimerait bien y demenager pour pour servir une Dompteuse serieuse. Je suis ouvert pour l'esclavage et pas seulement en soumis.

En tout cas je fonctionne en mieux quand on m'impose des régles, de la structure et me pointe la direction á suivre ! J'apprends vite quand je sais que la canne est l'alternative douloureuse á un travail diligente. C'est en domestique et homme de ménage que j'ai mon expèrience.

Several years ago I had a 3 months relationship with Woman who gave the impression of maybe being dominant, and I tried to submit to by being of service and pamper, but when i "outed" myself to Her, She laughed and told me to leave !  Vanilla sites don't accept the kind of openness encouraged here on CS, even If i think there are many seemingly vanilla mature Women who would like to own a male slave and make use of him. 

i think that in several ways i am an omega-male, this term in itself not precisely defined. Some places commented as "The polar opposite of the Alpha Male. Omega Males can have friends and close acquaintances but prefer to accomplish things on their own without the help of a group. Omega Males generally don't belong to any cliques and have no desire to be the leader or most outstanding of said clique."

Also:"Male in a group who is least likely to take the initiative and lead, due to a lack of esteem, ability or interest".

Clearly very close to how i see myself; i am definitely NOT a leader, nor do i want to lead.