johansubby

"It is often safer to be in chains than to be free !" - Franz Kafka

This sums it all up - at least for me !!

I seek the comfort and safety of submitting - being led, having to adapt and be molded and kept in mental bondage reinforcing my servile demeanor.

The term Mental Bondage may involve many different techniques on different practical and mental levels, from suble influencing to intense pressure, also physical torturelike softening of the submissive to make it receptive and accept the Ds process it is consensually exposed to. Combined with hypnotic techniques with invading forced listening via earbuds to Your voice with hypnotic soothing repeating mesmerizing messages.

I am very interested in comments with info when such practices systematically are used for real over time. I have not yet been exposed to such treatment on a long term permanent basis locking me into the process without possibility to leave, but the idea intensely excites me. I want to learn and feel real pressure to comply - starting the process consensually, and then at some point - no way out ..... 

Seeking a long term serious comitted relationship, incorporating regular discipline and any kink that exites You -
or no kink and no sex if You only want to own, use and educate me as your domestic chaste service slave and deprive me of sexual pleasures.

I have a kink for oral pleasing, and love it when strapped on a bed face up and my owner using my face to rub her hairy cunt on her juices flowing over my face until she comes - drowning my face and filling my mouth in gushes from Her orgasms. Then leave me there strapped and gagged until she again get the urge to rub her dripping cunt on my face - cathetered for draining my pee for weekend strapping. 

A Domme interested in experimenting with electric TENS stunning to add to the efficiency of my education and mental bondage process, will have free hands to exlpore limits. A chastity cage with urethral tube wired with a tens stunning remote control, in combination with a buttplug electrode, to give pain without warning, can reinforce mental reprogramming and instill respect. My naked bum in the photo lends itself very well to real discipline as I actually is not a painslut, and unless gagged, will beg for mercy when the beating is for real - easily provoking tears if the continued. I am NOT seeking pain, but being disciplined and forced to comply and submit.

The kinky scenarious above are in no way a important wishes from my side, only a peek into my kinky ideas - it this gives you ideas, all the more interesting. I will be more than happy as a male domestic slave locked up in chastity, filling my day with boring housework routines.

If You are a pan, bi or lesbian Woman, and-or older and taller than my 171 cm, You are strongly invited to steamroll into my real life, take over and adapt me to the lifestyle You need me as a useful emasculated male.

It is maybe giving ideas to a Woman who may take an interest in me as sub or slave, but the way smartphones gives a Domme possibilities to control and monitor Her sub or slave, is just the way i would want to have my privacy invaded. There are apps for parental control which can easily serve to monitor in a Ds relationship. Many apps for both smartphones and PC's, even free, typically offers Monitor every keystroke & every tap
Read s social media chats
See where s have been and where they are going
Review s written texts - including deleted messages
Follow and find out who s have called
See the pics s share and receive
See what s have searched for
Geofencing - get alarm if s moves away or into places off limit

Spy in without being detected 24/7 - give orders without warning and without being blocked
Do it all without being detected

These apps are available for both pc and smartphones, just google.

Then s can be under order to always have the device placed to monitor him on the cam, when working, in bedroom, driving etc, and Owner can verify correct clothing, underwear and chastity device in place.

Several years ago I had a 4 months relationship with Woman I met on a vanilla site who gave the impression of maybe being dominant, and I did me best to submit to by being of service and pamper, but when i "outed" myself to Her, She was disgusted, laughed and told me to leave !  Vanilla sites don't accept the kind of openness encouraged here on CS, even If i think there are many seemingly vanilla mature Women who would like to own a male sub or slave, control his life and put him to good use both as domestic and erotic slave. 

I SERIOUSLY INVITE A BI WOMAN, OR BI FEMALE COUPLE, TO CONTACT ME, PREFERABLY FEMALE SUPREMACISTS FOR A FLR WITH ME IN A ROLE AS DOMESTIC SERVANT, CHASTE MOST OF THE TIME.

THIS IS REAL FOR ME - OPEN FOR CONTRACTUAL ARRANGEMENT, ALSO MARRIAGE, 24-7 OR EVENINGS AND WEEKENDS DOING DOMESTIC REAL WORK AS ANY VANILLA HOUSEKEEPER.

Updating the Journal does not result in the profile being inaccessible for an indefine time, so I have choosen to add this important comment as a Journal entry.  Most of my other profile-and journal entries should give an insight into my kinky mind - BUT I don't need the kink, just the control and being used!

Being owned by a bi or lesbian Woman who need a male servant slave, and also be Her normal looking front for her lesbian pleasures, would give the humbling fullfillment I dream to live.

I will be more than happy to be Your domestic servant, regularly receiving Your dirty linnen and clothes to return them cleaned and ironed a couple of days later. If You also want to use me for other duties, massages or other pleasuring in any way You may desire, that will be Your unrestricted options.

It gives me a feeling of emptyness to only have my own clothes to wash, iron and repair. I am working on establishing good habits and routines for the day a Domme takes an interest in me. Every night before i go to bed i handwash shirts, socks and undies which i normally change 3-4 times a day to stay fresh. Then dripdry over night for ironing first thing in the morning before making my breakfast, which i alway does by setting the table properly. This i do at all meals.  All the time i have this longing of doing this for Her, my Owner, to be of use to a Woman that will make me feel owned and give me direction and purpose.

What will also give me a god and warm feeling of belonging and being owned is to have my owner choose tattoos and have them tattooed where she want to decorate, show her ownership and make it awkward for me to undress for other Women. 

FRANCAIS:

Si il y une Femme francaise, ou qui veut communiquer en francais avec moi, et qui trouve mon profil ci-dessus interessant, n'hesites pas de me reclamer un version complet en francais. Je parle et comprends bien le francais, et aimerait bien y demenager pour pour servir une Dompteuse serieuse. Je suis ouvert pour l'esclavage et pas seulement en soumis.

En tout cas je fonctionne en mieux quand on m'impose des régles, de la structure et me pointe la direction á suivre ! J'apprends vite quand je sais que la canne est l'alternative douloureuse á un travail diligente. C'est en domestique et homme de ménage que j'ai mon expèrience.

i think that in several ways i am an omega-male, this term in itself not precisely defined. Some places commented as "The polar opposite of the Alpha Male. Omega Males can have friends and close acquaintances but prefer to accomplish things on their own without the help of a group. Omega Males generally don't belong to any cliques and have no desire to be the leader or most outstanding of said clique."

Also:"Male in a group who is least likely to take the initiative and lead, due to a lack of esteem, ability or interest".

Clearly very close to how i see myself; i am definitely NOT a leader, nor do i want to lead.