BBWseeking

BDSM revirginized...lol

I am a 41 yr old BBW woman from nw GA (outside of Chattanooga) with kids at home with me full time.....

If you aren't into BBW or are looking for someone without children, do not read the rest of this profile. Not looking to waste your time and please do not waste mine. Too many fakes and wanna bees out there.



Only dabbled here and there in the lifestyle... experimenting since I was new to everything.... found out then I am a sensual sub (bedroom only)..... it was only due to one bad play date that ended my journey years ago and I am looking to re-explore it again.


I am definitely NOT a slave nor do I want to be anyone's subbie on a 24/7 level. I am more of a submissive bottom..... not into pain, humiliation or degredation.... but ok with restraints and total bottom submissiveness in the bedroom.



What I am looking for:

By joining this site, I hope to find the best of both worlds...... Someone that wants the vanilla/family life on the outside, but when we are together.... have this as an alternative way to play to spice up our sex life.

Basically, I am the blank canvass again, kinda revirginized into this lifestyle.... but not scared... more of a blank canvass and you are the artist.



your turn........what do you seek now?


"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to to the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, His pleasure, His Desires, His life, His work, His sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I dont mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh God, as a woman i want to be Dominated. I dont mind being told to stand on my own two feet, not to cling to all that i am capable of doing but i am pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at His time, His Bidding..... ."

~Anais Nin