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About bbwchick25
 Wow so I guess now is later huh? I'd forgotten that I hadn't finished this yet :"> oopsies...well to tell you a little bit about what I am on here for....to meet new and like minded people and to experience and enjoy ALL that life has to offer...now onto the more pertinent things...I know some of you are older and that's not a bad thing I just don't have a preference for anyone over the age of 45 I do apologize if I have hurt anyone's feelings but hey we all have our preferences, and secondly if you are going to be rude, crude and socially unacceptable to me because I am a bigger girl please do not message me I don't tolerate and I will block you (did you stop to think that maybe there is a medical reason behind why I am big or are you just ignorant like that) sorry for being mean but it's ridiculous that people who don't like bigger women have to put us down to make themselves feel like the "bigger" person or to aid to their thought processes *which are not all in tact* if you don't like bigger women just move on to the next profile and let me be...thank you now with that being said I hope to those of you who find my profile interesting enough to contact me I hope I catch your messages it may take me a while to reply and for that I apologize but don't think I'm a bitch cause I don't like I said it just takes time. So I will leave this be for now and talk to you later :D Have a good day!
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Wow it's been a while...so much has happened in such a small amount of time...I have now moved 2 times in the last two months and have started another new job that is going sooo well it is soooo easy and I make more money that what I was making before so life is good right now :D I am training under two new trainers a husband and wife couple who are very wonderful people...I am learning as I go and am hopefully going to get some experience under my belt so that I can help others who like me are new to the lifestyle...but for right now I am just taking it day by day and am learning as I go...I have come to a realization though that there are many more things that I want to try than I had originally expected...I get to explore more in the world around me now and I think I am going to enjoy it....but that is all I have for now so I hope everyone has a good night and dreams well.....good night |
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Ok so I haven't written in my journal for quite some time now and a lot of things have been happening...First of all Last Friday, my Mentor and I had a meeting that I like to think went fairly well....had a little bit of a rough patch but it was good none the less and he gave me an assignment: an essay (man I haven't had to do that since college :D ) it was to be 3 pages typed about why I felt that I was worthy to be trained and answer a question as to why if at all I thought he was failing me as a teacher....well I was perplexed and a little bit because I was not sure as to what to write, I did accomplish the essay which was due by noon today (Monday) and I got it completed on time (a little early actually) still waiting to hear on it from my mentor but I think I did alright on it...so anyways after I got that finished I went to bed knowing that I had an appointment with a temp agency around 9 well I called the one that I was supposed to go to and she sent me to another office in a different town not far from where I live to do all of the testing that is required to get a job through them....so I went in and filled out the necessary paperwork and did the testing.,..overall averaging 97% on my tests...so I called my ride and he didn't answer which actually turned out to be a blessing in disguise because one of the girls that went through all of my paperwork with me told me that they had just filled their last data entry position and didn't have anything other than medical billing and coding jobs available (which I have no experience in so I was basically screwed!) Well if my ride would have answered and came to get me right when I called the other lady wouldn't have asked me if they had set me up with this other company that they had hiring and I wouldn't have had a job offered to me so it is a good thing that he didn't answer his call!!! So I got a job YAY ME!!!!! even though it will cause me to have to move to a different location (don't worry I will still have internet access :D ) it will be considerably closer to my job and they will have public transportation which is also a good thing because I don't have a car....so all in all I had a really really good day and things are starting to look up from here so all is going well in my world and I hope all is going well in your's as well :D but it is time for me to end this journal I have bored you all enough :) So I bid everyone who reads this adieu and I hope that you all have a good night sleep tight and dream well =) |
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ok so another early morning conversation leads me to believe that I will do almost anything for you....no one has ever had this much impact on me in my entire life.....oh and the shower this morning at 5:45 was interesting to say the least...anyways Monday morning (and well into the afternoon) was quite an eye opener....I realized (and was told) that I have to do a lot of searching before I can decided whether or not I want to continue with my training...I am still in the process of figuring those things out that I need to figure out, it is just taking a while...I am beginning to realize what I want to become and who I need to be and it is not as scary as I thought it would be (an interesting dream lead me to that conclusion)........I think that I am beginnning to realize what I want in life and who I want to be....I no longer want to be the person who gets walked on and stepped on like a door mat cause I am not a door mat by anymeans....I want to be someone whom others look to for guidance and friendship, I want to be there for those who need it (like those who have been there for me have been)....I want to be proud of who I am (or what I will become) and have others be proud of me as well as look up to me as a role model to model themselves after. I don't want to be "unicorn" much longer because it causes problems and drama that are unnecessary I just want to be me whom ever I may become and live the life that I've always wanted to live. And I hope that you will be there everystep of the way (you know who you are ;) ) well that is all for now to those of you who read this good night sleep tight and dream well I hope I do :D |
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Ok so I need to apologize, first and foremost to my mentor (with whom I hope I am still under) I know I dissapointed him...which I had no intention of doing at all. I know that I screwed up majorly and I feel smaller than an amoeba. I hope that I have the opportunity to be forgiven and be allowed a second chance, only time will tell and hopefully it will tell me something good. But I will end this now with another I apologize and I bit you all adieu and have a good evening, as alway sleep tight and dream well.... |
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Well another interesting "chat" did I have Friday Morning with my good friend...we went to have breakfast and as always had a very informative and interesting conversation...I hope I was not too illogical for him to make any sense of what I was trying to say...As always I love having these weekly chats with my friend and mentor and always learn something new each time we chat (which I love by the way!!) I know that there is much that I have to learn and am willing I just need a push (or a hairpull) in the right direction LOL :D and maybe some evil fingernails...;);) but as I end this as always I want to say how much I enjoy spending time with my friend and mentor and hope that we continue to do this for a long time to come :D as always good night sleep tight and dream well... |
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Well here goes journal entry number 2 :D I had the opportunity again to speak with my friend and mentor today (And I got to ride a motorcycle for the first time in my life as well) and that was FREAKIN AWESOME!!!! To the one who let me ride I thank you again and I am not sure how I can make it up to you :D I learned more today to add to what I learned last week and hope to learn more next week....I thouroughly enjoyed today as it was a gorgeous day and I got to spend it with a friend, I hope our journey through my learning continues and I have the proper incentives for things that need to be changed. I enjoyed today and look forward to the weeks and months to come. And to you my friend again I thank you and am glad that I was introduced to you...to you all have a good day and fantastic week. |
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Ok so here goes my first journal entry and today is a helluva day to start it on :D, in explanation, I am new to all of this as you all may know since you have not seen me on this site before...but anyways getting back on topic, I had the opportunity to speak with a very knowledgeable gentleman today even though we have known each other a very short period of time I feel as though he could become a very near and dear friend, mentor, and teacher. I had the opportunity to pick his brain about the life style and I think I should have asked more questions :D....It has made me think more and more about the intricacies and levels that I know nothing about but am eager to learn more and more about. I am still in awe about how at ease he is in himself and the life and would like to accomplish a level similar to his, but for now I will continue to learn as much as possible and soak it all in like a sponge (and hope to hell I remember all of it :S) I do remember the first rule though ;) and he that taught me knows what I am talking about ;) So on that note all I hope you all sleep tight and dream well because tomorrow is another day for us all to learn, open, and expand our boundaries whether it be by leaps and bounds or itty bitty baby steps we all do it in different ways, so good night and sleep tight. |
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