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	About bbnomad69 I am a switch TG I can be very dom. I love being my innerchild, sub, sissy,looking for ltr with right woman I have a harley and love to ride with right woman, can be switch if need be I am considered very eunique by my friends I am transgendered I love my Harley and my two pit bulls. I have this need to be somewhat cuckolded by my partner, I enjoy forced sissification and being made to assume the position and play the role of her cuckold infantile partner, while giving up my manhood as well as my adult privileges. I simply love public humiliation. taken out with the girls for an old fashion girls night out and having to be the one to watch and learn. I have b cup breasts from hormones I have lived for 13 years in new orleans,I was a police officer and enjoy all aspects of uniform play, psychodrama and role play. I'm a total Brat sub who requires lots of attention from my mommy I am submissive but I also have my needs and wants in any relationship, which I expect to be taken into consideration I have 'a few' requirements of my mommy/partner - mainly honesty and total commitment to me - but in return will love and give Her the gift of all of me and make sure she never needs no other sub again. I am open to exploring anything sexually as long as it involves me my brattish nature requires full attention to me and me only. I want my mommy to "own, love and protect me and keep me as Her Own" I will be very devoted to my mommy and make Her my World. I'm not naive though and know there are a lot of players out there which is why I require my mommy to build a trust with me and to learn to understand me which will take a lot of time. I can be a 'difficult' brat but the right mommy will have the patience needed and wont give up on me. I will give my relationship my best shot. I give my mommy my all and work hard to keep it going. It has got to be a two way street though. I wont accept anything less than I deserve (which is my World) and I don't expect my mommy to accept anything less than me treating Her as my World through the good and the bad. I'm not looking for: 'Casual' encounters, Friendship with extras, One night things Regular things but no commitments Cyber or phone play I want something real, something without promises unless they can be kept. Someone which can give me the love and attention I want. Something real-time and long lasting

A Treatise on the Sissy, Part Two: The Romance of Panties
by Xuan Pin

Note: Xuan Pin maintains a blog at http://xuanpin.blogspot.com/ where
writings and illustrations of similar transvestite interest may be found

Trying on a pair of panties, mother's sisters, girlfriend's, a stray pair
found in the laundry room — for most sissies this was the first step
towards the rabbit-hole leading into Looking Glass World. It is also the
most universal, discreet, and intimate badge of sissydom. Few, perhaps,
will dress to pass in public, but without exception every sissy is sooner
or later a panty wearer, mastering the art of tucking and taping, sitting
to pee, secretly satisfied that her crotch in tight jeans shows no male
bulge, that she is publicly if subtly emasculated.

For the married or partnered sissy, panties have a special poignance: the
sight of his own panties along with his wife's in the laundry basket,
however familiar, always gives the sissy a warm glow of humiliation, And
when the sissy holds his wife for a kiss and a cuddle, he cannot help but
be pleasantly shamed by awareness of his flat, pantied pubis. At such a
time a real man would feel his cock swell in his pants, and take a
dominant satisfaction from the knowledge that she feels it too — perhaps
he places a hand on her ass and presses her against it, subtly underlining
who fucks who.

For the pantied sissy, this same embrace, however affectionate, is always
accompanied by an awareness of his empty pants, his level panty-front, his
inability to be a real man with her. He performs cunnilingus on command,
while she will never suck or even stroke his cock. Assuming he ever did
so, he has long ago ceased to mount her as a man would, spreading her
thighs with his, holding her hands down by the wrists, maybe even pinning
them over her head while one hand covers her mouth, holding her helplessly
in place while he penetrates her, deeply, slowly, over and over, pausing
now and then to prevent her from cumming before he wants her to. A virile
man may stop pumping altogether and tell her to jerk him off with her
pussy, making her abjectly hump herself against him. But after she has
degraded herself for a while, he always resumes control. He decides when
she'll receive the ever-so-slightly humiliating satisfaction of feeling
him cum inside her. A more dominant man may have her lick his cock clean
afterwards, or prevent her from cleaning herself, so that his cum will
drip down into her panties, a damp cool and private reminder of how well
she has served his penis.

How different the sissy! Her panties are the emblem of her obedience. Lacy
and pink, they show her ambition to be a "girly girl," or perhaps she
sports a skimpy thong to show what a slut she is, just that slender band
of fabric between her and penetration. How well these garments express
female vulnerability, prettily imploring the attentions of a man. There
there's panty hose, with that amusing little gusset advertising the
vagina, and demure white cottons that show the mons veneris in clear
contour, their soft fabric bulging a little with the pubic bush.

A woman's outer clothes are chosen to make other women feel inadequate,
but if she wears something seductive under them it's for a specific man,
or to make herself feel desirable. And a grown woman in really slutty
panties is either desperately in love or just plain desperate. Well, the
sissy is often both of these, and a few other things besides.

The sissy wears panties to acknowledge that the woman wears the pants in
the relationship — in every sense. Pantied, shaved and tucked, the sissy
cannot even get a full erection, only a painful straining against the
tape. Her primary sex organ is her mouth, and this wet orifice will be
rubbed against a cunt as if it were another cunt. Her her tongue must
stimulate a clit like another clit. If she services her owner at all with
her sissy dick, she will be held by the hips and directed, used for her
owner's pleasure, never asserting, not cumming, wthdrawing as soon as she
has satisfied the woman. Then sissy pulls up her panties like any other
girl who's done being used. At times the woman may have sissy cum in the
crotch, pleasuring herself into her own panties like the horny girl she
is. And how exciting for the sissy to spend the rest of the afternoon
wearing panties wet with sperm, exposing to her owner, on command, the
damp spot that shows she's a wet little whore.

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See Ya

Happy New Year 2000 and Heaven

have neglected writing any journal entries due to the trauma Of hurricane Katrina, yet I am still alone But now in this new year 20 and heaven I leave that all behind me, I am now much better and on the road to recovery.

Blessed be.

Please read this Treatise this is what I am .

A Treatise on the Sissy: Part One
by Xuan Pin

Note: Xuan Pin maintains a blog at http://xuanpin.blogspot.com/ where
writings and illustrations of similar transvestite interest may be found

Sooner or later the romance of panties will lead the sissy to her knees,
perhaps in front of a man, perhaps in front of a woman. Usually a man
will be the beneficiary of the sissy gurl's need for abasement. The sissy
assumes that because she wants to be like a girl, she must be gay. It may
require more courage and diplomacy than the sissy possesses to make her
desires known to a sympathetic woman. Even if candor prevails and the
lady is willing, that good woman may not understand the particular points
which will plunge the sissy into submissive ecstasy.

The advantage men have in handling a sissy is their confident,
instinctive dominance. They can usually be relied upon to treat a tranny
exactly as they would a woman — assuming a woman was submissive enough to
allow it. For the sissy it all seems quite compelling, even irresistible,
from opening the zipper and confronting the magnificent ugliness of a
cock, then accepting it into her mouth, with a plaintive look up at the
man's smiling superiority — everything up to receiving a mouthful of
sperm. Now this is unquestionably an experience shared by all women, and
unknown to any straight man. The sissy feels she has been initiated into
a female mystery, and perhaps she has.

The men who are best at providing a submissive cocksucker with what he
wants, are themselves cocksuckers who have turned to domination. Such men
are determined to inflict on a submissive sissy every detail of the
degradation they have so often endured. From this there follows the
natural superiority of women for providing this experience: they have
endured more, and so (from the sissy's point of view) they have more to
offer to, that is, to take out on, the sissy.

The possession of a cock is the very least of putting a sissy in her
place between a someone's legs. The sissy isn't primarily interested in
cock itself: it is only a means to feminization. A far more intense
effect is produced by the subtle humiliations and ongoing emasculatings
of being consistently treated like a submissive girl — as only a woman
knows how. There is a tone a woman uses only against other women, and
this is, for the sissy, the "holy grail" of verbal abuse.A man might well
say "It's time to use that talented mouth of yours" — but only a woman
can add "sweety" and have it add to the mood, and use that special
malicious grin girls reserve for girls as she applies that gentle
pressure on the sissy's shoulders that send bring the sissy to her
compliant knees.

It is now time for us to raise the skirt, like a curtain, on the sissy's
favorite sex act. (The fact that most women wear jeans nowadays is a no
disadvantage, since it adds to the role reversal.) But will the woman
unfasten her jeans and unzip in the sissy's face, like a man before a
urinal, making it even clearer that the sissy is there for one thing
only, to be used? Will she make the sissy unzip her like a maid helping
her mistress undress?

A sissy is in awe of a real woman's body and pathetically grateful to
come close enough to even enjoy its fragrance. If the woman has recently
pissed and her vagina smells of urine, this will only excite the sissy
more. For that matter, if she turns and has the sissy first worship her
anus with her dutiful little tongue, she will be touched by the intimacy,
thrilled by the humiliation and electrified by the symbolism of the
experience. There is no more striking emblem of her place in the scheme
of things.

Finally the sissy gets to lovingly, reverently, kiss the cunt she
worships, and shyly bring her tongue into play.What does a sissy think
about while she licks? Perhaps she exults in the fact that she will never
mount this pussy and cum in it like a man, but only service it with her
mouth. She cannot even masturbate while she serves, for her little dick
is tucked back tight under her panties. Her only pleasure comes from
feeling her owner's clitoris swell against her tongue, having a woman
hold her face in place and buck against her mouth. Sometimes she enters
so deeply into her fantasy of feminization that she thinks she's really
female, and trembles with thrilling shame at having her face pushed into
the pussy of another girl.

It is important to give a sissy direction, no matter how many times she
has done this or how perfectly she knows what her mistress likes. Telling
the fully trained sissy what to do shows you regard her as stupid, your
inferior, in need of control. Condescending praise will reinforce this"
"That's right, just like that. What a good girl!"

The sissy wants to be used as casually as a pair of panties or a toilet —
both of which she envies. Every opportunity should be taken to remind her
of what she is: pussy slave, cunt licker, pussy gurl, particularly while
she is engaged in her favorite activity. Literally and verbally "rub her
nose in it."

The sissy's identification with her owner's pleasure, her owner's vagina,
is absolute. She does not even want to cum — it would distract from her
enjoyment of her owner's orgasm — an enjoyment so intense that it can
hardly be called "vicarious." The same identification with the one who
uses her may be observed in a sissy who submits to a man, but when the
submission is to a woman the thrill takes on an additional psychological
refinement. The sissy feels her ego ecstatically annihilated before
whatever genitals she serves: and when the genitals in question are a
cunt, the profundity of her oral communion makes her feel she in some way
has become cunt. This is beyond a male's enjoyment of getting pussy, or a
woman's satisfaction at having a pussy. The sissy is a pussy.She has
become what she beholds: before evidence so overwhelming conviction is
absolute, and a psycho-sexual transubstantiation rewards this humblest of
all acts of faith.

For the sissy, cunt is now the thing in itself, the unknowable substratum
of reality we perceive at a distance through our sense impressions. For
the sissy, the physical extension of things in space is now no more than
the labia majora of existence, and the passage of time, (which is an
inner not a physical experience) — this becomes a vaginal passage. In the
mind of the sissy, Cunt is Kant. Reality, ultimately unknowable, is
forever veiled, a "victorious secret." But to apply the speculum of
philosophic enquiry to the cunt's transcendental dialectic is perhaps
uncomfortably cold, and we shall proceed no further today.

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