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baensidhe

I am a 25 yr submissive, new to this, and just looking to explore a little more while trying to fit time into a busy work schedule. I'm really bad at intros, so I'll just update later or feel free to ask me anything. There's hardly anything that will offend me - except for overly pushy people. I'm submissive, not a doormat, please remember that.
D&D free, have my own transportation and I love to travel, usually within a weekend's drive though, as my work schedule is very busy.

I would be interested in other sub friends, or a Dom couple to play with, maybe, as I would be interested in exploring my bi-sexuality (not having had opportunities to do so in the past). I'm not really interested in married men alone too much, as I'm looking for something a little more long term than just a fling.

I'm NOT skinny. I'm healthy, never sick, but I'm not going to starve myself to fit someone else's idea of "healthy". Please, don't message me if you want a twig like girl.

ALSO ~ Please, I'm NOT looking for an online relationship of any sort. I don't have access to the chat features or to yahoo or MSN, as I am usually on at work, so please respect that.
9/4/2006 10:34:39 AM

Wow. Talk about a pleasant and warm reception! *laughs* I don't know any girl who would be upset with the amount of response, which is pretty cool, and a little overwhelming at the same time. I've talked to a few people, even a couple, and while I'm trying to take it very slow, I'm so excited about meeting the couple I've talked to here.



Just have to remind myself to pace myself, take things one step at a time, and not to lose my head or ignore my instincts, especially given some of my past experiences and behaviors (nothing bad, but each had the potential to turn out ugly, and it was my fault, each time, for not following through or taking the proper precautions, like letting my best friend know where I was or what I was doing.)



Ok, so I'm trying not to squeal with glee over the meeting I set up next Saturday, but well, I can't help it :) It's so rare that I find another woman that I can relate to, talk to, et cetera, because SO many females these days are uptight, snotty, superficial, backstabbing drama queens (or any combination of the above). That I sat and talked to this particular woman on the phone for an hour and a half is just REALLY cool! So.. YAY!



I do have to say though that the one thing that totally turns me off from any potential date and/or playmate is the inability to connect with them in a mundane way. Just because I'm new doesn't mean that I'm young and stupid, and can be taken advantage of by someone who wants to be overbearing and make it seem like I'm the luckiest girl in the world to be chosen by him or her. Pfft. There are lots of people who want to play and teach, and they're just as personable as I am, and just as human. Putting on airs as if you are Sooooo good, so perfect, and have so much experience doesn't really do ya much good with me, if you can't sit and talk to me in a normal every day sense and talk about sports or art or music, or whatever.



So, yeah, that's my first journal entry here and a few thoughts on my experiences so far. Nifty. Yeah *laughs*

CBBlondie
 
 Age: 19
 Joplin, Missouri