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azbratlet

Female Submissive, 29, Yuma, Arizona
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About azbratlet

I'm just me, nothing more, nothing less...

I'm a little bit country, and a little bit rock and roll.I'm someone who loves with all their heart, gives without asking for anything in return.I love to make people smile and laugh and I love to have fun. Life is too short to always be serious.

I'm not perfect in any way,shape,or form, and know there's much I've yet to learn about myself and BDSM wich I've accepted as apart of who I am. The time I have spent in and around this lifestyle I have learned much about me. It has challanged me in so many ways, yet each challange has made me a better submissive, but not only that, a better person. The lessons I've learned within my submission I've been able to use in my life outside of BDSM and that knowledge I've gained I'm most greatful for.

There have been times, I've questioned myself, and what place do I have in BDSM. Not too long ago, I even thought of leaving the lifestyle behind, thinking that, I really had no place here. When I tried tho, it was as if I was ripping my heart into half. That feeling, made me realize, I did belong.If I didn't, it wouldn't of affected me in that manner.

So here I am, ready to have fun and ready meet new people. Besides, I'm too stubborn to give up so easily.

With that being said, I want to make it clear that I'm mostly here to find friends. I'm a proud mama of a 3 yr old who takes up alot of my time.Her needs come first above anyone else. What I hope to find,if possible, is someone who is willing to be a Mentor online.Someone who is able to incorporate training into my every day life without it taking away from my duties as a mother.

If this is something You may be interested in, please feel free to contact me or look me up in the chat rooms. I'm mostly in DaddyDom/subgirls or SaveAHorseRideASubbie. If not, then I do wish You luck in Your search and thankYou for taking the time for reading my profile. And remember...

"Well-behaved women rarely make history"--Laurel Thatcher Ulrich

   ~Waiting On Bended Knees~

The room was an almost deffening silence as she waited upon bended knees.The tiles below her chilled her calves and she shivered slightly. Her only movement was her chest as it expanded and deflated with each breath she took, remembering His words to "stay perfectly still till I return".
She tried has hard as she could to not wiggle her nose as the silken fabric of the scarf tickled as it covered hazel orbs.Thinking this was no time to have an unscratchable itch.She thought to try to block the itch out of her mind by letting her thoughts wander and, slowly the itch melted as He wandered into her mind.
She thought back to the day she had first met Him.How shy she was.Intimidated by the very thought of serving One.She had never before and was scared, but He was so persistent.So sure of who she was and wanted to show her what she could do.And even though she would push Him away, out of fear, He never strayed from her.Allways challenging her to be all that she could become.To open herslef to new ideals.For so long she had faught Him as well as her own feelings.Not wanting to except what He saw in her or what she knew was in the very depths of her being.Yet now, her she was His. His slut. His to do with what ever He desired and she couldn't be more happier.
Even from the very beginning she knew she loved Him.Would do anything He asked of her just for the simple pleasure of knowing He was pleased with His posession.She'd dream many nights of kneeling before Him.Of feeling His touch upon her skin and now, here she was. Kneeling and waiting.
Milky toned thighs were parted widely ,His most prised treasure unmasked.The line of her back curved just enough to push out ample breasts and darkned peaks. The cool air of the room kept her silken skin taunt and chilled to touch.Maple tresses casscaded freely over shoulderblades as her chin was tilted upward.
The butterflys in her belly fluttered wildly as time passed.Tho it had only been a few minuts, it seemed like forever for her. Tho she could not see she kept her ears opened for His voice.Or any movement within the room.Her heart pounded within her chest at just the thought of being exposed in the way she was.Her naked frame in full view of any who passed by.Yet the tought of that sent a wave of pleasure through her viens.To know He was pleased enough with her to show others of what He owned made her tremble inside with a deep sence of pride.
She turned her head just ever so slightly then, as she thought she heard something move within the room, then suddenly she felt a soft brush of the back of His hand upon her cheek. "Good girl," was all He said.But that was all she needed to hear to calm her nerves.
He lifted slender arms gently, and she felt the kiss of cool steel.Then the slightest click of a lock as her wrists were cuffed infront of her.The fire within her belly burned so brightly now as she knew it was time to serve Him, yet she was ready.This was the moment she had trained for and she knew the time had come.
She felt strong fingers mingle within her tamed mane and the tug to her hair.She lifted slowly and silently within one fluid motion and stood still.Slender arms then were raised over her head, streaching out her body, and a light clink of chain was heard.Shoulders begain to throb slightly as she was slowly suspended, toes barely touching the tile below.
As she hung there her thoughts were restless.Wondering what He had planed.Knowing there were a million options and each one that passed over her thoughts made her lust with excitment.Then suddenly the thoughts vanished as His hand trailed along her neck, down between deep cleavage, past her torso to the lil swell of skin before His treasure.Unable to contain herslef she wimpered with pleasure.After waiting for so long to feel His touch was almost to much for her to bare and she felt the slight hint of wetness upon pink folds.She could feel the rush of heat to churbed cheeks as she blushed yet she could not help it.
His fingers brushed ever so lightly over soft folds and she heard his voice once more, almost teasingly as He spoke to her. "Ready for Me so soon slut?," She cursed herself silently yet she knew she was not able to hide what she felt for Him.Her voice was soft as she answered, "Yes Master." It was a simple reply but she knew that was all He wanted to hear from her.He allways expressed that a simple answer was to the point.Any more and He would not hear it.
He spoke to her again, never letting His voice rise above a whisper,wanting her to concentrate on Him alone. "Good girl.This is how you should allways be for Me."She knew what He ment by that.To be ready and willing to be used and she knew she would allways be .The hold He on her was so deep.It penitrated her to her very soul and she knew she never wanted to belong to another.
Just then she felt two fingers slip between sweetned folds and she gasped.Innerwalls quickly latched onto them and she moaned softly,struggling with the earge to roll hips.Then slowly the fingers slipped out and she flet them upon lips.Her own scent filled her nostrals, as He offered His fingers for her to taste.Soft lips slipped over His fingers and drew them into her inviting mouth, slowly cleaning her own jucies from them with her tongue. "That's My good slut," He said slyly and He gently removed His fingers from her mouth. She trembled inside each time He used the word.She loved being His slut and each time He called her such caused her to fall deep into a zone that only He could place her in.
Gently she flet His hand glide over her belly,tickling her left side.It was so hard to not giggle with how ticklish she was yet she held it back.Not wanting to miss anything she felt Him do.Then suddenly He gave a firm squeeze to her left breast and she sucked lower lip into teeth.Letting out a low moan.
She struggled with herself to concentrate.The sensations of His hand making it so hard to focuse.Then a tweek and a tug to the nipple and He's fingers left her nipple taunt and erected.She felt His hand upon the right breast and He repeated the same sensations.All she could do was wimper with pleasure and longed to feel more.
His touched left her skin for just a moment, then a harsh SMACK rang out across her exposed rear.The sensitive flesh instently tingled and turned warm to the touch.A deep puuur rumbled from her and she felt the wentess between her legs grow.She felt another SMACK from His hand land to warm flesh and she growled with need.Each wack awakening her in away she had never known before.
Two more SMACKS to her rear she felt and she wimppered softly.The tingling heat causing her innerwalls to tremble.Pink fleshy folds now coated with sweet nector.
He slid the same two fingers back between now swollen lips and she shuddered."Do NOT cum yet slut," was what she heard and she wimmpered.Tightening innerwalls slightly to hold back what was already so close.Slowly she flet His fingers slide in and out of the warm heat of her sex and she slipped farther into the zone.His fingertips hitting the g-spot each time they reached inside.Filling her full of spasums.She focused on His words with each attack of His fingers.Not wanting to miss the feeling of utter extacy that He was allowing her experience.
Just as she was almost there His fingers slipped from her sex.Leaving behind a throbing empty void.She hung there silently, with only the tremmors she felt to comfort her as she listened for Him.Then without warning she felt the SLAP of leather rape her backside.She let out a soft cry as He worked the flogger over assflesh.Each stran seeming to bite into still heated skin, causing ripples of welts to form.Yet all she could feel was the intense heat pulsing between her legs.
He continued to lash out against her skin with the flogger as she hug helpless.Each lash He gave the more she craved.So lost within what she was feeling.Wanting so badly to give in to the need for release.Her body shuddered slightly and He slowed the the lashes then stoped."Not yet girl," He warned her.She knew she had better obey Him and determendly she tightened innerwalls again.Keeping back what was not yet allowed.
All she could do was moan as she was suspened.Her entire body warm from the pleasure He gave her.She wanted only to please Him, and she did all she could to.Tho it was so hard.So very hard to keep from cumming.
She felt her feet now firmly planted back upon the tiled floor.She wiggled her tose and for the first time she felt the pain in her shoulders and arms as they were releved of her own body weight. She heard the clink of chains yet He left the cuffs locked around her wrists, and her arms were then escorted back down infront of her and she cringed slightly.Tho He was so careful with her she still could feel the mucles there burn.
For the first time that night she could see as the scarf was removed from hazel orbs.She blinked and saw His Handsome face and she smiled dreamly.His eyes gazed back at her with such love.She knew then at that point she was Home. "I love You Master," was the only thing she could say to Him and with that,He picked her up and carried her off to finish what T/they had started
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My Wish lyrics
Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big
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