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Transgender Submissive, 29, Sarasota, Florida
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Female Submissive, 19
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Female Submissive, 56, LONG ISLAND, New York
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About Ayoungslaveboy
Who am I?
I am a very communicative, fun loving, club going, gym training and 19 years old German.
Right after I finished, school I left my friends and family behind, to contribute social services to the community.
I would describe myself as quit handsome and a nice guy to talk to, and I have a lot of friends back in Germany, made tons of new friends in the UK and I'm being described, as a very self confident, funny young men.
But since the past few years, I felt, that my self confidence leaves me, whenever a woman comes close to me. I always felt suppressed and I always felt weak and helpless against women. Whenever I am in physical touch with a woman I loose ALL my self confidence and turn into a shy, weak and useless nothing. My few relationships never worked out, because all my good sides, vanished, whenever my girlfriend tried to get closer.
I've always been aware of that fact and kinda accepted it, but within the past 1 year, this weakness became bigger and started to develop into a fetish. I start to get weird fantasies, weird dreams and weird feelings.
I started watching facesitting videos, femdom videos etc. and the more I do, the more I want to have a mistress leading my way into these weird fantasies.
As a young, "popular" man, these fantasies shame me. I feel sick, when I think about what I'm feeling, and it really begins to change me.
I don't know why exactly I signed up to . Maybe because I want to talk. Maybe because I want to read. Or maybe because I hope to find a mistress, who is willing to help me to explore these fantasies, that make my life and relationships so complicated.
Maybe I find someone, maybe I wont. Maybe this site will help me, maybe it won't.. I don't know. I just know that I need to change something. I need to explore this fetish of mine, or I will never get a relationship going. I am currently not looking for a serious relationship. But if I ever meet that one girl (and I know I will), I will need to be self confident. And currently I am not. |
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