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I am back in Austin waiting for my new career to start. I just finished an intensive program while attending school in Vancouver. Want to know in what field? Then please ask...
The lifestyle fascinates me. I'll admit that I fantasize a lot about it. My fantasies can get pretty extreme and I wouldn't necessarily want them to become reality. It's not so much the acts that excite me but the fact that I am being used in such a way to please another.
I remember being in awe of mannequins as a young boy. They were so beautiful and yet their eyes were cold and distant. I'd look at them up on their pedestals and feel something stir inside of me. I was drawn to them and yet I seemed insignificant standing next to them. I think this excited me more...
I am in search of a dominant woman, or at least a woman who is comfortable telling others how to please her. After some time on this site, I find the roles can easily get blurred. It is her pleasure that I seek. How that is achieved is up to her.
I don't have much experience in this lifestyle. I am also quite shy (I blush really easily). I would expect any woman to be patient while training me and exploring our limits. I would like any woman that I serve to feel comfortable using me. When she wants something done, I would like her to think of me doing it.
I like who I am (most of the time). I don't feel the need for humiliation, especially in public. I don't play well with other men so I'm avoiding women who specialize in forced bi situations or are in monogamous relationships with men and want someone to serve both. I really don't feel subservient to any man, sorry. I am only attracted to women and not just dominant behavior.
I am not sure what exactly I want or expect. I am here to learn as much as anything else. I'd prefer something longterm where a relationship can be established. I want to be a part of a woman's life. Sex does not offend me like it does others on this site, though it is not a requirement. Despite everything, I am still fairly picky about whom I serve. I need to find you attractive or it will not work. Attraction is a combination of personality, intelligence and physical appearance. I find the older I get, the less age makes a difference. Younger women are sometimes prettier but I find myself ever more attracted to the minds of women with experience.
I need to stay local for the moment. It would take a lot for me to relocate. I am not expecting a live in situation. I like the idea of serving when called upon. Being used for the convenience of a woman is why I am here. I do have a life and I want to make you a part of my life, if not the biggest part. Hopefully you are willing to share a part of your life in return. Otherwise, I don't see the relationship lasting for very long.
All my best, Ayotunde
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