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About aubreyes
Well, to be honest I'm not sure what I seek anymore. I've swung back and forth between vanilla and bdsm. Been back at vanilla for quite awhile. Been thinking about my time with my "ex" Master alot lately. I put "ex" in parentheses because I was never officially released from Him. However I also know that I will never see Him again. He broke His own cardinal rule and fell in love. To be honest between Him and her I question who is actually Master.....A true sub does not harbor jealousy, especially if she is the favorite. she also knows that playing with others is a part of the lifestyle and should not expect Him to stop. It's not cheating as He explained it to me before. However as I said, that is of no consequence. He's made His choice just wish He would have been honest from the start then maybe she'd know she has NOTHING to fear from us. We gladly step aside because it is what He would wish. Ok now that all of that is off of my chest......lol I seek a Master that will compare to my previous one. Maybe I shouldnt ask that but I cant help it. He always believed that you control the mind and the body will follow. You must be gentle yet firm disciplined and guiding. Patience is a must. I seek to continue my training for I still have alot to learn. At the same time I still want the option to say no.....I dont want to be a slave but a sub there is a difference. I want to feel that connection again that very strong mental emotional bond. I want to be sprawled on a bed at the end of a session crying tears of ecstasy while You lie over me stroking my hair saying it's ok baby girl.......I am very opinionated yet extremely loyal. I dont know if I'll ever find what I seek. Most would say that i dont want to be a good sub but a brat and to that I say You totally misunderstand me and don't have a clue as to what type of dynamic I'm talking about. Let my journey begin....... |
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