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| Hi, i am back here after a long break. i was collared for several years and my master did not permit me to be on CM. Not sure how hard i'm looking, but i know my need to serve will win out. :)
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hi everyone! It's really been a long time since i wrote anything. i no longer have a lady to serve at all..Lady B let me go. Well, she dumped me i guess i may as well say it. Even tho i always did what she said.
Soooo...i'm definitely looking for a good Mistress!
I wish they could filter all the whores ... er.. excuse me, 'pro dommes' from here. They are prostitutes, let's face it! Sorry if that is harsh.
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HI everyone! It has been a month since i last wrote and some things have changed. i'm not serving the couple anymore and have taken a new direction. The friend of mistress, Lady Barbara, has been calling me and i'm working hard at keeping her happy. i have wanted to explore my lezzie side and this is what im doing.
Lady B is getting divorced and is also finding her les side. She calls me more and more to come over and service her. She is older than me...40... but im amazed at how horny and demanding she is, maybe cuz she has been unhappy so long. She needs a LOT of service.
Ok, i'll be back more to talk about it in a few days.
stephanie
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hi everyone!
last week i had a new experience. Mistress wanted me to come over to their house to serve a friend of hers. This was a Lady who is getting divorced and was really depressed. She is a vanilla lady but bisexual. my job was to cheer up the Lady.
i was not sure i wanted to be shared like this, but i decided to...seems different from being shared with a strange man, which i would not like.
the Lady is 40 or so and pretty, but i didn't get to look at her face very much, lol. When i got there i stripped and crawled in as usual, to the Ladies who were on the couch. Mistress said i would make Lady Barbara happy or i would be punished very severerly. She held her crop in her hand.
Lady B was sweet and said 'I'm sure there's no need to strike the child." Mistress said, 'we'll see about that!" Lady B pull up her skirt for me and sat forward on the couch. She had no panties on and was not shaved. i was startled by this since the Mistress is always smooth.
i knew it would be fatal to complain so i did my job, my face in her hair and all. i licked her and sucked her just like i do my mistress. it took a long time but finally i made her cum :) my mouth was tired, my face soaked, and my ass sore. (Mistress decided i needed encouragement.)
Lady B was happy and hugged me. that was nice. then mistress said to get back on the floor and not forget my place. she made me massage and kiss their feet to put me in my place. then Mistress beat my ass some more maybe just to show off to her friend. Mistress made me eat her and rim her while her friend watched. Lady B was amazed at what i have to do.
i was desperate to cum and mistress said i wasn't worthy of much attention but she let me masturbate in front of them. i came real hard.
she asked the Lady if she wanted any thing more. Mistress gave her the crop and said she could beat me. She did not. After that i went home. i agreed that Lady B could call on me for service again but she has not yet.
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hi everyone...it's been a while since i wrote anything here and Mistress was on my case about it. Last weekend i went to see the couple i've been serving; Master said i needed some anal training so i'll be a better sub. So i did an enema--i still think that is gross--and went over to their house.
When i got there i stripped as usual and did my usual oral worship of both master and mistress. Then they tied me down to the bed with pillows under me so my butt was raised. Master lubed and shoved a larger plug in me than i'd used before. It hurt and stretched me. He pulled on it and told me to hold it in. He pulled it out while i tried to hold it in. he did that again and again, saying i needed to train my anal muscles so i'll make him feel good.
He stuck a dildo in my ass next and made me push it out like i was taking a shit. He did that several times and it is embarrassing. He stuck fingers in my ass and made me squeeze them. Finally, he fucked my ass bareback and came in it. Mistress got a marker and wrote 'anal slut' on my butt cheeks...they said not to wash it off.
i cried a lot during the training cuz it hurt and i was so ashamed to have my ass worked on for so long and so many ways. After being fucked i just lay there. He said i did good.
They untied me and i did 69 with my Mistress. They said i could cum and that was good. That was about it. I went home eventually. |
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Hi ppl thanks to those who read this and make comments, which mostly are nice. On Sunday i went to see my cpl as usual. When i got there they said leave my clothes on and they put a chain necklace on me. That was cool. It is my training collar.
We went out to dinner at a real nice place. It was all pretty normal except Master played with my pussy some, reaching under my skirt. It was dark and we had a booth. My panties were gone. He made me take them off in the booth and that was tricky to do without being seen!
After dinner we went back to Their house and went to bed. All 3 in one big bed and it was great. Nothing very kinky, cept there were 2 ppl telling me what to do and i was busy! I did plenty of oral for both of Them and i got eaten out by Mistress and fucked by Master.
The only rough thing was that Master kinda got fixated on my boobs for a while and was squeezing them in his hands and pinching my nipples. And slapping them around. Mine are decent size for an asian girl and he likes to hurt them and make them bouce around. Make me feel like a cow. Which i am if they say so.
So it was a fun time. I thank Master and Mistress for it. |
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Hi everyone...i've got to get busy and finish up the journal for last week's meeting. As i said, Master and Mistress checked my yahoo and cm accounts. This is where it got bad for me cuz they found messages i had sent to other doms, and some nude pics i sent to one Domme just a day before. That was against the rules. They said i would be punished. i was already crying when Master got the cane out.
They put me over the ottoman and Master caned me bad. About 20 strokes i think and it really hurt. He has never hit me before. i screamed and cried. Then They asked me if i was gonna obey the rules and i said YES yes yes i promise.
After that they put me in a chair and Mistress tied me there. It hurt to sit. She put clamps on my nipples and played with them a while. She said my dinner would be body fluids tonight. Then Master grabbed my head and fucked my mouth till he came. i swallowed His cum. The Mistress asked if i wanted a drink. i foolishly said yes and she pissed in a cup and held it to my mouth. i shook my head and she slapped me a bout 5 times. i drank it. That was dinner for this slave.
After that they untied me and took off the clamps. i was exhausted and they seemed tired too. They put me in bed with them and i thought they wanted more sex. But we just rested for a while. Then they told me to go home.
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Hi Everyone. i got a message today from Mistress saying 'get the journal up todate' so i need to work on it.
Sunday i went to Their house. i did the usual thing where i stop in the entry way/foyer and take off all my clothes before entering Their house. When i got in another couple was there and i was embarrassed since i was naked. They all looked me over and i mean they looked everywhere. Then the cpl left i was left alone with my prospective owners.
They gave me my present from Their trip. It is a set of 3 butt plugs small to large. The large one scares me!!! They quickly lubed the small one and stuck in me. I haven't had one before and it is a strange feeling. So full and dirty it makes me feel.
i performed my usual ritual where i kneel on the floor at their couch and i kiss their feet and thank Them for letting me come to Their house and serve. Then i did oral service for both of them. Mistress gets served first cuz Master likes to watch it. I worked on Her for about 10 minutes and made her cum. She held the crop as usual but only hit me a few times. i guess i'm getting better at it!
Then i served master orally. He put His legs up and made me start on His bottom and work my way up. He is always clean but it is humiliating and makes me feel like a real slave when i'm on the floor doing that.
Then Mistress gave me a condom and i put it on Master so he could fuck me. It was good; i came!
Then we relaxed and they took out my plug. They asked if i was following all the rules. i said yes and they demanded my passwords for CM and Yahoo. I gave them the pw's and they checked both accounts.
ok.. i'll finish this a little later tonight. |
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hi everyone.
i got this weekend 'off' from service; my Couple went to Vegas for the weekend. I miss Them. Maybe someday they'll take me as their pet! Anyway, they said they would bring me a present. I wonder that will be. Master said our next session we will 'explore pain.' my pain, of course. I'm scared about that, actually.
I know that as a sub i must endure pain, both in punishment and also if my owners enjoy hurting me. He has not seemed very sadistic so far but maybe has been working me in slowly. i know i have passed the tests on sexual service and humiliation. So i think if i pass the pain tests They will finally give me a collar. i hope i can do it and make them happy.
thanks for reading my rambles...
stephie |
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New rules!
Hi everyone. Ppl are asking me if i am collared and i am not. however, the couple I'm serving has given me some rules that i must obey as long as i am seeing them. I'm ok with all of them...well, no.5 is gonna be tough!
1. Online: I can do what i want; chat, play, make friends and explore ideas, and talk to other masters and couples who are interested in me.
2. No phone calls and no naked pictures sent out.
3. No meeting any other dommes, masters, cpls, etc., real life. at this point.
4. No bfs or gf's; no sex with anyone else as long as i'm serving this couple.
5. i must log all masturbation and get permission. No masturbation on the day i go to see them.
Wow, this probably seems like i'm collared, but i'm still free to chat all i want and consider all possibilites. |
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hi everyone...here i go with my next session. I got to the Couple's house on Sunday afternoon around 3 as they told me to. Entering the house, i took off all my clothes as they always make me. This time they put a black leather dog collar on me and let me to their deck. Master pulled me to the deck and hooked my collar to a ring on the deck so my face was held only inches from the floor. I was on hands and knees.
They told me i'd begin pisswhore training today and soon it happened. Master urinated all over my back and butt. Then Mistress stood astride me and let me have it too. It was hot and smelled pissy. I was ashamed and embarrassed. They were enjoying it and making jokes about it. After a while they left me alone there covered with their piss.
The came back on the deck with another couple. I could not believe that, total strangers seeing me like this. They introduced themselves and asked how i was doing. I'm like...how was i doing...like chained to a deck stark naked and covered with piss. I said "fine thank you" and they laughed. Master said turn and show my face to the guests. I wiggled in the collar and turned to the side so they could see my face.
Then Master said to hold that position and he pulled out his cock and pissed right on my face! Everyone thought that was great fun. The couples partied on the deck for a while, drinking beer and joking. All of them pissed on me, eventually.
Then Master wanted to try out a new present the friends brought. It was a vibrating remote control butt plug. Master lubed it and stuck it in me. Everyone took turns flipping the switch and watching me respond, and laughing at my sighs and groans.
I was in subspace by now, i think...just out of it, so humiliated and so aroused. They toyed with me for a while, until the guests left.
Mistress removed the plug and went to wash it up. Master unhooked my collar and I was pretty limp, just a rag. They hosed me off, dried me, and I was still on the deck. Master picked me up and carried me into the house. He put me gently on the bed, rolled me on my belly, and fucked me from behind, but in my pussy. He did that until he came. I was pretty passive, just took it. It felt good tho.
After that he told Mistress to lick my pussy cuz i had a hard day. She complained that she should not have to serve the slave girl, and He slapped her really hard. He told her she was a slave too. He made her get on the floor and he whipped her with his belt until she cried she was a slave too.
I just lay there. Finally, she crawled on the bed and did what he had told her. She licked me and it felt real good. He said we should 69 until we both came. Seeing Mistress get whipped like that made me feel so close to her and it was sweet to do 69 together.
After that we slept some and finally i went home. |
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Hello everyone...don't know if anyone is reading but i have been told to keep this journal going.
After my training session with the Misstress, we fell asleep until Master came home. He was not too pleased to find that it was 5:00 and nothing had been done. He told the Mistress to get into the kitchen and make dinner while he dealt with the 'new slut.' I was scared, and saw fear in her eyes as well. She went quickly.
i was still naked and decided just to get on the floor and be humble, so i got in a kowtow with my face down. I had learned some respectful positions from my first Master. I heard Master take off his clothes and when he took off his belt i figured i was gonna get it cuz he was so tired and grouchy.
But that was not it. He got on the bed and wanted a massage which i gave gladly, head to toe. He seemed happy. He turned and i did his front. He became aroused and pretty soon i was on my back for Him. He banged me while his wife made dinner. That was amazing...I could hear her working downstairs. I guess she could hear what was being done to me cuz he was doing it hard as he could and i was screaming!! I was really proud that he chose me to use when he got home. After he was satisfied they let me go, cuz i had some friends i was going to dinner with.
I was in a daze when i left and later my friends asked what was wrong with me... ;) |
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hi i'm sorry i am behind in my journal. i need to write about the session i had with the Mistress. As i said in my first entry, she was not happy with my service so wanted to train me with out the Master being there. i am new to serving a couple so i need to learn better.
i was kinda scared when i went to the house. She let me in and she had only a bathrobe on. i had to strip naked immediately and follow her to the bedroom. She got on the bed. i knew i was there to learn better oral skills but i was surprised that she turned over and made me lick her bottom first. This is embarrassing to talk about but She said i must put it all in the journal. After that she humiliated me terribly by making me rinse my mouth before serving her Pussy. When i looked shocked and hurt she slapped me.
When i came back she was sitting on the edge of the bed with her legs apart and had a riding crop. :( i had no idea how strict she was gonna be. i knelt and licked her pussy and sucked on her clit. Everytime it didn't feel right she hit me with the crop on my butt. It really hurt so i tried to do it just right.
It took a long time for me to satisfy the Mistress. She hit me many times and yelled at me and insulted me. One time she made me stop and she just beat me for a while with the crop while i was on the floor on all fours. The She let me up on the bed so she could lie down and relax while i kept working.
Finally i was getting it right and she came hard. Then she was real nice and used a dildo on me and i came fast. :) W/we fell asleep until the Master came home and woke us.
i'll talk about that in the next entry. thanks for reading about my training. Please tell me if you have any advice or coments for this bislut in training. |
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hi i am just starting this journal and i feel kinda silly. the Master and Mistress i am seeing want me to start it and talk about what i learn from them. They have not collared me yet but are considering it.
i am not new to bdsm cuz i had a master before. however, i have just recently accepted that i am bi and that i wanna serve both a man and woman. So that is why i have been with this Couple.
First meeting: i don't know how much i should say about it. i guess someone will tell me if it is not appropriate. i went to Their house and i knelt at their feet for a while. They made me strip naked and they looked at me. Master said i should pleasure the Mistress first. i did my best as she sat on the couch, her skirt pulled up. she said i was not good at it and will have to learn to do better. it was my first time. Master said that was enough and he wanted service. i did oral for him, he wanted rim, balls, and bj. it was humiliating to be watched by his wife doing all that.
then he wanted sex and made her lie on floor. He did her first while i waited in position (on back with knees up he likes). then he did me with a condom she put on while i waited. he said never forget i am no. 2 girl.
After he used me his wife removed the condom and threw it away while i cleaned him up. it was nice then, everyone relaxed and they hugged me and i went home. Master was pleased especially; Mistress said i had much to learn about pleasing a Mistress. |
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| Age: 28 |
| Chelsea,
Michigan |
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