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| Hi I'm a submissive, masochist.
So what does cleaning the kitchen and refrigerator and being whipped have in common? fulfillment in fulfilling a woman's whim.
When I started off on my journey, i enjoyed the physical aspects the most, the whipping, spanking, cbt, etc. But as i got older, i realized it was not the pain, i enjoyed but rather the power exchange or the intense trust and bond that forms from completely submitting to woman.
Also, am not interested in intercourse, believe a chaste slave is an obedient slave.
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To me the lifestyle isn't about sexual fulfillment. It's about emotional fulfillment. It's about reaching a point with someone where the secrets we lock deep away in our souls can be shared with each other. The parts of ourselves we don't tell others about for fear of rejection. It's about having parts of your soul you don't easily accept yourself accepted by someone else. |
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To me submission is being able to allow her into my head..to control my every
thought, It is to be able to trust another with my life. It is the ability to
freely give to her my body, my heart and my soul and mind...It is to be able to
let go of control and simply know that I will be safe in Her care.. It is to be
able to allow another to take complete control and to let Her bring me to newer
and exciting limits of unexplored regions of life... To be able to let me be me,
but also to Set Guidelines to improve my character and sense of self
belonging... It is to know that when she feels I've gone too far over the line
and need to be punished or disciplined, that she will judge the deed and delegate
the right punishment or discipline that would fit the act I've done... she will
also be able to judge how strict to be..
For me to feel safe enough to submit with out hesitaion...I must totally and
completely trust You... the question is...when will i find You..?
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A real slave has only one desire and that is to please its owner. It does not what it wants, only what its owner wants. A slave’s pleasure is obtained by serving its owner, and nothing more. |
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Just cannot get the thought of consenual non-consenual play out of my head, I do believe safe words are a form of control over the domme, and bdsm would be better if the sub has complete submission, trust, and reverence for the domme. I think it would make for a more intense power exchange. |
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Wow, catether play is fun, the sense of violation as the catether goes up and the pain as it going into the bladder. When the urine comes out completely out of your control you feel like you are being drained of your energy and soul by a vampire.
Also with a urethal sound, when a vibrator is placed against it, the feeling is more intense than any orgasism I have ever had. |
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| Age: 21 |
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Canada |
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