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About ArcticBlue911
Well hello there, I know it took a lot of effort for you to move the mouse and click on me to get to my full profile, but I have some bad news... It's time for you to keep clicking, leave, scram or skedaddle depending on which you prefer. You are not the sub for me, and you should probably just stop reading now. So we will call this fair, no harm no foul, and go our separate ways. OK then? Good im so glad that we could come to an agreement. Goodbye
What are you still doing here?! Why are you still reading me?
Wow you are stubborn aren't you?! Well stop! Go back to your kennel or corner or wherever you go when you are bad.
(stiffens posture) you are lucky I'm a gentlemen or I would have taken advantage of this situation long ago. Bad subbie! Didn't I tell you to quit reading?!? These are horrible manners! Now here you are on the third paragraph reading every new word quicker than the last... Tsk Tsk. Well since you made it this far you can atleast write me three sentences. |
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I have found my submissive. She is far from perfect, but the thought of making her in my image makes me smile and brings me joy and happiness.
She is frustrating, hot tempered, sarcastic, and she used to be a Domme. It is crazy how life works out. I asked her why and her reply melted me "because i don't know of another way to be with you. this is me, it fits better than anything ever has."
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Dear subs,
The truth is that you have to show me you want to stay. I don't believe you will, and that is why we will never work. I really truly wish one of you would prove me wrong, but i know that you are busy getting your email blown up by everyone demanding blah blah blah. Do me a favor, when you are done goofing off, and you stare into your darkness, and decide what you want, Write me. I deserve more than one line, if you cannot give me that then just move on to the next retard sandwich and write him.
thanks,
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if you plan on just sitting there stop it. get up and help me burn this mother fucker down to the ground. |
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It's been a while since my last entry, a lot of time has passed but the insomnia hasnt. What is interesting is that lately i have been called "scary." i feel no more evil or scary than i have in the past, but some say that my grin gives off a devilish charm, and i have had someone once again tell me that when i smile they can see the true devil in me. I take it as a complement and move on, but it leaves me to wonder how many people have heard that phrase from multiple people during their lives? everyone wants to feel that they are special, and unique. the truth is that we arent. thats how we have personality tests, im just glad no one has asked me questions about personality disorders! haha. |
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Time seems to take forever. I love it and hate it all the same. I never know what the day holds, but i always look forward to waking up, and i fight sleep until the last ounce of strength has left my body. i welcome insomnia with open arms, and i find myself seeking others who aid me in my journey. In the end they are weak, and give in to slumbers sweet embrace. I myself find my own thoughts racing quicker that the previous day, spinning my life around before my eyes, making my head twirl and my stomach churn. One day i know i will tell myself to stop, but until that time comes i will just enjoy my ride, my twirling mind that brings me from one to the next event ever so quickly. So come ride with me, you know you want to. |
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It's amazing how busy life can get... But the crazyness is almost over, there is about to be a relative amount of peace, which means I can have more time... |
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Today is what happens when I let my guard down, it is the result of thinking there is someone out there for me. They make me want to put my heart blender away. And then they do something so ridiculous that I relish the joy and satisfaction I get when I make them cry and break them down to nothing. I swear I am just going to quit caring all together and start treating people like disposable single serving items. I will Tyler Durden this whole fucking world. Wow I just made a chuck character a verb... The only plus that came out of today was after she was done crying, and had picked up what was left of her inner being I went out and ran six miles in 48 minutes... I love that feeling, anger and frustration turned into pain, self inflicted... Running so hard that my brain is screaming for me to stop or it will fucking stop me itself... Legs turning to rubber... Playing chicken with cars... No I don't have a death wish, but we need to have some fun right? |
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I should make this clear, you want nothing to do with me, I am the person your parents warned you about... I tend to put hearts into blenders, then kick back and drink the leftovers like a margarita, with a grin on my face and tears running down yours. If you keep reading and keep this up you may be one of the casualties left behind like all the others.... But maybe, just maybe you are different. Maybe you hold something special inside you like mo other i have met. (raises his glass) Well, Here is to hoping. |
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no longer in alaska. i guess i need a new name... *smiles* i may seem harsh, come closer though.... i only bite hard.
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The band of the day is "The Yeah Yeah Yeah's"? Song played most today: Kiss Kiss.
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*smiles* Hi! I think that i need to come back and write some things to clear up some issues. The last rant, or journal entry was due to an extreme amount of stress and lack of necessary elements.
?? The profile Says anchorage, which is where i work, 10 weeks at a time. I travel a ton, mostly to the southeast. Feel Free to write me your questions.
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?? In every joke there is some form of the truth, take this into account when you read my profile. It may seem funny, which it is supposed to, but at the same time I am serious in showing you some of my greatest character flaws: emotionally unavailable, emotionally detached from everyone, and geographically isolated. I am literally telling you that you really should just move on and look at someone else. Yet subs keep talking to me, wondering what happened in the end...... the answer is always the same though, in black and white, right here on these pages.... You knew what to expect and you still tried to talk to me. I guess we are all a little bit masochistic in the End.
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I am telling you, read "Atlas Shrugged" by Ayn Rand. its amazing how a book written over fifty years ago parallels our societies problems today! makes you wonder what is next. |
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Sometimes things don't turn out the way you want them to. The mental picture or plan that you have loosely formed in your mind unravels before your very eyes. and it is in that moment that you have to sit back, relax, and start to laugh.
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