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Antheia

Female Submissive, 28
Anthelian
Male Dominant, 35, NYC, New York
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Female Dominant, 26, San Antonio, Texas
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About Antheia

PLEASE READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU WRITE:
First. I am not looking for a relationship of any kind, lifestyle or vanilla. And I am NOT Dominant but put that there because to put submissive means a lot of crackpots write thinking they own a girl with the first e mail.
Look to the left < it says I am looking for friends only. Which means I am not looking to be owned or own. Will I one day? Who knows. Right now I just need to be free to find out, to miss what I used to have and used to be. Or not. I was owned for 8 years but we went separate ways for many reasons.
So feel free to drop me a line or two on a friends only basis.
Have a good one and take care of you.


As I have stated before I was once owned by , at that time, a good Master. He changed, after more than 7 years into someone I no longer knew. Into someone who no longer had what we once had. I wish he would of told me, but he chose to hide behind a facade. He chose to attempt to make me believe it as all my fault. Sorry but I know better. But life goes on and so have I.

? This is my last journal here in CM. I have found a new life path and BDSM has no place in it. I have made great friends on and off line in the lifestyle and I will always be grateful for them. Just that I know I have to move on. I dont' feel owned anymore and I don't feel I need that in my life now. I learned a lot about me, but I want to grow more. So I move on.

? Thank you everyone who was, is and will be a part of my life.
Blessed be
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Is it ever going to stop raining up here in Ontario. We basically had no summer so perhaps the Indian summer will come and last a while for us . But I won't hold my breath.
I have found some great friends here on CM and hope to meet more wonderful people , that feel comfortable about giving their opinions (even if they differ from mine) cause I love to learn new things and maybe even change my own mind about things . Though I am stubborn in that way lol
Life goes on and so do I
I have come to terms with losing someone dear to me. I had hopes my ex Master and I could be friends but I am beginning to see that that may never really happen. I have no doubt we will keep in touch from time to time but friends, I don't think there is a chance.
Someone asked me if I would leave the lifestyle, I have no idea . Right now I am just grateful to be me. When I begin to look for someone , either in or out of the lifestyle it will be someone who is honest about who he is. No making up some bullshit about being this or that, knowing this or that, being trained in this or that. I just want someone who can be himself not something or someone he read in a book . This person will also need a sense of humor. Laugh at me, with me and at himself.? He also has to have a serious side cause life isn't all a bed of roses and sometimes I love to just have a good old fashioned opposite sides debate about who knows what.
? Am I looking for this guy right now. No. I will know him when he comes into my life though, he may already be here, ya never know.
:)
There is so much in this world of ours that we can learn about. I have become interested in so many new things I wonder if I will have time to learn about all . Really if I am that interested I will make the time. I get a kick out of the people who are forever saying " I don't have the time for hobbies, or walks or enjoying life. Guess whos fault that is?????? Your own fault.? If you want to live to the fullest, want to try new hobbies, go new places, meet new people , read a book or whatever JUST GO OUT AND DO IT.? Stuff the bull shit and pity party of " I don't have time" That is just a excuse for your own self pity IMNSHO.....
NOT looking for a Dominant. NOT looking for a submissive. Looking only for friends , at this time.
Thank you
Hello to all who come here to read my profile. As I have stated I put Dominant on my profile not because that is what I , at this time, truly feel I am. I am in limbo till I can look deep inside to see where my own future is or will be. I am on a wonderful journey to find out if I can still be a slave to a good Master/Man , can be a good Owner of a submissive/slave or if I must go in an entirely different direction.
? I encourage those that view my profile to just say hi. Everyone can use a new friend to bounce ideas or opinions off of. Or just someone to rant to or ask questions of.
? Have a great week all
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