AnsuzJera

I’m a pseudo successful young woman. Born and raised in a
small town. Put myself through school
and now work as a nurse in an extended care facility. I don’t
love my job but it fulfills me on some level.
I am not looking
to be a slave. I feel my independence is
too important.
I’m a people pleaser, with an open mind, willing to do
whatever pleases you. I often fantasize
about being forced to receive pleasure, or tying someone down and taking it. Bound then ravaged, that sort of thing. I’m a
bit of a masochist. I view pain as a
kind of release, though it is less necessary now than it once was. I don’t have a problem inflicting pain if
that’s what you want. I must mention the
sight of blood dose give me a strange, frenzied, animalistic high. I’m afraid I have very little control over
this.
My few attempts in a dom position did not work out
well. I feel I lack the self discipline,
and perhaps confidence necessary to be any good at it. The fore mentioned blood lust has been a
problem too. I’m looking for guidance, someone
to take me into their tutelage and further open my mind.