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Life has been new different since last entries....Im doing well. I hope to try and play some soon life has been going a bit faster than I though but im caught up and ready for life to catch up! |
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Been busy doing somuch sleep is now something i work on trying to get between one or two am to six am |
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Well on the lifestyle front had fun with babygirl cant wait to see her ill pop in on her this week. Yesterday got to help save a life doing cpr is really intense when in the back of an ambulance. |
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Lol here sitting bored well babygirl and I went to the Mall shopping to find her clothes that I like.....I want her to turn heads. I think im going to have to resort to internet shopping some. Cant wait to go play some tonight might bring some shockers to the crowds. Hey IF you aint having FUN you aint DOING it RIGHT! |
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Been a bit since i said something well i got another job....and im a fireman .....i have offers for up in dallas plano ....i have friend firefighter i went to high school up there may go there. Life is settleing in good im having fun. I actually am not looking for somone to play with anymore and well ill go from there its been fun so far well see how this works out. As many of you know im pretty selective so to have found somone that caught my intrests so quickly is good. |
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Well everyone been busy .... lots of work but that job soon comes to an end FINALLY! Be ready for big celebration party. On other note there are wild fires out in our area I may be out there this week. Firefighters need ur help go out donate food or blood even run into a station bring some chips or something means a lot to us. |
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Well yesterday i had fire to put out and today.....WOW. Big house fire the home was fully engulfed i think that took my fireplay to a whole new level. I was on the first team to penetrate loved it was great my fourth fire and im still stoked. I smell like smoke. The heat was intense. |
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I have been busy yall but slowing down a bit. Well still at the station alot learning im done with my FF training now working on my commercial license to drive truck then my EMT also |
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Great weekend to start but last night was bad guys. Ive slept not a single wink busy down at the station we had careflite land and kids locked in cars early morning partial amputations it was wild. |
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Well lovely weekend...I enjoyed seeing an old stompin ground and some old friends some new ones. I do plan to go back. Also went to private lil gathering loved that also. |
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I plan on attending TNG tonight. Its been so long since ive been to dungeon. Wow all sorts of memories. I ran into a friend...well we met at coffee shop.. I do not drink coffee but was nice to see a face from long ago. |
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Again made it out to some fire yesterday a house fire in my district. Easy to put out lots of smoke. Im loveing being a firefighter......IM HOME! |
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Well this weekend was awsome I fought fire and still here. I did fire training it was so much fun. I know sounds wild but im and adrenaline junkie and i did get that fix i needed. |
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Okay to those that know my situation ....
I did not give up on what I had. I would have fought to the end but I feel I never got a good definate mutual feeling had I had one Id still be trying my damndest to work it out. Ive never just given up in my life and I did not give up here. What ever misconceptions yall had are well non valid now. Only time will tell right so lets leave it at that. |
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Its hard to move on what can one do! Its odd cuz seems once you move on they look much better is it cuz now they wanna find ur replacement? |
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Well im back had a short time to rethink some matters and well here I am. I AM a DOMINATE male....I AM seeking a sub I seek somone stable ready to play or in need of training. I love to find somone that does not need my consent to live her life but when we play together she is at my becon call. I want her to have a lil attitue and sassiness. I love the fight of controlling you. I will also be intrested in somone with orgasm controll. You must not be shy in playing even possilby being used in places that are semi public. I at the time dont care to fall in love anymore though i dont rule it out but dont hold ur breath. |
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We ask for things all the time....We get them and what happens.....we are not ready to receive them or have them or to properly be grateful. Do we know what we want or is it lie we tell ourself to belive life will get better? Do we lay in our own filth our prison of our doing of of a captor? Ask yourself am i waiting for tomorrow and not looking at today cuz tomorrow never comes and you will have lost today for yesterday. That moment we seek comes ..... ya gonna accept what you have alwayse wanted or not? Remember regret is the worst kind of pain to carry. |
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Well im sure of what I want/feel. Timing is key. Nothing going on at all i feel out in the cold. |
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Well the past to days have been uneventful. I have had to much time on my hands. Not a good thing most of the time for an adrenaline junkie. |
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Had a near death experience other night im okay so are all the guys. My head is good just my heart is lil shaken trying to get around it is hard .... who to share it with. I know I need to talk about some things out hope to do that soon. |
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Well ive got a big itch recently i wanna play...i so feel like dominating. So many things i have not done in while...Like orgasm controll and rough play sensation play even using my Chips bag. So many of my toys are lonely. Not much today. Very much bored and alone. I think if i dont have any one contact me ill spend night at firehouse. |
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Well Ive been good about getting on here posting whats going on with me .... im usually not on line so much but as of late nothing to do with firefighting lots of down time. But last night was quite opposite my true dominating features took over...FIRST and foremost its a brotherhood to those that know about this I did not step on any toes not do I feel I am better than any one or smarter or know it all. I am alwase learning and alwayse will. That being said we moved large gentleman out of his home he had physical problems needed to go emergency to hospital. I helped not entirely took over HELPED with the lead engineering how to extricate that man out into ambulance worked well. I know I love to solve problems and see them thru and my strong nature to take over was apperent. Though I am a DOM I must learn not to be so overbearing and try to lead it may look bad on myself. |
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Well as i was typing this up before i niglected to add....Yes I have....I am seeing somone. I tend to gravitate to this person. She is lovely and smart gorgeous and has shown that in tough times she is STRONG. Where that relationship will go only time will tell. I am not one to accelerate or slow things down...I tend to go with flow i will try to keep eye on this one as they say when you found something good you dont give it away! |
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Well continuation of before....I am an adrenaline junkie. I seek fun adventure where it be very tame to high risk like sky diving rock climbing and thats why i joing the FD. What do i seek in a woman in a submissive. I love a woman that is strong yet beautiful with a desire to enjoy life .... I also appreciate and love one who does tend to have spunky qualities. I want to have to dominate somone not just have full submissiveness....I love that fight back attitude. Also a woman who can role play well and give feedback. I want passion and lust. Verbally and phisically and mentally its all necessary....and to more get into that state you need to KNOW that person and i want a more PERMANANT sub to be there. Yes its a lifestyle to me but not the only thing that drives my life some sort of woe of passion out in vanillla must exist too! |
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Welcome to all. First of all I wil attempt to give breife over view of what I seek, expect, like and how I think. I have been apart of this lifestyle A good ten years now or so. It began with my extra job that led me to be more open with my KINKS (of which i have many). I was Raised in old school home with BOTH of parents still together. I was taught to be romantic with what most would consider archaic or antique views. I do belive at times that most women do not really understand how to deal/accept a person like this. I have been an investor in stocks and realesate. I am phsically very fit and know I have more energy that just about anyone. I am a night owl a vampire if you will sleep little at all love the night. I have been in graphics field for ten years and now transitioning to where i belive the most use of all my strength and knowledge is to do public service. FIREFIGHTER! |
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