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i had two wonderful slave friends on here that have known for years...linns profile was deleted months ago without a a good bye.....their master who is also a good friend of mine came to me yesterday to say that he lost them both to a car accident....my heart is so sad and hurt...i will always remember them with a kind memory..i will miss you both...in peace love you guys...tears |
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sweet and spicy...hot and sexy....mmmm lay me down......give me your passion.....and the growl under your breath......take me .....to the place where love begins..... |
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as i lay under your arms...i feel your strength...your honor up holds who you are....looking up to your eyes i see love and passion...your smile lightens my heart...let this night stand still...under your arms |
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in your eyes i see hope ..in your eyes i see love..in your eyes i see forever... |
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this is a pet peeve of mine....if we start talking and at one point you decide that you dont want to talk any more...please tell me ...be man enough to say i am not interested any longer..i hate when were talking and then you just disapear........ |
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oh daddy...... baby girl needs you to love and care for her...are you out there daddy....pouts... |
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many blessings on this glorious day of Easter....... |
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he enters with a pace that is eager but with a confident nature ....she feels her eyes being pulled to him....she walks to where he stands...she kneels before the man she loves...looking up with gleam in her eyes...he strokes her brunette hair ...soft to his touch....*baby girl?* she looks back up and says *yes Daddy*...never forget your MINE |
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in her perfectly white silks..she walks thru the door...the door slightly stays open....in hopes someone will walk thru.....she places herself on her knees on the pillow...in waiting....her tears fall.... her head bows......she longs to please him....to feel that collar around her neck...she waits.... as the tear falls to the floor..she knows he isnt walking thru the door..to claim her as HIS! |
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i want to be daddy's little girl!!!!!.... |
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i am in search for a daddy dom....some one who is careing with hand of leadership and structure...i am a good sub/baby girl |
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HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!..WITH MANY BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOURS |
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the day begins in a new light...shining down upon her skin...the warmth soothes her soul...her heart with loss..but with peace giving comfort as much that it can...she curls up in the corner of the room...thinking of what she desires and hopes..closing her eyes with a soft sigh..knowing her submission is true to her heart...her new begining her new life...she crys out softly..Daddy you have always been my light......kate |
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Merry Christmas to all of you and yours....i hope that this year comes with loving blessing...with peace and love...kate |
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i want to thank all who prayed for my mom..she passed away sat night..i miss her already..my heart is so sad |
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i come here for prayers..i lost my brother in o8..dad in 011..now my mom is not doing well at all..they have brought in hospice..she asked where was dad and randy...and asking she wants to see her daddy..oh my gosh i cant do this agian..thank you for the prayers i recieve..kate |
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happy birthday to me....oh where have the years gone...fast...so we must live life as it comes... |
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to the asshole who said i cant get any dom with writings of garbage gardens..i dont write for anyone i write it for me.... |
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looking upon the rose in the garden..is filled with fragrance of peace..submission is the blooming rose...soft tender petals..touches her hand with growth...but pricked with the thorns of life....take the harshness and learn from it... |
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my open eyes are craving to learn...take my hand and lead me.....let me not take this journey alone......let my submissive heart serve you |
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let my submission be looking up to your face..with your eyes of a proud lil girl...submission for me is not the kink...its what holds dear in her heart |
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last weekend...i met a dom...whom gave me some play that i didnt think i could do...the dom turned out to be a ass...but i came out of it more wiser... |
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i beg to differ....there is hope for good men |
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to whom it may concern...i stand before the mirror to show that this girl isnt perfect...she has flaws..a dom who dumps a girl bc she isnt perfect body..i hope that someone does it to you for in the same mirror sir you arent perfected.... |
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why is it so hard to find the One to serve??? so many doms take this as a joke....i serve from my heart and yet its empty... |
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the mirror on the wall only reflects what she sees...the vision of her heart is with his eyes..submission shows in action that her eyes cast a long gaze..let her kneel at his feet to see his aproval touch ..that she is the women in the mirror |
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move on life is to short....foolish to think i found one who would cherish me and my submission..i am to good of a submissive...one day i will find the one i sever |
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i swear that you give a inch and they take a mile... |
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what a fool i have been...i dont think trust can ever be achieved |
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so much has gone in my life..but i have good in my life i met my Sir here...been waiting for this to be achieved...I WISH YOU HAPPY NEW YEARS AND HOPE PEACE IN 2012 |
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merry christmas to all of you and your families may peace be upon your hearts..angel |
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happy thanksgiving with many blessings to your family ...with peace and love......kate |
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i have been wondering with why do doms only want play partners? arent we good enough for than just play? i want to be loved and wanted..most doms show only their sexual side...there is more to bdsm than sex...goes to my corner and sighs... |
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this is a hard time for holidays as i wish i could skip it..but there is family that needs me...MANY BLESSINGS TO EVERYONE..MAY THE DAY BRING YOU PEACE AND LOVE..KATE |
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in memory of my father..how does one get used to the passing of their dad....there is so many memories of good times but yet my heart hurt.....when you got the message that you had cancer..you beat it till it came back in a revendge ...you are standing in front of God and your son is holding your hand...crys... the only thing that conforts my heart is that your not suffering..oh daddy please come back....i need you we all need you..i love you dad..(kate..katiedid) 1937 to 2011
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her gift of submission....her heart breaths with desire...to please his wants.....kneeling at his feet..her eyes cast down....waiting for his touch....his voice with strength.....hearing him say your gift of submission lies in HEART |
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her body lies beneath the rose scented pedals...taking her hand trails across her tight creamy breast...as she thinks of how she is here to please HIM.....to use her body as he desires...her submission brings wetness between her thighs.....closing her eys as she waits to hear is foot steps and the opening of the closed door.....she drifts off to sleep dreaming of him and his dominant voice in her ear...."dreaming of us agian girl?..she wakes up to his hands entwined in her long hair....she whimpers out a "yes Sir".....now her dream is reality HIS to please HIS to belong to with the scent of the rose beneath her body................ |
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happy new year to those who are friends....many blessing and with a peaceful year to come...i hope your wish is granted and find what you seek...for its better to have been loved than no love at all.............angel |
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the passion of her heart beats among her servance.....yearning to be on her knees looking up to catch his gaze......wanting to please him at his desires are known.....grant me this one pleasure........her heart desires to know what a submissive girl is to be...the beat of submission bestows her heart desires |
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.....her bare breast feel the warm breeze of the summer nite..He lays next to her...running His hands over her heated body...He smiles cus He knows He has her heart body and soul...she squirms under His touch...they are soft but she knows His dominance reins her...she loves this man, one who protects her..as He loves her knowing she is His and His to take...the two that bring their bodies as one....brings her submission to Him in a freedom she never knew til now......angel kate |
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...she lays in the field of daisies...the smell brings summer to thought.....her body is naked within the touches of white pedals...tickling her to a smile upon her face....she hears the restling of the wind...but as she gazes up she sees His presence standing tall...He kneels down to pull her knees up to her chest....as she knows He is about to take whats His...she sighs softly...with a smile and the beauty of the fields...she knows His desires even in the field of daisies....angel kate |
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...bring forth the freedom on her knees....giving her free will to be given...knowing who she is and what she hopes to be....the day will come and she will finally be the girl she is.....the dream of His touch His voice to caress her neck when He speaks....knowing that He wishes only the best for her as she wants His approval.....to be free in her mind heart and body....to have once in a lifetime at His feet and smiling from her heart in side out.....angel kate |
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...when the air fills with the scent of the nite...her submission tied into her heart..loving that her being is true and her honest caring and thoughtfulness...begging softly to always be who she is....honesty is the only way she will live her life....hoping one day she will know what it truly feels but only then will she know...the bond of His respect by His look of a raised eyebrow...her submission will not settle into the nite ...when its right they will both know..angel kate |
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...her place on her knees, waiting for Him to enter.. in the door of life...the one where she gladly waits, hoping He knows how she feels...feeling of ownership ... she touches lightly thw collar around her neck....she thinks how such a simple thing mean so much to her........as she waits at the door she knows that one day.....He will walk thru...angel kate |
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...hoping one day to know that bond..to feel His collar around her neck.....to know His love and cherishing words......to find of Ones hopes is what she desires...angel kate |
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.....once agian disappointed....never going to find what i seek...it feels forever in my mind..a journey that your lost in without a compass......tired of the bs that goes on...here and vanilla world...dont say hey i am interested then not really be.....tired why do i stay here for what more disappointment... |
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.....when she lies in her own innocence..in thought of how she would love to be...in service taking care of all of His needs...in only thought she finds her serlf.....just day dreaming..of the day she find herself..properly kneeling in waiting..palms up laying them on her knees......in thought she only has hope to meet Him the she would serve...angle kate |
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....as she was laid, to the bed by His hands....she sighed when she heard her own heartbeat...she looks up to Him as they undress each other....He grabbed her by the hair and whispered with He strong voice...girl pull down those panties...as of course she did quickly.....laid her down after she knelt before Him....He placed His hand around her throat..she began to put her hand on His wrist..but stops with the trust has been gained......runs His finger across her nipple she shivers with pleasure...she knows that He will take whats His tonight and gladly will give it...for trust is gained a respected earned......honorably hopefully one day be for someones taking.....angel kate |
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....this is for the Dom i use it loosely who asked very personal ??? after the first sentence..it wins no points for me bc i am not impressed at all when You talk such trash to me...no manners i am shock sometimes how some Doms do.....respect what happen for that in sentences...if You start talking sex crap to me i am ending the conversation...i have more class than to allow it to go on....kate |
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......sitting on her bed, with the bottle of her favorite wine....she sips it slowly enjoying the sweetness....sets the glass down and kneels on the bed...in waiting of hopes He will walk thru that door......eyes closed head bowed slightly.....the air is warm and her heart is intoxicated with hopefullness....knowing its just her wanting but knowing of needing....she crosses her legs, and she goes back to sipping her wine.... maybe in her dreams....He will join her.............angel kate |
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....today was a good day for me,it was nice out.....went to my sons bowling tournament in wilmington..he bowled good was proud of him....spring is on its way i hope, the days are longer already...hoping no more snow days,bring summer on...i need a tan...smiles.....it amazes me how negative ppl can be on these sites...we all have had are fair share of wannabe fakes..i believe in fate, when its time to find my One it shall be..til then .....i wait..... |
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....when the oceans waves crash agianst her naked body....the warmth of the air and the salty taste to her mouth......the waters crest well into the banks and rocks.....she gets up and kneels in the sand...drawing a heart, the middle reads HIS.......the waves come back in just in time to wash away the heart....still kneeling, how ironic that is.....angel kate |
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......bound to His touch,not His ropes....the link of respect to His chains.....the sting to His leather strap, straight from His closet..the colorful wax that drips from His steady hands.....she looks up with a soft gaze ....show her how strong and caring You are. as she kneels before Him in pride....hoping to know that bound strength.... in honor respect and love....angel kate |
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......as she takes her place on her knees next to Him.....her heart skips a beat....her submission forms as each petal grows on the rose....she looks up to only a image in her head of Him...who she hopes to find...traditonal and loving....head of His house......a image in her mind.....to know and love her submission, knows one day in hopes....He will take her to His side....angel kate |
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.....the darkness arises from the depth of her soul.....bringing sadness to her heart....looks past the mirror and not knowing who she is.....she looks deep into the glass that doesnt lie....but cant see where the deepest of hurt ....bringing soft warm salty tears down her cheeks.....she whispers out loud where is kate the girl that used to be..........kate..ps for a friend who asked her on her writings |
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when the flowering bud takes forth to the ray's of the sun....it drenches and thrives for the warmth...as her submission thrives and the His warm arms He embraces her like the rays of the sun....her kneeling to Him with soft glow.... she longs for His Dominant being to guide her ...like the flowering bud to the sun.....she grows to that beauty thats deep within........angel kate |
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...when the snow falls and each snow flake drops ..one defines each of their own....she curls upon the soft maroon rug ,next to the fireplace...deep into her own reflextion between the flicker of the flames...her heart burns to submit not under fire but of her own free will...each flame ,each snow flake have their own purpose in life..wanting to be taken, but be loved and cherished...be the snowflake that falls tonight.. as each girls submission is defined as different...but has the flame burns in its hearth, so does are submissive hearts.....angel kate |
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...as her bare feet walk the winding road...she looks around almost frightened of where it may lead....she prays,"softly.. give me strength!"... to be lead by her heart where she must go...the tears fall when she gets a glimps of the path she walked before....not so trusting any more she lets her guard down.....to find the castle that bound her before with bonded love.....she shakes her head and knowing she just began this path the journey of her submission..angel kate |
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.......the rose appears from the snow bound earth....closed petals due to uncertianity....i bends to the sun even thru the brisk winter winds.....the sun is caring and nuturing as a all creatures need...as the days pass and the warm ground brings the rose bud what it needs..each day as the spring comes forth with warm moist air....the pedals drop down one by one til fully exposed of its true beauty....she walks up and picks it with a soft submissive smile....looks back to the sun knowing that true submission needs guidance warmth and care.....a submissives heart blooms from a bud.....kate |
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......the reasoning of two thoughts....caught between her beating heart and her rambling mind.....why does she allow her heart to hurt, for clearly it wont heal...her mind races thru so many reasons..but to no avail does it make it stop...she guards it tight under lock and key..making her own senerio that ends with happiness..how foolish she thinks... she shakes her mind to reality..two thoughts ,to hurts that pain just the same....kate |
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...........as the foot steps are radomly placed all over the forrest grounds...she walked out side and placed her size 5 compared to His foot..sighs she is thinking He must be such a Dominat Male.....as was walking back to the cabin...alot of the boot print was lost with the blowning of the winds....the image of Him is now only in memorey...or my heart as she has came so easily find i do....kate |
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new year!!!....may the peace of this new year to be granted with love honesty and respect. hugs to the O/ones who will take them and truly cherish....xox..kate |
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.....when the world stops spinning will the pain stop or just keep painfully spinning more???...kate |
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.....as the holidays have passed and her heart still, just as lonely..curled in her bed,with safety of the world.. whom dont care if they bring hurt....closes her eyes, where sleep finds her peace...dreams of one day being loved owned and cherished with a taken of His hands...she prays that the hurt that she owns will pass like the holidays...and the owning that she truly feels is His collar around her neck....kate |
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 ...wishing everyone a merry Christmas....from a lonely heart ......but blessed with many small gifts...in a red bow she ties it tightly to give to all to whom apreciates...kate |
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......the time past with each ticking ,and her thoughts are ,she should be dreaming..the kinda of dreams that make her heart sigh...knowing the time holds her but a small fate....it's given to her to keep her grounded to know what her place to be...she has failed to do so..but no one to place her back to bed and whisper in her ear as He pulls up her covers...wait til moring little one,punishment will be come swift and never agian will You forget the tick tock of the clock.....kate |
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.....her pain is to much to carry, so she lays it upon His chest...if only the chest was a mere dream....tired, tired of the pain that i bare....i know its wrong of me, to say such words....to be a submissive who should love and stand up for herself....not a door matt but to the ones that seem closer to her........the pain of a loss of a brother who she misses so much....she stands in front of mirror and sees the ugly pain...herself |
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........her heart longs to feel true ownership...a collar that wraps tightly around her neck..reminding she is His..her wrists are bound in cuffs , showing she is bound forever by His strength....her body is open to His wants and needs...her heart is ready and long to be HIS!!!...kate |
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.....she wraps her self around His body, feeling the hardness of His Domiant stature.....He grabs her hair.....with the look she knows where her place is to be...falling to her knees her palms up...her head bowed slightly...her heart races for she knows that she is His and belongs to His desires of the heart...as she looks up, she sees just the bright sun...the image of the strong tree outside her window...sighs,its just her hopes and dreams that bring her to her knees...for now....kate |
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.......as the place in her heart feels empty,her body feels alive....gather Your hands around her hair...with a whisper of a command...bring her to her knees showing her place......take her to new heights of pleasure....after its all over her heart wont be empty, but full of submission ....bringing her happiness...and leaving her body feel totally owned....... |
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 ...looking at her thru the a raindrops eye.......feeling of a haze not so clear....wondering what lies ahead when the sunshines agian.....clarity seems off....until the rain stops ...thru the eyes of a raindrop....kate |
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    now my birthday was all frogs in jumping but it did have a dear Dom friend who knows not to steal cars to com pic me up....but any ways even though it could have been better..but i am blessed by many...lovvvvvvvvve you..kate |
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....i usally only write my heart and being thru my writings...but i have to write this..i wont put His name here bc not sure if i am allowed..do i want Him to hook with other sub/slaves no..He is a dishonest Man..but i have to say this..i am not sure if i am gonna continue this journey...i know i can get this in vanilla world to..but i dont date there , so i come here thinking i will find what i seek..a honest caring thoughtful paitent giving demanding Dom whom i am cherished cared for taken by the hair to my knees with eyes and heart full of pure submission just for Him...and You know what, i dont think i will ever find Him..tired of lies...getting stood up on my bday sucks, but guess what at least i am one day wiser on my bday........kate |
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happy birthday to me happy birthday to me....46 spankins...wow thats a serious red ass.........kate |
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.....when she looked in the mirror...she knew who she was....when she first knelt at a Mans feet, she knew its where she belonged....when You finally see that her servance is more than bedding her...you'll truly know who this girl is..when You relize that You dont have to take, what her gift is willing to give freely....this girls heart is tired, of the bs that seems to always be...my heart is a true servants heart, and proud to be that girl of servance..not just by mind and body...but by HEART!!!!!!!!.....angel kate |
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....as she lays and her sweet submission cryies out between her thighs..she softly moans out His name....purring like a kitten in heat she wants Him to devour her soul....only does ones submit when her heart longs as His, knowing He has her every breath....submission is to be taken when given only what she submits....kate |
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....as she kneels in place, the tear falls quickly....what is it of her...gathering thoughts among her mind ....where is she...the submission is so strong ...bring her body to a arch of grace.....lost without direction, who is this girl..........she softly bows her head..she sails without a compass....taking farther out to sea... |
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...as she watches Him enter, the room she stands in....eyes lowered, she hears His steps....as He lifts her chin, to His strongful gaze...He whispers "on your knees girl!"..she complies quickly...feeling her thighs get wet with the thought of His taking.....runs His hand in her hair as He yanks back....looking up with her obidient submission....He knows that what lies in her pleasing eyes... her heart knows her place..........angel kate |
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....as the ropes bind her heart....she feels them tighten..with every beat that sounds her being..loving the submission that makes her heart live..she intrust Him to bind her feet and wrist...needing, wanting, craving His control...she begs for her earn right to serve Him...to please and to be pleased, in desires of His ropes.......angel kate |
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......kneeling at the door, in waiting of His presence.....her breath drawls in and almost stops....His smell of cologne, His Dominant blue eyes...captures her submission to its peak of being...His strong arms wrapped around her waist, His hand taken her hair and showing who owns her...the kiss on her neck, to the whisper in her ear,"Mine!".....as the tear falls from her cheek.....at the door waiting, in hope to find......angel kate |
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....curled into her covers, the breeze blows softly across her naked tanned skin...feeling of light tenderness that brushes agianst her hard erect nipples..she knows its just the wind, from a summers window.......the door way is filled with a shadow..a outline of a strong Dominant cast... the sun blinds her with a brightness....she listens quietly for the sound ,of His footsteps to her side...........but just like the wind and the sun is silent..real to her touch but untouchable it seems...........angel kate |
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....her thoughts run wild as her heart beats harder....kneeling in the wooded lot..with the sounds of the birds, making her heart smile...the breeze that goes thru the trees sound as something is being whispered to her...closing her eyes and hearing His voice in the distant land...she whispers softly back as the wind carries the message to Him...her scent of sweet surrender will lead His foot to her..she lays in wait for the wind to talk agian......kate |
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.....she stands off the the distant land...looking over to the other side....His hand reaches out to her with no boundrie below her....as she reaches her hand out with a hint of hestiation....she softly says Sir "she will gladly walk to You across the way." "but the bridge of trust is not yet built." as the time passes she walks to where He proudly stands.....she hands her hand to His, and is lead the way.....kate |
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.....to know me is to love me, to love me you shall truly know me...........kate |
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....the true man in this ones life....who has never failed me...who with his best of only attentions guides me right..and his love will rein forever in my heart...my Father....and peace to my brothers daughter today, not having her father around hurts her beyond belief, he passed oct 4 2008...HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL..........kate |
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.......when the dove cries out, her wing broken...hear her agony beyond Your ears but Your heart....mend her wing and spirit...for You know in Your strength and care....You will always let her fly, in pain................................kate |
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..............just a passing thought, is all she really seems to be............in words of honor and power all that hold.....her heart is what she passes hoping one day for Him to capture... |
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.............how servant she is from her loins to her heart...............never forget how she smells when You pull her close.....never forget how she taste when You kiss her..........oh as she begs softly please Sir.....remember my heart.........kate |
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.......in her goodness she holds tightly agianst her breast..her breath is shortened with the thought.....His hands around her throat, deeped in His look....not a tight grip, for He doesnt have to hold her here ...she is freely, to leave of her will....she stops a moment in her own world....her hands around her throat...in just a dream... that just for a moment she thought was taken...to be more than His, but His all!!!!!!!!!...kate |
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.......the fluttering of her heart, like the monarch's wings.....kneels with pride ...her palms up, in waiting stance...to have His hands in her hair woven tightly..pulls back slightly..and whispers in her ear....MINE!!!...the dream of a submissive slaves heart...to only hear those soft strong words...in the kneeling stance of waiting....angel kate |
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....the spring air brushes agianst her lovely naked skin.....closing her eyes as the wind touches her..its He who she feels.....when the dew of the flowers touches her pouty lips...its He who kisses her softly....the tickle of the grass, making her smile...it is He who truly touches her heart.....her eyes open and the clouds move.....but nothing more than a dream of a windy spring day......angel kate |
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......when her mouth opens, You take her and inhale her being...when You take her in Your arms, she becomes weak....when You lay her down upon Your bed...she becomes Yours to keep..... |
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.....many dont celebrate Easter, but the ones who do....May the peace of the Easter lili fill your souls...The coloring of eggs with many bright colors....may they fill the green yards with joy....we all have lost many family and friends over the years....that we can find blessings in meeting them agian...kate |
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.......as she glances in the mirror, trying to see that perfect reflection.....its dim of glimce of a girl.....with barely a smile that frames her face....with a tear that falls gently down her cheek...as she looks back up, her face changes.....for the reflection of perfection....that she longs to see.....is His reflection that frames not only the mirror... but that girl that lost her reflection...respect Him,and you shall see more than the flaws within yourself....angel kate |
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...the darkful night, the heat of His passion...drags her up by the hair and whispers "Mine!" she whimpers of, her own desires of her heart....the heat the builds between her thighs...over takes her breaths...take whats Yours she softly says..her eyes begging for His taking ..hard yet loving.....taking but giving......wanting but what is His...is something that she wants more than anything................is to be His.....angel kate |
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.....the fire that builds around her heart..the heat rise's above, giving off warmth...not knowing one's heart of , how much she has to offer....One tends to try to take, His firing desires...and forget that her heart is the one that will truly serve Him in the end......... |
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.....a truly lonely angel with a heart broke ..at loss of many ways...laying in her bed, with her knees drawn in.. a heart shape tear... that falls quickly down her cheek...another day that love is in the air...not in the heart of a angel....of a lonely heart that breaks.... |
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....not knowing her place..where she belongs....as if she is lost, with no direction to follow..crying in the wind of her own heartache ....she takes to the corner of this empty room...for in hopes of one day...being placed there bc He cares..................angel kate |
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....free flight of her heart..longing to serve, and freeing her being....standing from the top of the Dominant moutian...with her arms stretched out like the eagles stance....she looks not down but up to the heaven blue skies....and free falls into the world that she needs and craves....feeling the warmth...she opens up her eyes.....hoping that when she falls her heart is free and serving heartedly..angel kate |
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.......the night begins with the shadows on the wall...girl cant make them out, with puzzelment on her brow...who are You, she whispers out...what do you want from me.?...you want my light? But she doesnt have light in her life to give out as she expressed....He fades back on the wall til the rise of the sun of the day....angel kate |
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.....curled and entwined in His legs ,she feels the fire burn...her heart that longs to be One ....the touch of softness ,touches her skin...it brings her to life....she rolls over to take hold of what she desires....as she runs her hand across the sheets...sighing...a dream that brought her heart reality....a small smile comes across her moistened lips....one day it shall be a reality that will be the dream she lives.......... |
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....as the ball drops in the new Year....she hopes to find some peace to this heart that aches in sorrow...that she looks at things with a better light, not the darkness that holds her now..folding herself close, she closes her eyes....and remembers the days that were filled with joy...to say its okay to remember yester years...for thats where my brother stood , in his boyish grin....in peaceful thoughts of a broken angel trying to mend....kate |
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...as she leans agianst the tree...over looking the mound of flowers...drying up into the warms summers end... she closes her eyes and thinks, of how many days she had like these..and took them all for granted....she falls to her knees and crys softly to herself...she miss him so much....that its been hard even to get out of bed...but as she knows that life does go on..and with that..randy would wish ..He would surly ..want His sister live not grief so hard that it stops her from living....the summer leaves are blowing across the graves with life.....as his spirit lives on...i love you my dear brother...kate |
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..He done what he loved to do..He made life beautiful with the love of life..His passing hurts my heart, more than i thought it could...the memories of Him and my sister will rein my heart forever...my dearest brother....i wish we had that nite back. that changed all of our lifes...my heart crys every nite, good nite randy til we all meet agian...love your sister |
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...the crying of the cruel wind, blowing outside her window...the walls are lonely without light....her eyes closed in total darkness..as her heart is bearing a black cast ...of a doubtfull shadow....remember when, as her heart thinks...when was the last time you felt the sun....the warmth....as she thinks out loud...even the warmth of the sun can feel lonely..when she lies under a empty heart |
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.........as she kneels and looks up .....He sees her truth of servitude..even in her blue eyes..giving her full trust in Him..doing everything that He commands of her..but He also sees, that her eyes are lost in thoughts..giving His hand to her...He grasps her with care..stands her up, face to face..her eyes cant look in direct of His..her failing of Him, loosing herself...she cant stand in knowing, that when she kneels...she is lost in her thoughts of failing herself...she must serve herself in order to truly serve HIM...angel kate |
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........in these very small hours of her life..they seem to consume her days..needing to look past the troubles.. that fall on to her shoulders... over taking her strength...needing to find the clarity to define her..knowing the servitude is just something that makes her being...feeling lost with no direction..loosing tract of who she is...the time passing her quickly by..fate that has given her so many wonders..even in the smallest..she bows her head, looking to find herself..within herself....angel kate |
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...the laying of a pedal, softly falls to the ground...the beauty lies in the holder who retreives it...He looks at it with much to His surprise...how beatiful the pedal is, with its softness...He gently taking great care not to crush it beneath His strength..letting it fall back to where He found it....when looking down upon her face...He sees not just the beauty that He owns...but her soft submission fills her beauty..making her His rose.......angel kate |
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......the broken spirit of a winged sparrow...laying upon the cool morning grass....feeling lost and alone...her wing spitefully damaged...her flight grounded.....a bird of grace..innocent and dawsel in manner..but in the best of winds she has strength...to over come the worst of storms...when her wounds heal...her spirit of flight...will soar highest peaks..she is who she is even when her spirit is broken..angel kate |
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.......if this girl stopped her sexual being....on the front line of this site...what would You see...do You just see a girl who can serve Your sexual needs? or serving is the back front of who she truly is...this isnt a sexual quest..its a journey in the life ...of a girl who serves...not with how she can do this or how she will do that...its truly how servant she will be..in and out of the bedroom... that will prove her journey ..as been full circled bound and tied...angel kate |
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....the beauty underneath.......unfolds from the cocoon of life....all You see is what beholds her now...the servant girl that she is...watching the beast betray her in the devouring...of her sexuality...flirting with Him, giving Him what she thinks He wants from her..her knees shown with heeled black spikes..wrapped around His waiste..looking in His eyes that she pleases Him.....but in what part of the pleasing did she give...to Him or did she loose herself?.... angel kate |
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......her lonelyness shelters her heart, in a isolation of her world....curls in the corner of her life...feeling it comsuming her breaths...her chest sighs softly.....can You hear her cries ....begging for just a small token...her neediness is overwhelming to Others...let her take the burden, and carry it herself....not meaning to give her worries out....walks back to the corner of her life...takes her knees to her chest...then shelters her lonely heart.......angel kate |
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.....when the night closes the day...He shall walk the halls of His Dominant strength...He will desire her very movement....her posture ..will show her willing soul...He will know how she longs His hands around her hair...pulling her to Him...taking His what is...knowing she aches to feel His wonderous being....He shall know she is His servant girl...the one that took His heart...but You have to know her heart, to know her sevance is true... the love of serving ..from that very heart You dont know.....angel kate |
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......the laying of a angel....the clouds move in...feeling the wind get stronger..her clinging to her cloud....looking downward in seeing the goodness....the trees bending and surendering to ...... the rain begins in a patter of silence......shhhhhhh..can you hear the calling of her needs....be still and You will know all of her....she then will be the bending of Your strength..feeling the soft blowing of her hair...giving You the goodness of her submitting heart...the angel lies in wait...His moving compassion...holds her high to the heavens above.. and her cloud will no longer be empty.......angel kate |
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.......looking into the sky, with the flight of a white dove....broken and alone...in flight against the wind..struggles herself to regain ....landing to Him, with broken wings...her blue eyes looking lost...begging Him to hold her.....she serves in the peaceful light above....her freedom to be who she needs to be.....LET HER BE WHAT YOU WANT HER TO BE!!!!.....forever in the flight .....mending her wings...in flight of a white dove...........................peace angel kate |
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.........knelt at His feet, with her eyes gazed up....her back straight with pride....a tear falls down her soft cheek...knowing of her pain, knowing of her needs..."Let me guard your fears!"..."let me take your burden's!"...cupped in My hands..."Let Me shelter your heart ache's!"...."Let Me love thee's soul!".....her breath .... with a sigh.... she whispers..."What more could she asks for!" the peaceful thoughts of a angel...angel kate |
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........lay her down softly in her bed..kissing her fears away...her sleepless nites stir her dreams...of hoping that peace finds her...longing to feel His love....feeling His hands touch her heart.... loving..wanting..adoring..caring..taking..
owning..cherishing..giving...the very things a angel dreams on...when she dreams....the writings of a angel..angel kate
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..........the very spinning of a colorful top..the rings spin to almost one....watching it go round and round....dizziness of the world that spins around her....when it finally slowly stops.. and lies on its side...the colorful rings show true to each...and she rests ...and enjoys the top with out the spin...the thoughts of a angel....angel kate |
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.......the beauty that unfolds before her....the sweet scent of summer...the suns rays beating upon her soft skin...the clouds that fluff ,while they slowly cross the skies....if the summer's goodness and warmth, stayed locked in her heart.. would she know how precious it was.....this girl knows stormy nites, and humid days...in laying upon His lap, closing of her tired eyes.....His love calms her storms, and gives back the sweet summer scents....a peaceful writing of a angel..angel kate |
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.......oh the hush of her lips, as He looks downward...she looks up with a innocent of blue heaven..He pulls her up into His strong compassionate arms...she knows her place, & knows how He adores her ...the way she kneels at His feet...her eyes only casting upon His gaze when nodded....her smile is deep, and her lips long to be on His....she begins to beg for His attention....to feel His hands upon and wrapped in her hair..oh the control He honors her with...makes her servance true from her inner soul..her longing to lay underneath Him, to hear Him say..."hush girl, your heart loudly speaks!! of the very craving to be loved and owned!! one day her journey will just begin, when her hush is to be told..writings of a angel's heart..angel kate |
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.......after a soft summer rain, the mist still in the air...just over the horizon the soft sunlight peeks thru...over the trees from one point to the other...the colorful rainbow appears....she reaches out to touch the colorful goodness...so unreachable, yet looks so close..she closes her eyes and can taste the sweetness the colors give..just as she can almost taste His goodness.....feels so close but not so touchable as she so desires...she opens her eyes in its beautiful glory... to feel His touch of her sweet surrender....the rainbow has not just a pot of gold at its end.. but her dream..that she may be His golden price posession...peaceful writings of a angel..kate |
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.......laying upon the skies...the red white and blue ring out beautifully....she knows of freedom..the kind that was faught for...never taken for granted...at what costs that came....the freedom to be able to speak freely...without judgement she can lay on her cloud....listen to the sound of freedom..and know that her freedom..to have that right to be who she is...knowing her freedom, begins with her heart..the servance of a true girl, will always ring freedom...peace from a angel's heart..angel kate |
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.....take her body at will....she freely hands it to You..look deep in her sky blue eyes...and tell her You love her...give her enough rope... of trust to tie her up with...bind her mind in Yours ...with Your lies of a fairy tale dream...You gave her enough freedom...to feel she is Yours... she believed in You...by taking her to the point of knowing no Other....then in trust....walk away and take her heart with You.....let her pick the pieces....with the trust she gave You...the heart of angel, the giving of a submissive...who knows her heart but her heart alone...angel kate |
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........the lonely angel, that sits alone on her cloud....she lays herself curled up..in the position that at this time ..comforting...the heart of a angel, the lonely heart....that knows her servance...knows her place..yet doesnt know the angel at all .....her wings feel heavy yet..... her heart feels the heaviest....laying down on the her soft cloud....feeling lonely, with no arms that protect....but the only protection now is protecting her... from her ownself.........how can she have the love of friends and family....but be the loneliest angel..from this cloud she sits alone..the heart of a angel..angel kate |
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......what did you say?...couldnt hear you from.....the hurt.... the confusion....what is that?...you say you love me....how?.....you dont listen to her heart.....come lay in her arms.... will you listen then..when she lays deep... in your presence....can you hear her say.......listen to her soul.....her heart..her being.....you promiced!!!! to listen...........angel kate |
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....as she lies quietly in her own dream...pulling her to reality... that the dream of a angel.....maybe only be that of a dream...a mere thought of hers....to only know that one day ...she will wake from the slumbering thought...was this just a dream...or was she reality dreaming of that very day...the day she smiles when she drifts off ...and that very new dawning gives her hope ....hope that peace takes her heart whole...angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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..the new day dawning...laying quietly in His arms..the possession of His touch...makes her His...His warm strong hold..pins her under His control...she melts under His fold..and desires Him more...she squirms with passion...wanting Him to push her even futher than the last...begging Him not to let her go...pulling her closer with the ring on her collar... she softly sighs under gazing eyes..she serves His needs first...and yet He gives back so much more!....angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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....taking the fresh air of summer breeze..laying on a blanket under the stars....looking at the beauty of the rose....knowing life passes U/us by quickly..children grow and parents age...give a moment back in time..make it mean and gather the memories...that chance may never come...but if it could, would W/we change U/us?....a peaceful thought of peace and serinity...angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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.............here there and every where that begins...her heart wrapped excitedly in leather...bound in trust, given respect that holds...the servance gives her needance..making her whole and complete...please look deeper than her heart to see it....it grows like a rose softly petaled...but needed lots of care....its grows in sunshine not darkness....the rain makes her beauty.. stand out among all the other flowers...she opens her soul up ..for the sun and rain ..fall gently on her servant heart...making her more the rose in that garden,a servant girl......angel kate *RASIRangel*
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....she looks into the light..that burns deep with her soul...burning in desire...she watches the flame... as they flicker within the warmth....drifting in the thoughts of Him.. burning flame of desires...is hers to serve .....the ambering warm colors..lets in thought..her heart is owned to Him..and His guidance ..lights her way ..angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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........her very being will not be... shaken from her base....she will always stand tall for it.....as the paths W/we all share and all that W/we believe....is it not ....truly always bound to O/our HEARTS......angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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He looks down upon His girl.. powerless in His grip ... in His pleasing.... He watches her whimper in pleasure... as she crys out for more...she sees the truth be told in His eyes...she is His...the circling of her collar...gives her strength to be....it binds her to servance... but being His..she is forever powerless...in HIS LOVE..angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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...her heart opens to His taken...in knowing of the day ...when she truly knelted in His presence...as He slowly wraps His love around her neck..His hands soft and yet with strength...He stands her up to face... His darkened deep eyes..... told her all she had to know...before she closes her eyes this day of truth..she is blessed in His honor..and will serve Him to His taken..with her body ,heart and soul!...angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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.....she stands tall in her submission..He cups her face in His hands....making her look in His eyes...her submission is not her weakness ..but her strength...He shows she can stand on her own two feet...yet she chooses to stand behind Him..her choice ...her will ...her life... her being!!!! angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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....she looks into His eyes...seeing only the future...a tear falls down her cheek..as He wipes it away.."no crying girl!"...she looks past His eyes .... forgetting the past!!!...."the future for you is right in front of you!"....no crystal ball ..she needs not to gaze in..for it is told in His eyes and...is heard from HIS HEART!!!! angel kate *RASIRangel |
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....when the nite ends, and she lays upon His chest....His arms wrapped around her with security...He drifts off to sleep, in a peaceful slumber....she gazes upon Him...feeling His arms still around her..she wonders... what He sees in her.. that No Other seen before..as she closes her eyes..with her hand that reaches..over the leather that binds her...she now relizes..His collar is what makes her special..that being His girl is all that she needs to know..............angel kate *RASIRangel* |
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.......who knew she would be wrong..looking at things so half full...who knew that she had to look in the mirror.. to find herself .....who knew that her feelings... are nothing but that..who knew that O/ones Y/you meet in life...go on with T/their lives....who knew that the demons she fights...are of her own...who knew that life went so wrong..who knew that the love she holds...is only a memory..who knew that one day she would look back..and still never knew kate.....angel kate |
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.....when her walls are built on the foundation they become...in darkness and fear...He takes His arms and embraces her...like a comfortable blanket of trust ...her cries are heard ...and her the tears fall....but He proclaims who she is..in the collar she wears...when the walls are built on the foundation she knows..He will rebuild her wall ....on the foundation of His LOVE!!....angel kate |
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.....as she lays in between His thighs...her head on His chest ....she feels the heat what lies between T/them...her heart beats for Him..His chest fills in pride....He runs His hands down the small of her back...feeling her stress of the day... fall on to Him...He taps her ass lightly....not to forget her place...the angel softly smiles in innocence... she looks in those deep dark eyes ...of kindness and strength...she is His and His alone..the beat of O/ones heart is a lifetime reward!!!!....angel kate |
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.......taste the sweetness of her skin.....to feel His hands in her hair..pulled back with control..she whimpers softly.....He encircles the gold ring that shimmers around her neck....the symbol of only T/they know....He powers.... she gives......in choice she serves......in honor He takes.....angel kate |
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.....the powering scent that engulfs her heart...feeling His strength ...as she breaths His breaths...His control fills her desires with a passionate hunger....she pleads to be taken at His will ...His strikes that bring pain to her soul, makes her long for Him more..to know His love..to know His protection..to know His heart is hers......angel kate |
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....He reaches down to grab her...in hand He takes...saying softly.."be not afraid My angel..for your light is near"...."take the hand that will guide you".".and bring your heart to life"..."for the submission you grant Me is the light" ....."of your life!!!!!"...angel kate |
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....when the ripples of a tossed stone... brings a ring of endless circles....she stands on the banks of life and watches them ...a circle that makes itself become One...as the ring doesnt end but it slowly finds itself...being just the pond agian......angel kate |
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....who knows a angel more the angel herself..she quitely sits on her cloud..watching and listening clearly..not to mistaken the chatter of O/ones who not know what a true angel needs...confort and truth..honesty and cherished..loved and honored....a angel who grants peace is at peace....a soft smile from a angel in waiting in the stars..angel kate |
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.......when the rain drops fall from the heavens..the angels sing a soft lulabye..to calm the earths sadness..for the angel who crys one tear..is truly the sadness of a lost a angels heart........................angel kate |
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...when You look deep in her heart..can You truly see what she has to offer .....or do You just look in her eyes.. knowingly she will give it freely..will You pass the chance to really know a angel... or will You just want to feel her submission...will You want to know..what her heart truly holds......can You hear it beat with in....or do You just know that she will give it freely...when a angel gives her submission ..it is her heart that You will be given..angel kate |
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.....the kiss of a angel..the sweetness that she beholds..is in her truthful soul..as she softly pouts her lips..giving the innocence ...she offers to Him...He takes her roughly in His arms..knowing her innocence is truth..but her servance is the sweetness ...she holds for Him..she closes her eyes...with a soft sigh..will He remember the sweetness of the kiss..or servance..angel kate |
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....when the boundries are drawn.. in the realm of her world...are they to be tested??....walking so closely to the edge...the excitment builds in her heart..wondering how far can she go..without over stepping her place..being careful ..so very careful..that if she gets to close.. to that line of trust...is it worth to loose her place.. in the life of a boundry.. that she knows she needs to make this angel her....angel kate |
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.....the angel steps out on the edge of the cloud..nothing but freedom and peace ...as she looks down to earth..she closes her eyes..she hears the harps play in the distance..then she free falls down to earth..freeing all that she has known...and loved...............the heart of angel breaks free but the heart of a submissive gives in........to her freedom to be His |
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....standing in her own weakness ....in strength of His..He lifts her chin....looks deeply in her submissive eyes...she does not know it yet, but her strength will one day be His...for He will take her ...by the wings and soar together..in O/one flight...He will let her go gently..and whispers out her name..in My strength yours was earned...now fly My angel......angel kate |
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...what keeps this girl in hopes of a kneeling position..what holds her to still keep her head high...what keeps her to desire ...the very moment of His hands in her hair...what brings this girl to the window of her heart to all to see..what keeps this girl wearing the rose on her shoulder...in the hopes one day she will kneel at His feet.......angel kate |
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...as she stands on the line of time..with clock in hand..and a rose in the other..hearing very faintly the clock ticks tocks her life away...knowing there is no time to fret..but enough time to reason with her self..who she is and will always be...she will lay the rose of love and devotion at His feet..He picks it up ...smiles upon her...and deeply whispers to her.."stand in time of My presence and she shall know who she truly is!""Your time has come"....angel kate |
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....its more than a dream for this girl ..and yet but a mere reality of His own thoughts....she feels ..He takes...she breaths..He smothers...she gives...He recieves....she dreams....He wakes.....to her own reality....HIS dream....is hers....angel kate |
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..as she thinks of this day of LOVE..what truly do You have when love is lost...thinking of the days of childhood dreams....in many forms and shapes ...that makes love to be....W/we know truly its the beholder of the VALENTINE .......happy valentine to Y/you and Y/yours..angel kate |
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....she reaches down deep in her trusting soul..to forgive and forget such pain that One can produce in just a few moments...this one must once agian rise above and make things right within her being ....to know that in trusting... comes fears ....but fears that trusts is the cause of ones soul to break...peace to Y/you ..look not at that moment of hurt... but look of the Ones who stand next to you ...and cuddle you in Their hearts...angel kate |
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....her heart weighs so heavy with emotional heartache..that feels some days they are grey storm clouds..that any min will release her tears..will she go on and wait this storm out..a ray of sun sifts thru the sky..giving glimmer of hope...with a new beginning in thinking the clouds will fade and her heart will breath a sigh ..or will this new beginning just be another cloud in the horizon that ...begin to drop small drops from the sky to flood her heart one more time..angel kate |
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....when He looks down upon her, kneeling with such grace..when beauty as such as her's...He doesnt pull her ..from her place..she knows her duties and not a single word said.....she raises her self... and lays upon on His bed....she openly gives her heart to Him with honor...taking her soft hands across what she knows is His collar....When He looks down on her...He sees in her eyes of her submission..He sees the beauty in her..as He would see in a rare carmel lit sky...angel kate |
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......as the shadow follows this girl, thru out her days.she takes her place at the mirror of life.the always reflection that looks back at her. it moves closer..as she leans forward to see who the shadow is...and she asks why do you follow her daily...lurking in her nites and behind her in the day sunlight....as the shadow never speaks a word, she relized the dark shadow that engulfs her day and nite.....her very worst enemy of thought and looking closer, she sees not the shadow, but her own reflection.....peace to Y/you who read this..angel kate |
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.......when You touch her lip with Yours...will You remember the taste of it....
..........when You are looking down on her with Your body tight..will You remember the color of her eyes.....
............when You smell her scent of the very essence of her youth...will You remember what she smelled like...
...............when You press Yourself agianst her pelvis......will You remember how she felt....
............when You call her back when the nite is fullfilled...will You remember her name......................................angel kate |
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...she finds herself looking for the peaceful light..yet she finds that it's
beyoned her reach..does she take a flames warmth ...or is this her cop out.. she knows the answer .....she grabs the candle and hands it to her Master..and says.."Master take this candle...as she finds her peaceful journey with Him..angel kate
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.....with how she feels and knows... of how her heart lies true and deep...she knows also that she is truly just looked as a pc of meat...in the lies that are told to ensure her not...they just comfirm that they find her hot....when the days end , and all she has left....is the thought of how she has been trespassed ....and one more guy who says she is more than sex...she will belive it one more time....and trully knows where her heart lies true and deep.....angel kate. |
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....is love forever? can it behold in O/our hearts....when two ppl make a bond but the bond to one is not as strong !
..but does it make less ???....O/our love will stay within the covers of my heart...and will be as true as it began....as a simple call to fantastic hug.....angel kate |
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...as she tucks her self under the wing of the dove, who is the sign of peace...do we find warmth under her wing or to find the fact the peace is the warmth that we all desire to have... behold in O./our hearts..angel kate |
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...the bed W/we shared as lovers, entangled in each O/others legs......the lover that onces shared her bed ....isnt He more than a friend but her best friend... she cant help to want ...that He shared her bed agian...she blinks back a tear...there is a special box that has a pink ribbon on the top to be used as He sees fit..winks sweetly ....angel kate |
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.....as she lays naked in the warmth of His bed...His arms wraped in protection...she lets her thoughts and heart ,go back to the day she truly new what it meant to serve...to take the command and make it her own mission in life..To grant Him, His soul desires ...from her soft box to her warm lips...to hear His simple soft sigh ....that brings a smile to her heart..as a submissive/slave there is not such a feeling when you know you have pleased her Dom/Master...so she drifts off to sleep for she knows now it is a dream she truly is dreaming..but the dream that she knows has been so real not only on her soft lips but in her heart as she knelt before Him....angel kate...... |
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.....the heart that is prisioned in her own bars of life..that seems to inprision her heart with cold hard metal...the feel of loniness she crys softly in the dark...her own cell finds her left with her hands in her head and heart on her sleeve....it was the crime of her life, to love without really knowing that she would be sentance for life in bars....angel kate |
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....as she watches each snow flake fall to the ground...each one is differ from the last...unique and with its own special beauty ..once it falls upon the earths warmth...has it lost its beauty or does beauty lie in the holder ...that watched from the sky it fell....angel kate |
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.....her naked soul lies beneath the pouring rain...as it hits her body she moans softly out loud..some how she finds peace with each clash of thunder..finding refuge with each rain drop ...the lightening lights the sky trying to light her way..with her troubled heart and soul..she searches deep within the glass of nature of rain drops fall...angel kate |
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.....as she is framed in her very soul..in placed where she knows not where she shall be taken...not knowing of herself and what is meant of her..she follows her heart of wonder..who will truly hold this girls heart with truthfullness...door number #1 or door #2..or the door number #3...who will open Their door to her and allow her to walk thru, and kneel at the other side...angel kate |
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....as this new day breaks with the crisp fall air that takes her body..her sleepless nite, and restless heart brings ....to reality of life that she must reap what she has sown..and bear the burden with penace of hope that she will be forgiven..grant her the strength to move forward in peace that she will bring life back to her soul..and bring her back to the girl she knows that she was born to be..but til the wheel is fixed it cant move forward to its desination..prays a thank You for the Ones who give her guidance and hope that she will truly be that girl with the servant heart..angel kate |
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....in the midst of her crying soul, knows who she is and where she needs to be..grant her the peace to be the girl who she once seen....knows as she looks up to the heaven skies that this to will pass..and her wings that cant unfold.. will one day soar the earth and sky..landing gracefully in the arms that will know that the submissive that kneels before Him is the girl she has become..........angel kate |
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...with scent of a rose petals..she kneels upon them..with her back straight and her hands up..with submission to be submitted in waiting..the very scent of the rose to bring sweetness of her own scent..she lowers her eyes for the waiting..with her heart in missing of the pc of the puzzel...will the puzzel pc be placed in the very spot where her pure submission thrives from...her very heart of submission waits to be needed wanted and taken..angel kate |
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....as the hour glass filled with sand slowly pours from her life..who will this girl kneel for, who will she honor...as the crisp fall moon shines upon her soul..seasons come and seasons go..with many who have passed with her in the hour glass....who will remain may stand of time...for once the hour glass is turned and the sand emptys..time has ran out and the moonlit mornings will only be the thought of a passing grain of sand.... thru the hour glass of time...or will the sand run out and she will kneel alone in a moonlit shadow..angel kate |
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....as her moans softly escape her throat..aware that she just let out a gasp of desire..a dream perhaps or reality in her own heart..the tear that falls down her cheek oh can this be what she so desires ..or is it a mere dream of her own reality..she feels His touch on her soft brown breasts...sighing of how the reality becomes her dreams now..does He know her heart..the mere of His reality she knows is in her own dreams that He so desires her angel submissive ways...angel kate |
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.....as the brighten morning shines thru her window, she feels the warmth of the sun beating down her bare breast. smiles and crawls out of bed as she finds her day to be fullfilled. showered and the touch of opium perfume that just lies a scent from her own mingling sweetness. places the darken purple dress that clings to her hips. brushes her golden carmel highlights and places just a touch of gloss to her lips. for her cheeks are blushed with the thought of His hands trailing her thighs. one more glance and she leaves to the very hill that she only dreams of Him taking her to... her most highest of desires. as she closes her eyes she is there in waiting, for she knows that He so desires more than the touch of her soft thighs but the touch of her soul of servance..for that she gives freely and willingly...what a dream that makes so real of O/ones heart can bare meaning in O/ones reality of hope....let the passion of a purple haze set on the horizon and His dreams be fullfilled...blink once and Y/you have grown another sec older, close Y/your eyes and Y/your life has past You by..angel kate |
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.......the clouds gather in grey darkness..the angel flys into what felt a dream of hope...as she drawls near she feels the coldness of the air that brings forth her doubts...as she flys higher to get away from the pain that takes her.....she relizes that what she has to offer isnt enough to hold Ones heart. know that its not the faught of a Ones heart to not love ....its the love that is to blame that cant be found...in the ones hurt she gains a true friendship...that will out last the heartache she carrys.....in peace Sir in love shall set her free...angel kate |
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......as she sits at her desk and pen in her hand.today is her birthday, and the day has past her ...and another day has been taken her one more step of who she truly is. she is a true submissive, of the respect of herself as a girl who knows who she is.....this girl is leaving cm for awhile..taking a break of all the disrespect that so many do here. with games and just plain disrespect. This is not about sex, this is not about submitting the very first speakings, this is about serving when the serve is deservant of her whole being. this is about respect of O/ones self!!! that is the link that holds this chain together. here is an example of a email she just recieved tonight. no name mentioned this time cus this girl dont care no more of wanna bes..the ones who know who they are and will and have given this girl respect. please do her the honor of staying in contact with her here. but her profile is gonna be hidden. Thank You goes out to the true Doms who looked at this girls heart! peace to You all..angel kate
s not about sex, this is not about submitting the very first speakings, this is about serving when the serve is deservant of her whole being. this is about respect of O/ones self!!! that is the link that holds this chain together. here is an example of a email she just recieved tonight. no name mentioned this time cus this girl dont care no more of wanna bes.
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.......she is the keeper of His house, for He will be the keeper of her heart
.......she is the lover of His moods, for He will know her moods are His
.......she is woman who knows how to please Him, for He will please His lil girl
........she is serves His meals, for He will feed her soul with His Mastering love
.........she is and will be His girl,lover,maid,waitress......she will be *owned* in reward in being one day Someones submissive... |
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....its sad that a so called dom who acted as if he so wanted to get to know this one a while back. but only wanted to play games with her. now he has blocked her cus she figured him out..but come on the name is almost the same and profile is just as you had it before. how about getting some balls and admitting what a game player you truly are to the submissives/slaves on cm..daddyhere33..what a sad place this has become, the bs that comes from the mouths not just in men but women. be true to W/who Y/you are and be honest!!...angel kate |
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....as she sits upon the edge of the banks....tossing pebbles in the waters of youth..she relizes how fast the time has past . with the reflextion of the waters show this girl ...who has aged, yet her heart is of a young girls dream...one more ripple from the stone, that is tossed...rings of purity upon her life of the waters edge. of a young girls dream of who she was..only now knows who she has become...angel kate |
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...as night falls and her heart knows no sleep..she lays down her head and closes her eyes to know of a dream that will some day be fullfilled...the gathering of clouds, as a angel sits upon. looking down to the O/ones who she has been blessed upon. she finds safety here up on her cloud. so with that she closes her eyes and dreams of that day when her cloud of safety will be that of the arms of her One..angel kate |
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..............this is one mind game isnt it...to just use and torment....to gain only to what His desires are upon His heart....for she kneels to that very fact, yet to be decieved...this experience has done nothing but break her heart...this heart is ready to lie down upon her own wings and never return......why do You think this girls heart is only good for use of ...but never loved....or to be truly owned..she kneels in the postion of a true slave does, and knows her own heart is pure..how come know One else sees its goodness.......angel kate |
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....You want her to take Your commands..
.....You want her to have her body used...
......You want her to take Your orders...
.......You want her mind....
.......her soul......
.......her servant kneels....
.......but will You truly take her
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....this girl would like to say thank You to SoutherngentNchi ...she is honored to be His friend..she smiles softly to Him....a true Master takes charge when He sees fit in a girl in need....doesnt take no for a answer, just a "yes Sir"...she is honored to be Your friend Sir..and thank You for Your time and paitence with this mere girl....as she thanked Him last night in her prayers she thanks Him in honor here in her journal..she hopes one day to make a Master proud to be His..to love and to be loved with true honest hearts...angel kate |
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....as the hour glass slowly pours from its bottle....she finds herself on the tenth of this month to be another birthday for her. With past memories of many days of family outings and gatherings. The days have gone so fast from her very eyes. As she leans in to blow her 44 candles from her cake she wishes not for herself but for O/others loniness pain and suffering to not end for that is the tribulation of life is for U/us..but to be given peace to look at the past with future eyes...angel kate |
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Does anyone look at the dynamics of the true D/s relationship...the very power behind it, that pulls the fire from the subs/slaves being..Or is it just the sex that this lifestyle seems to only offer anymore..The level of who we are will determin not how You order in the bedroom, bc how can a true serve be true...if it only stays in the bedroom.......angel kate |
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.........with the blossoms of the morning light are good enough for picking but never truly good enough to be loved..when You pick her pedals apart...do You truly look deep within her stem to see what makes her heart beat..what makes up her beauty???.......angel kate |
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..........look for the strength in the tallest of trees....look beauty in the blooming rose...allow peace surround you in the crashing of the waves...look for wisdom in the life of a elder.. look for LOVE..in the places that our least expected....as it began such a small bush..with the caring hands of the earth..she began to grow...with a blooming heart..her beauty is beyond words inside and out....this angel smells the rose...remembers that she is beatiful..and the rose will wilter and die one day..but not to forget she will rise above and bloom in full glory agian...angel kate |
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.....as she sits and looks across her heart and soul...she knows that the sands of time flow quickly in the hour glass of life....as she tells herself..let past be past and let the future grab your soul and move forward....life is to short to wellow in pity as such as hers..for she knows who she is and who she will be to her One someday...He will look down upon her and smile with whispering words.. from such a strong voice."such a good girl you are"...she will look up and simply but not less of what its worth"thank You Master!"....she is worthy of such honoring ownership..He will be proud of her ..honor her..grasp her heart....she shall be fully His...one day that is...will shall be without reason, she will fall to her knees in thanks..angel kate |
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......stand up with her head high, in always knowing her place. Will always be the girl that she has become. But in times she allows herself to sit and forget who she truly is. But was reminded today by a very strong armed Man. That with a kick in her pants to remember who and what she is. How will she ever serve her true Ones heart with such pain in hers. So she bows in thanks to her Dominant friend. Thank You for reminding this girl with harshness of Your love..takes her place agian in kneeling position. Not for her One, but for herself..For that day will come when she will truly find her One to kneel with only love and honor...pain will be of the past for its the past that makes us have memories isnt it?..revel in the future that holds all the keys to our ownerships...angel kate |
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.....as she kneels down in reference for herself and her self being and purpose...as she finds that devotion and love still yet cant be enough to hold someones true love..she knows her heart is filled with much pain, that in asking why am i here?..with her wing that is broken, and yet she knows in time it will heal. remember that when one loves and devotes herself to One, she knows in her heart ..that she was true to the very meaning of loyality. she kneels to Him for He knows who He is, she kneels one last time. with her eyes looking deep in His..remember this Sir....she loved that equals in devotion always..*crys softly to herself*... |
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...the simple things of life our the most cherished ones.....make the smell of the fall leaves be a start. end the days with a look up to the skies as the sun sets...bring joy to Y/your ones that with a simple kiss could out do, the heavy woes of life. HONOR OBEY GIVE LOYAILTY TO THOSE WHO SO DESERVE IT AND KNEEL AT THE MASTERS FEET THAT GIVES YOU THAT AND MORE...in peace angel kate |
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....do W/we A/all wish that ownership and being owned was in the near future of O/ours. see that many jump very quickly here that kinda of makes her ponder a moment. Do W/we just buy the house of O/our dreams and not regret could there been the true dream house out there?..this girl will take her time on ownership of being owned. For this will be a lasting and her dream house will be hers with a true ownership of knowing she did right by her heart....angel kate |
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...in the nite of her dreams, their is a voice that speaks to her with much harshness..."who do you say you are?".....she stirs deep under her pillows, she whispers in the nite"this girl is of truth of a honoring heart Sir" "that gives nothing less of herself to Whom she will be owned by".....as the voice in the echos of the dark nite, "as You wish my child, just remember your place"....and with a sudden of motion she wakes from the dream. that seem so real...putting her hand to her throat and feeling of cold steel....she appears in the mirror...a collar that is engraved * a slaves heart adored by One who owns her*.....angel kate |
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....as she walks the path of life...she finds that her steppin stones are off balance and not steady to walk upon...she looks at the road ahead ....as it looks directly towards her future but feels it is miles apart... she knows who she is and the compass of her submission will guide her thru these times ...thru wisdom and hardship..praying that when she takes and steps downward upon those stones beneath her feet... will become more like a layered brick road of her path...as the times past, and her feet steady on those bricks that were layered to make a path for her to walk upon...she is a submissive girl with a heart of serving..she knows what path she is set forth to follow..the day will come when she will stop at the end of that path and kneel on the very stone that brought her there....and she will look up to the sky and see Him standing there in pride that she knew that the path would not fail her. and lead her to her saken One...angel kate |
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the keeper of the heart is granted to her, thru holding it tight for Him..as He speaks to her, "keep it close girl for this is not only the Love He holds for you but the very Man that I am!"...she looks up with true submissive eyes and lets a tear fall quickly down her cheek....."yes Sir as she softly says but Sir who is the keeper of her heart?" |
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where the the red rose blooms in the morning light..she finds herself alone in the garden of hope...she kneels , for kneeling is her nature as the rose natured to give beauty to the garden..kneeling at the site of such beauty..submission is the beauty of her garden..in hopes that she will be placed beaitfuly for display and honored...she has hope that this will happen someday soon..giving her whole reason of being....let the rose bloom in all the gardens of the trust and respect of HONOR.....angel kate |
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....in the echos of the night..darkness Dominates the sky....with a soft sounds.... that she hears from the distance....brings her suddenly to her haultring knees...the whisper is soft yet so strong in her ear..with her brunette curls that lay agianst her darken skin ....her head tilts slightly so that she may hear the voice that calls her in the wind...shoulders straightened with pride and eyes casts just a slight downward..she hears that very strong voice in the wind..."serve from not of your wants but serve only from your heart!".."its not the gift that this Master hungers for, its the hunger of your gift that you want tobe freely given!"....as she stands the wind dies down and she walks off in the dark...knowing her desination of freedom lie in her heart that gives...angel kate |
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the angel that came here... merely the girl with a gift ...and as she has knelt in the proper positioning of a true sub/slave..she slightly bows her head in respect to those who deserve respect...with her wings outstretched in front of her ...she stands in honor of herself..and those who truly deserved her honor...at the tip of the moutian of its full glory..she spreads her white wings in flight to the heavenly skies..she falls to the TRUST ..HONOR...& RESPECT.....angel kate |
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with the moon as it shines agianst her soft wings...it covers her from the cold of the dark night...her wings curled agianst her naked body..with her eyes closed..she peaceful dreams, for that is where she finds her true peace...she just at a glimps sees Him from a distance..He captures her submissive heart,as He sees her for the true girl she is...with that she sets herself off the cloud of dreams..and kneels in reality at His feet..granting her gift to Him freely as she whispers a soft angel whisper.."please take care of it Master!"........angel |
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she curls herself up in a corner..with her knees pulled up to her chin..finding nothing but hurt here...why does this girl deserve hurt when all she offers is her whole being..gonna just sit alone..to find what she needs to do to be someones one....peace from the angels..kate |
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when Ones Domiance comes before her,this girl knows to look past His Mastering strength. But as she looks straight in the eyes of a true Master... to only see His honoring commented soul...that soars high above the mountians like the Ameican Eagle.. she bows down to ALL true Masters as she is honored in being a true submissive to serve thru her HEART ... |
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take Your place as she listens to her heart..for all You seem to be is a pretty face in the lightened day..when will the true beauty befold to thee and hold in His hands like a diamond to be polised..angel kate |
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as she sits quietly in the dark of her own foolishness...she looks deeper in her soul, can she allow her true gift to opened up only to be broken..gathers up her gift and wraps it up tightly with a pink bow..and puts it away.....follow O/ones hearts can only lead sadness to the soul..angel |
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her eyes look straight ahead for the One who will grant her His heart..she will kneel in honor at His feet...but til then her journey goes forth down the path of her trusting heart!..peace to A/all that wish this girl well..angel |
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the Man who stands in His own rightful dissapointments.. the girl who stands next to Him ..is the girl who holds His hands..to show who truly knows that dissapoints really lie within O/ourselves |
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let her eyes cast as far as the future will allow it.. and see the road that she submissively follows...for He will lay that solid road upon her feet...granting her the strength with His guiding hands, she will not loose ground...His desires for her to be His will be her compass of life..angel |
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this girl sits and thoughtfully wonders if her true submission can be reconized for what truly its worth....angel |
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let lost dreams come reality....and reality become but a dream of hopes... |
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as she sits upon her knees , hands befind her back..with her eyes slightly in cast..knowing that her heart waits for the One who will take her honor to His heart..will He cherish her as much as she cherish's her gift...closing her eyes and softly whispers in the wind..take A/all T/their dreams and bring them peace within who chooses W/who..angel |
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this girl must say to All the true Masters here on cm that has came to her about the so called master who doesnt have a clue what a true Master acts like..this girl stands tall to know of her honored soul of submission. truly she doesnt have to proove it to a wanna be who has to place Master on his name..ummm maybe he has to remind himself that he wishes he was one..but agian to all her Dominant true Friends she kneels on a bended knee in thanks ..angel |
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instead of a blocking of a very hateful person who has no clue what a true Master acts like she is going to just post His very last words to a very long hateful letter..sighs..angel
Later whacko . Good luck . From what Ive just seen youre going to need all you can get . All I can say again is WOW !!!
Youre loss . MstrMynd . |
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treat her gift as the most precious of all stones..it is rare and very valuable.....angel |
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as this girl kneels on the floor..with her palms upward on her lap..she looks upon the mirror of truth..what does she see there but a true girl of honor and trust...as she looks deep in the mirror..will her One see her as such a cherished gift??...as He looks in the mirror what does He see??....can He see a mere reflection of a girl..or does He see the reflection of a servant girl with honor that holds her soul...angel |
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as the road forks off to its destination..W/we stand together as O/one to find which path that will lead U/us to O/our destined journey...dont stand to long and watch the fork in the road, for it will always lead Y/you one way or the O/other..dont fret..for the destined path will bestowed from O/ones heart..but if O/one takes to long, the chance of a life time just tooks other fork in the road..angel |
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as this girl sits and watches so many emails come thru her box..she would love to know in this life of D/s..does A/anyone believe that Loyality is what makes D/s so remarkable??...just a thought that popped in her little subby head of hers...angel |
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the growth of a submissive/slave takes part ....of the strengthen hands of a Master...who watches from a mere caccoon... as she blossoms to a flight of a beatiful butterfly....angel |
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grant her the strength when her mind feels weak...when her heart beats one more beat for her One, let it remain beating...let her find growing more meaningful than learning... when she kneels for her One, allow Him to see what He holds in His heart as well as hers ....let her look deeply in His eyes and see what she has always been missing...with a tear that falls down ones cheek, for being the chosen one is the greates honor this girl could hold...angel |
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as the castle is set with tall towers of sand...it looks from the distance that it will remain there always..but as the tide rolls in...it softly pushes the walls down and the towering sands shall fall to the sea of darkness....with any relationship the sea can take its castle.. if the boundries of Master/submissive are broken.... |
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G/greetings
this girl wants to know does Anyone read profiles or blogs here. This she must say with upmost respect. this girl will NOT tolerate NO more disrespect from Anyone here on cm! sighs softly, this is very disturbing to her, if Y/you are Dom/sub/slave looking for what ever You desire. How far do Y/you think Y/you will go with not giving what this whole lifestyle stands on RESPECT!!! What if Y/you are here to meet Y/your O/one, first impressions are just important as the second and third. so with this being said, she isnt going to add to her personal yahoo list no more, since she finds so many times You arent being without manners of respect. This girl revels in the fact that she knows that she can give respect as a givin, but it doesnt take much slime talk for her stop in its tracks. peace..angel |
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what does Dominance mean in the eyes of this submissive.. its not the power that He shows upon her...its not how He shows His strength over her..a true Dom will have the ability to take His and mold her with His wisdom..not to create something new but to only create what is already in her..a true Dominant will listen and watch , what makes His girl tick..a true Dominant will create whats already thats in stilled in her ,heart body and soul..her true submission will be released under the One who takes His power! |
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...i have come to the conclusion that i am not in this lifestyle for kink...but for the dynamic of a Dom/sub relationship...i do have hard limits knife,needle,pain,cupping,fire play,humilation,diapers,water sports,ememas,swallowing(but love giving oral),pernament markings,puppy/pony play...electrical play..knife..needle play...so with that being said u i want my hard limits respected....my soft ones will learn and grow...i seek a daddy dom one who will lead me with structure one who will take care of me ...protect me