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Angelsination

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Female Submissive, 32, Wayne, New Jersey
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About Angelsination

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.?― Marilyn Monroe?
I have a Daddy Dom and am not looking for anything other than friendship. If you contact me you MUST RESPECT my DOM and NOT request anything other than friendship.?
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Hmm what to say......... I have been in the lifestyle for over 20 years. I started out as a sub/slave, but I have learned I can dominate as well as submit; it is all about the energy between me and the person I am with. I am an angel with a little bit of evil inside me and I am big on sensations, both physical and emotional. If you can't connect with me on that level, we won't connect on any level.
As of late I have been doing some self-reflecting, I no longer feel like a little. I love being a woman and yes, I have little traits as most women do.?
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I am a lady and conduct myself as such and that is how I expect to be treated.
Trust, such a small word, but is so important. I would like to make good friends who understand the meaning of trust, and let those people deeper into my life.
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?I am not looking to relocate......
I am not a Beta sub nor am I interested in poly relationship
Sadness is your Dom abandoning you. Days of not hearing from him or letting others abuse you. Sometimes I wonder if I should have ever trusted him.

How can a Dom forget his responsibilities? I am still trying to wrap my head around it.......

I am seeing this from a submissive's perspective and personal experience. Once you accept your submissive, You should remember it's like a marriage, & the responsibilities that include: loving, guiding and protecting them.

If you no longer care for your sub, it's time to sit down and be honest with them.
Abandoning them causes deep pain and lost, no one deserves that. They wonder what they did to deserve such treatment, it effects them in ways emotional and on a physical level.

The Dom is suppose to protect his sub, when that doesn't happen you have absolutely abandoned you sub. What is a submissive suppose to feel after their Dom fails to protect them? They become heartbroken, lost, and apprehensive about trusting anyone. Some times they never heal completely. Just know the damage that can be caused by failing to keep your submissive safe. Always love, protect and guide them.
You know, one day you are happy and in love, then the next everything is gone........ How do you recover? Over the last year my life was completely destroyed I was thrown away like yesterdays trash.  Not by 1 master, 2 it makes one think they are worthless and unworthy of love. Today, i still feel the same...... 
We as human beings, need to be loved unconditionally..... In my case I am unsure of trusting someone loves me for all I am. We are all complicated... We have limits & boundaries, as a sub needs a dom to teach them to push their boundaries, while protecting us. We learn that we must push ourselves just as our dom pushes us. We learn that a dom's love is based on how we behave, if the behavior is bad we are punished. If we do not behave accordingly, a Dom can give us away or decide he no long loves us. I am a complicated woman-child who loves to be that stubborn brat. Also I want to be loved openly, honestly, but most of all I need to be loved with out limits or boundaries.
My question to ponder is why must we show lots of skin? I have been trained more is sexy. Ladies dress to impress their man, as gentlemen dress to impress their lady. It's cool to be a freak, but to show everything is setting yourself up to receive unwanted attention or more. Guys I don't wanna see your dick, i would rather see who I am talking to. I don't care how big you are!!!!
One day you wake up & realize you have been living a lie. Today you wake to a whole new world, no more lies or decent. You have a clean slate, time to love the new life you have been given. No one can hold you down unless you allow it. Today is a new beginning.
Fantasy is an illusion, no one can truly live their fantasy. I thought I could live in a fantasy world, him there me here even after all that had happened. He broke my heart repeatedly, but I allowed it. Now as the time ticks away my heart is slowly finding its way to heal & seeing him as the person who cannot be real in my life. They say time heals all wounds, no it teaches us ways to hide our wounds. I once thought I could be friends with my ex's, friends are not meant to be your ex's they are people you have yet to meet.
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