Tonight has been a sad night for me...as yet another child only 9 years old from KY gained his angel wings as he lost his battle to Cystic Fibrosis the very disease my grandson fights daily. I want to sink my natural submissiveness into the fight for CF....Needs a cure for my grandson and others like him....ASKING MY CM FRIENDS AND AQUAINTENCES IN A REQUEST OF THE CHILD WHO PASSED TONIGHT...SEND ONE DOLLAR ;WHAT'S ONE DOLLAR ? TO THE cYSTIC FIBROSIS FOUNDATION ANY ONE OF THE MANY IT IS PRIVATE FUNDING THE GOVERNMENT DOES NOTHING IN SUPPORT OF FINDING THE CURE...WE ARE SO CLOSE WITH NEW ADVANCEMENTS.

THANK YOU..............angelicbydesign

overwhelmed with family responsibilities. Wondering when is my time? I don't see one and my daughter made it clear it's a package deal and it's a big package. lol yep I'm a submissive who serves my family than my wants it's a need. What a tragedy

A friend here of long standing is hurting at the loss of his sister. I am here for you my friend. Please keep him in your prayers and thoughts tonight.

I feel he has found me.......Time will tell

Here I am a submissive of 12 years almost 13 (knowingly that is) and after the last three years lost in personnel issues I finally step forward to move on. Now I'm lost in thought again as I begin to read 50 Shades of Grey to see what it told vanilla women. The problem now is I ponder a few lines stated by the Dominant Christian Grey.

Stop the merri-go-round I'm getting off the ride! Family issues have been headstrong for a year now, however, this submissive mother of five is putting on the breaks to that ride. I'm getting off dusting my backside and walking away from it. I may be "Nana" but I'm standing tall in my boots kicking the @*#^ out of the draining leaches that call themselves parents. Peace is coming back into my life.

I've been majorly chained to servitude with family lately looking forward to that soon calming down. While heavely taken by family issues I have been down with a rotten viral bug. The fever has broken however has me drained. Hot flashes when trying to accomplish simple tasks, endless coughing spells which lead to gagging and eventualy emisis ugh!, dizzy when coughing. Headaches from coughing. I need to check into a hospital to get rest and feeling better.

Best way to kill a "knock, knock" joke.....

                                   "It's Open"

Ouch!!! broke up a dog fight walking back in the house with one under my arms I stepped in a mole hole they dug bigger overgrown by grass I didn't see it till to late heel down first tore my muscle. Now I'm down and out swollen and can't walk. Orders to keep elevated and iced to take an anti-inflamitory...LMFAO doctor must have never raised toddlers

3,536 Kinksters from Nashville exist on ? wow...going to hang out there too. lol

What is Safe, Sane, Consentual?

It's the way we practice and play in the lifestyle. Many of the "Old School" is gone with the internet and and publishings such as "50 Shades of Grey". You have many now surfing who were not trained by Old standards learning from another Master Teacher or Guide if you will. However now we have those who think they are experts in the lifestyle just because they read a few things and have had dirty little thoughts. Context of the lifestyle have been taken way out of control in this the modern day era. So what is Safe? Safe is when meeting with someone new having a contact who calls and you call checking on you. Safe is giving that contact the address were you will be and you contacting them if you leave, Safe is not playing when you are under the influence of alcohol or drugs. Safe is having words in place such as green yellow and red to allow your partner to know what is comfortable green meaning go yellow hold back some, slow down etc and red being stop it's safer than when asked did he or she say stop and you kept going? well I thought they were enjoying it and saying stop as in go or OMG. Safe is not doing anything that doesn't seem Sane to you. Sane is using your gut feelings and mind if it can harm your life or someone elses it's not Sane. Consentual is a mutal agreement between you and the partner or partners you will be with be it a new technique or exploration your not a doormat nor does your partner want to be charged with a sexual crime. This can be as beautiful as an imagination can get or it can be as deadly as the true story of John Robinson the "Slavemaster" killer.

It really upsets me when I see bad things happen here in the life of BDSM. I have a longtime aquaintance who has become friends who recently had a bad shot. Here is this Dom who obviously did not make his intent clear for whatever reason. There are protocals WANNABE's!! Now I'm here cleaning up your WANNABE mess. A young 28 year old mother of two threw her marriage to yes a United States Soldier to dedicate herself to you and the way you handled it is unacceptable....an email really??? uncollaring her?????????? REALLY???...Than those Doms who are REAL wonder why there is so many fake it's because the vanilla mistrust has stepped it's way right into Our lives and what kind of things do we have reason for such actions ....Internet, Publications like "50 Shades of Grey" Do ANY old school values exisist anymore? Are any Dom's out there actually training these WANNABE idiots? You WANNABE a Dom "Master" get proper training and learn how to be a REAL MAN. Sometimes I wonder who's doing the teaching instead of the Dom who it should be it's become online decifering and the submissives who instruct. UGH it makes me upset.

Here I was all lathered in the shower, shaving...thinking about how lucky my old high school friend was to be hanging with Roseanne today thinking I'd be jealous if she had a pic next with Ellen...No I'm not lesbian nor bi...though I have tried. I started thinking of her page as well a gay friend of mine also from high school. I have to admit I am jealous of thier lives how much they have both made success in education and travel.

I started thinking if I had a life to do all over again I'd probably be lesbian then to have the life with children. I'd love to experience cultures as they have especially her. Threw education they actually get the best of both worlds. As educators they have children everyday, and get to send them home afterward lol. When they get home they get to dedicate every moment to thier partner as it is ment to be. They learn of the world around them threw travel what a splendid life it truely can be...I'm in envy of thier lives.

Have a Safe week-end

I don't like the check boxes...just saying...every Dom is diffrent how can we make limits? What wasn't good with one may be WOW with another. Only thing I can agree with are HARD limits. Isn't it suppose to be consentual but yet push to edges of exploration? Just a question I never understood that aspect of limits...If he knows you...like he should he'd know that you had a experience that made it a limit than he'd choose to try or not try again. Nor do I like the boxes because it sterio types you and can fixate a wannabe on one aspect....Just saying.

Yes I do know my profile pic is a doll...it showes who I am a natural redhead who is in lifestyle...My picture is no diffrent than yours with you hidden. I have my reasons...I've been a submissive for 12 years now actively knowing...I've had my fair share of wannabe hits...I'm here for friends if anything developes from there so be it, but I'm not a weak submissive.

So this heat wave is crazy, I'd rather be nude and my tits hard in winter, than to be nude and burning up in summer...just sayin.