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Back Home in Orlando and it feels good to be back.
I have had an interesting experience in Miami if one can call it that. Lots of things learnt
I am not vanilla
its a lot more than just sex
I love service
I like embarrassment but I already knew that
I like a poly home, so much more fun
I love to have fun !
I am still a little girl at heart |
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Its been a year I have in Miami the good with the not so good. |
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Now owned and living happily in Miami |
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I have been in contact with quite a few people in the last few months as my situation has been changing. I have been 'looking around' without actively been in need of finding a new kink possibility. Well, things just happen when it is right, I have meet an awesome couple, not through Collarspace, and are going to explore with them.
I apologize if I have not replied to you in the last few weeks. I try to reply to most people. This is the reason why.
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I have not been on CM much for years as my life has been full. I have been asked recently several times what has changed, what went wrong so I thought I would write a public journal.
My time with Mistress Serina has been fabulous, when I meet her it was love at first sight. She trained me so well and I worshiped her feet. Over the years life became more 'normal' and those huge exciting times of discovery were less often but life was so good. Then Mistress introduced a sister sub to me, well that was scary to start with until she, the new sub, and I made an agreement not to compete and to openly talk to each other about feelings of jealousy and hurt. We had to test this of course and did get to make our agreement work, with a little bit of Mistresses help of course.
The years that followed where so good, we did lots as the three of us. Then mid last year by sister said she had to leave to look after her sick mother and would be back as soon as she can. Well that was over 6 months and it looks no more likely she is going to return.
My relationship with Mistress seem to grow a hole in it, just flat. Mistress won a new contract and was busy tan ever with that. Life was dull and no mater how Mistress and I tried it was just not how it was.
Mistress has been back in the UK for a month and returns the end of this week. In that time I have had time to think and have talked with Mistress and she has agreed to release me when she returns. Next weekend will be hard when I move out of Mistresses home. |
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I have been with Mistress Serina now for 7 years. The best years of my life. I would like to make friends with other submissive and slaves . We have a fab community here in Orlando and I have a few really good lifestyle friends . I would like to share my journey with anyone who would be interested as 7 years owned is a long time in BDSM |
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Mistress and I have worked through things and I am pleased with the solution we have for when she travels. See my earlier journals if this does not make sence. I still like to chat if you are looking for that. Amanda xx |
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I am a little lonely at the moment
I checked the dominant male box on here and have unchecked it now. Wow what messages! I think I was too polite and replied to them all |
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I am so happy Mistress Serina has taken me in to live with her. I so much want to please her. I love her and will want to make her happy. I am so happy. I hope you all can find the happiness I have. I was so lost when i was on my own. |
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I have learnt Mistress Serinas ways. I am very happy with her. she is hard with me and i love that. I know she loves me and wants me. I so want her. I have been going to her for weekends for a while now. I love pleasing her and know she is happy with me. I am so happy with her and want to please her more. |
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I am not completely sure If my new mistress is right for me. I am still going each weekend. |
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I ahave been going to mistresses every weekend learning her ways and trying to adjust to her. Love being with her but this is a big change for me.
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I have been at Mistresses all weekend. I love it with her being at her feet. Learning from her. Pleasing her. the week goes so slow until I am back with her. We went to blizzard beach water park yesterday and had a cool time. |
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another wonderful weekend at Mistress Serinas. I love making her happy. I cooked her a thai dinner on Saturday night which she really liked!!! She then took me for training!
I just love being with her. I am so happy |
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I am looking to chat with other sub girls just as friends. I am under consideration to the Mistress Serina and are so happy. I like to chat and if you are a slave and want a friend please contact me |
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I am a happy girl now I know things will be good from now on. If you are sub and would like to chat with me I would like to speak with you especially if you live in florida. But anywhere is cool. |
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I have had my first weekend with my Mistress. She was all I expected her to be. I have a lot to learn and i did a lot wrong but i dont know her ways yet. I so much want her to be happy with me. She says I should stop trying to hard. She know how to take control and I just love that. Thank you all the lovely people I have been talking too. I hope you understand.
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I am so happy ! I am under consideration to Mistress Serina. She is a wonderful person and understands me. I know it isnt all about me but it is important that we connect which we do! I want to please her in so many ways. From the moment I met her I knew she was for me. She is so confidently in control and so good looking !!!!!
I am going to her this weekend and I am so excitied !!!!!!!
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The more I am on here the more I get cofused. It seems that dommes are very wary of each other. Amongst the many there is so really nice mistresses. hopefully I will find the one for me
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Hi all. I am still looking I thought I had connect with a cool couple it was really going well online and I liked how she was with me but there was something missing. I felt it but couldnt fiqure what it was because it all seemed good when we talked. They she said a small thing and I then it became clear that I didnt think I was ever going to be able to please her no matter how much I tried. I got told off for trying to anticipate a small thing that I thought she would like. It was something she did want but she hadnt asked me to do it. I can see with her I would be in trouble a lot of the time. I hope that makes sents to some of you. I think I may be a different type of slave. I dont know |
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Thank you to all the lovely genuine people on here for your messages of support to the harrasment I got (see previous) journal
I really appreciate it. It is dificult enough adjusting to being on my own but my ex mistress rings me every week and asks how I am and gives me advice. that is so lovely of her
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I am learning on here. I was talking to a mistress and found we were not so compatible and respectfully told her that she was not for me. she demanded why. I politly explain that I was interested in other people and could not continue with her. She could not accept that and said she was not going to give up easliy. over several more messages between us I continued to tell her respectfully that I was not able to continue with her. Then she told me that she was going to get other people to message me and tell me how disrespectful I am. Well she has being doing that. I have been receiving very nasty messages. I have explained to each of these people how respectfully I have been to her but they continue to be nasty. If you are one of these people then just leave me alone and get a life. |
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I am learning on here. I was talking to a mistress and found |
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I have narrowed down my search! That was really quick! I am not trying to rush things but it all moves so fast. To all the lovely people that have contacted me thank you. To the weirdos, well just get a life. Domme/sub is a two way relationship. I am a giver but I dont just give to anyone and certainly not in the first 5 minuts. lol |
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I am still looking. but no guys please. I maybe sub but please dont treat me like a doormat. I want to please. thank you to all the really nice people that have contacted me |
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No men. Guys you are just too much. I have only been on this site for a day and have 6 pages of messages. I Have altered my profile to be interested in mistresses and dom couples. Thank you all the guys for your interest |
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