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	Hello A/all, Thanks for taking the time to check out her intro. Currently seeking a Master for ongoing relationship whom is near or under the age of 35. Not interested in mindless chat, penis pics, etc...etc. Please use proper punctuation as well as spelling when writing. Seeking someone in Victoria, BC Anyone who is actually serious, or interested (And in BC Canada) please feel free to contact me on , as I do not take this particular site too seriously and can be reached over easier. alumina666 is my profile. she has been in the lifestyle for a little while, as she was introduced at a rather young age. she would not consider herself someone that knows a lot about slavery, and about being a slave, but she would say that she knows what it is to be a slave as well as what a slave is... So its a start and E/everyone needs to start somewhere right? she has been in a 24/7 live in situation which she really enjoyed and in ways misses it with more of her heart and soul than most actually know. she has also been a slave that was not living with her Master but was surrounded by Him nearly constantly, her whole life monitored and controlled as it should be. Now she resides working and living her life, trying to submerge herself in the lifestyle as much as one can without being owned. During the time she was owned she was taught many, many things both about herself, and about what her soul was longing for.. she learnt everything to do with being subservient (Not only in the bedroom) in all ways, cooking, cleaning, running errands, organizing her life and setting up schedules, working hard to be pleasing in looks, spirit and within herself. she was taught her place before her Master, the pleasure and the sudden overwhelming burst of joy He can bring with a simple "good girl" and knowing she had pleased Him or the heart sinking guilt it can bring when you know you have disappointed Him. this one learnt how to pay attention to everything around her, every small movement her Master made, His sighs and exact tones of His voice, every bit of His command and what He had to teach her. He taught her how to turn her gaze away from the selfishness of only caring about one self and one's own schedule and what she wanted. How to make Him the center of her world, and in that He taught her how to look at herself, judge her actions and dissect her own feelings... He helped her begin to mend all sorts of horrid pains that haunted her mind, her heart and her soul so that she could better give herself to Him in a whole. she learnt to trust on a level that she didn't even know was possible and find happiness in things she wouldn't even have notice existed. her Master taught her how to accept the consequences for her actions, how to be more responsible and how to express her emotions in a way that was not self destructive. He taught her how to let people in again and how to take down some of the walls she had built up during her life to try and protect herself. He showed her what the feelings and needs (not wants) that had been screaming from the pit of her heart and soul, actually meant and He helped her understand so many things that she would have never been able to figure out on her own. He taught her how to be happy as herself, and how to accept knowledge instead of fear it. He taught her to strive every single day to try and perfect what she knew, and always want to learn more. He taught her to be humble about what she thought she knew because there will always be someone who knows more. He taught her that she was never going to be perfect, but instead to make every step to try and reach it and how by doing that, it was going to be juuuust about as close as one can get. her Master taught her to release everything, and she means everything. How to give up her rights as a person, as an individual, whether it be the right to talk, walk and wear clothes, to the right to speak on the telephone, to converse with family or even keep her own ID in her possession....those were His to decide and she needed to trust Him with that.. she was also taught never to keep anything from her Master, especially when He inquired. No worry was too stupid, no fear was too far fetched, no feeling was judged...it simply was, and she was for the first time in her life able to be completely open. Ya know, slave seems to be giving herself away here.. :she will never be able to say all the things that He showed her, so she hopes Y/you've gathered a bit of a picture from the above. P/people have told this one that because she is only as old as the numbers of her birth year dictate that she can not even come close to understanding what a slave is, but she can, she does and she always will. she is the type of girl that takes most things to heart, when she fails at anything in life she judges herself in ways that can go overboard. When someone else is upset and she can't seem to make them feel better she feels disappointed in herself. When she disappoints anyone, she feels guilty and wants to correct it. she is a competitive kind of girl, loves a challenge and will -always- strive to win, this can be helpful....and can also be....hindering. she is the kind of girl that always wants to know more, she wants to learn it all and be the very, very best at it, her knowledge as a slave is one of those things. she is patient and understanding, she cares a lot for the people that earn her trust as friends or as more than that...she is never one to turn her back on people that are close to her, perhaps drift away for a little while, but she will always drop everything if they need her to be there with them. she can be very upbeat, playful, totally cute and something that people AWWW at...or she can be quiet and keep to herself, want to hide in her "safety" items and surround herself with things that make her feel calm and secure. she is dedicated and completely loyal. she can be very protective when someone she loves has been hurt or is in danger, and she is not scared to step up to the plate and put her angry face on to protect them. Hey, that all sounds wonderful, now lets add some self judgement.. so W/whoever is taking a look can get a "full" view of her...shall W/we? Alright, slave can be a complete pain in the butt, hard headed and stubborn. she has days where she is whiny and bratty, and is so indecisive it can drive a person mad. slave is rather self destructive because she judges her actions and takes everything personally. With that also comes downwards spirals in the slaves mood unless there is Someone there to reassure her that things are alright and keep her level headed. When things seem like they are doomed to the slave, or she feels like she has done something so horrible the person is going to hate her forever, and never want to talk to her, and just scream and yell at her.... (she has never done anything this bad, but she blows it out of proportion sometimes cough) she gets a runners mindset and wants to hide away from everything. Now this aspect of the slave may be considered bad by Some or may be considered good. As much as the slave is a slave, and she is willing to give up anything for her Master....family, in all aspects that she considers that can’t be removed, as it would be removing part of herself, and shaking the foundations of her soul. she believes that a Master, should bend, but not break a slave…for when broken, anything is useless.. Another bad thing about slave is she gets rather uneasy about herself when it comes to her Master wishing for a poly relationship, she can handle playing with another, but she is not yet secure enough as a slave to be able to handle a sister slave. Now, she thinks that this is big enough for now, sooooo if there is anything Y/you'd like to know, send her a message...or comment below with things Y/you think she should add and she can put in a Q's and answers portion. Thank Y/you for reading!

11/12/2013 12:57:57 AM

Things she wants to add to her tool chest.

Muzzle.

http://www.extremerestraints.com/hoods-and-muzzles_21/strict-leather-muzzle_424.html

Straight Jacket.

http://www.extremerestraints.com/straitjackets_20/asylum-canvas-straight-jacket_5003.html

Dungeon style wrist and ankle shackles.

many more to come :)

11/11/2013 3:04:37 PM

Hello Everyone.

I am currently seeking friends in my area, as well as a Master/Life partner who is looking for a kinky, exploitative, long term relationship. I would love to hear from you in regards to being either of these sort of people. I would consider a long distance sort of thing, within Canada, and only for the right person.

I am currently living on my own, with pets, love my friends and family, and work hard to strive in all aspects of my life. I would need someone who is forward, confidant, playful, headstrong and who could help me submit on all walks of life.

If your interested in speaking about collaring, please send me a message with what you are seeking as well as what experience and kink interest you have!

Have a great long weekend.