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I am about to go. Talked to two supposed males but found both were same guy, I do not play. I am a human and yes, Sir, I have feelings. I am on my knees and yes, tears fall. Please no players.

Reading more.  Love how some 'masters' say they want only certain ones below a certain weight. Okay I say a Master who has 10 inches only. Makes me look like a nut. *head down* so I end up looking stupid. thanks.

Met with another supposed Master. I cannot believe I scared him. Nice, I am submissive not a rug. *sighs* only going to try a little while longer than going to go to a submissive friend to find a place to hide. thank you.

I do not play. Thought I was talking to a RL Dom but when I talked to other subs found he is a player. Builds you up fast, makes you feel good, and then slams you as if the SUB was playing.  Reported - I do not play and ask for no players. I am human not an animal. I am here - just quiet. I will answer messages but leery now. Thank you.

Talked to some more - is a little easier but finding some are expecting complete obedience without knowing anything about them. Am I asking too much?  According to one, I am to fall to my knees simply because he is male. *shakes head* Trust is a big thing in this life style. 

Talked to a few and wondering if there are any real Masters out there. I have traveled to four supposed ones and was shocked. I have lived this life style for years and not once have I ever had a Dominant say I am to pay for everything. I will continue to look and hope.