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Quite a normal guy with a bit of a kinky side.? Love socialising, surfing, climbing, running, drinking, thinking, learning and reading... there's a little bit of kink in me which few know about.? The D/s aspects of my thoughts run through my mind continuously. ? I adore my life, and have everything i want - I'm not rich, just not materialistic... but there is something missing, and i can never seem to escape it...

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9/17/2016 6:49:11 AM
What am I doing back here again... ?! Anyone know a cure for these kinky addictions?

4/13/2016 4:11:31 PM
Day three of trying to curb my blackmail and livejasmin addictions. No masturbation, a few temptations on collarspace but Ive resisted pretty well A couple of pretty findommes have approached me about becoming my Mistress/coach. I must look like a puppy dying in the desert and at times I feel that way. I have to hope they catch me when I am feeling strong. After thought, findomme is not what I am looking for at the current time time. I would love a domme to work with me on my addictions, but not for money, but for the interest. Virtually impossible to find. I am also so keen to just find another girl, domme or slave, to be friends / chat, no expectations, no alternative motives. I don't care about age, or looks, just a female with sincerity and with no financial interests, to share experiences, ideas, advice. Many girls in this site say that they get many time wasters, but my experience is that this works from both sides. When I have come across girls with what look like meaningful profiles, within 3-4 messages I am asked for tribute. Are you out there?

4/12/2016 3:52:08 AM
Are there any girls who have fetishes and addictions that they want to give up, but can't, who want to talk to a male in similar shoes? No alterior motives, no judgement, and I'm not looking to dom you or submit to you, just interested to meet someone to get a female perspective to be able to be open and honest. If you're out there say hi 😊

4/8/2016 5:33:23 PM
Ok so here is my current situation... I have been married now for the past 4 months, and naively thought this would solve all of my problems and make what I think is an extreme porn addiction, mainly to blackmail fetish and livejasmin go away. It hasn't, in fact it has intensified. Rather than pay off my wedding, I have spent over ?4k on a combination of blackmail contracts, and livejasmin subions. Today I nearly walked into a low point, entering a blackmail contract and then confessing to a girl in livejasmin that I am in it and shouldn't be there, leaving me almost in a blackmail triangle. Thankfully after speaking with my blackmail contract Mistress today, she has shown mercy on me and released me from the contract, I feel like I've been given another chance at life. Things have to change. My wife is amazing and doesn't deserve this. The more extreme my problems become, the more I masterbate, and this is affecting my sex life, as since getting married my wanking addiction is meaning that I can't get it up for my beautiful wife. She thinks I have just gone off her since her wedding day. It affects our sex life, our finances, and most of all risks hurting her. I never intended for my submissive fetishes to hurt anyone, especially her. I am living a double life, spending our money on funding my fetishes and destroying my sex life. The next month I am going to report regularly on here how things are going. I aim not to masturbate and my records in my journal are going to be my reminders to keep me (hopefully) from going off track. I am interested to speak with anyone who suffers from porn or bdsm addiction, or even more, blackmail addiction. Maybe we can help each other. Day 2- Been a pretty easy day as I've been busy all day. It's night time which is sometimes the 'hardest'. Going without maatubation is always at some of the hardest times between days 1-5. its so easy to lapse at night. Wife is asleep and I just can't get to sleep which is the most dangerous time as porn is so easy to look at. Addiction requires opportunity and with smartphones this is never far away. Watching some facesitting and smother videos on youporn. No touching cock though. That's how the trouble begins. More work to do. I need to learn how to transfer that sexual energy to my wife and away from myselfinding.

3/14/2016 3:55:40 PM
Really crave becoming a homework slave for a younger student domme. Expertise in Business & Tourism.

3/5/2015 9:19:05 AM
Only 54% Pervert? I got off on the degradation so bad, when my previous domme made me fuck myself in my neighbour's compost heap with a mouldy carrot (thanks Ms Nia) then blackmailed me with the image... how perverted do I have to be? == Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ == 96% Submissive 91% Degradation Receiver 91% Experimentalist 84% Masochist 79% Bondage Receiver 75% Slave 74% Switch 71% Non-monogamist 66% Voyeur 65% Bondage Giver 59% Girl/Boy 54% Pervert 51% Brat 50% Exhibitionist 46% Degradation Giver 46% Primal (Prey) 38% Daddy/Mommy 36% Dominant 36% Sadist 33% Master/Mistress 33% Primal (Predator) 31% All-Rounder 27% Brat Tamer 13% Vanilla See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=163412

9/22/2014 4:19:54 AM
Further to my last journal entry is there anyone else with experience of asthenolagnia/fetish addiction?

Anyone who has to keep it secret from their family life/work life but wants to treat themselves for it?

love to hear from you.


9/22/2014 3:27:40 AM
asthenolagnia- I have just realised that there is a diagnosis for these intense, dangerous erotic and unwanted fetishes i have!

6/12/2014 8:44:29 AM
Summer is amazing as girls where short skirts and open shoes. Seeing so many bare footed women is like being surrounded by naked women when you have an intense foot fetish. Today in the venue I manage, I served two beautiful girls in summer skirts and flip flops. One of them spent the whole time dangling her pretty feet and I couldn't focus on anything else. She caught me and spent the whole time smiling at me wiggling her toes. None of my friends know about my fetishes so for a random pretty girl to know, and in public tease me about it was very erotic. I called her miss and she discreetly degraded me in the way she spoke. I had an erection and it showed. I hope I see her again. I would have done anything for her with no regard for my own consequence. I wished I had the courage to walk over to her and offer myself to her disposal.

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MzNichole
 
 Age: 36
 Cutis Bay, Maryland