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| After some teenage years and most college years of general sexual and relationship confusion, I've determined that I am a natural submissive. It took me some time to get here, but with the help of a five year relationship that taught me so much about myself, I'm beginning to realize where I belong in this little world. I appreciate making others happy, find pleasure in obeying, and most of all, submitting sexually :). Many other interests lie within all of that, but we can get into that later!
I'm also generally optimistic about finding someone for me, but I feel like there is just something missing from so many people that I can't find. This submissive needs guidance, protection, support; these are strengths that I struggle finding in myself. So I NEED them in my partner. I don't want to have to tell this person to be this way and I don't want this person to abuse my natural need for these things either. I simply want them to, well, read my mind. Haha, I'm kidding. I know it takes time and trust to gain that communication with someone, but over time that connection should be there. I guess that is what I haven't found yet in a partner. In addition to those chivalrous qualities I desire, I also want my partner to be able to use, humiliate, objectify, and degrade me. I know this is a tall glass to fill, but a girl can hope...I can't wait to find this person...
I often put others needs before my own. However, this doesn't mean that I have no desires or interests of my own. I need someone who is genuinely supportive of those interests and goals I possess. Or I will grow bored with myself... and my guess is you will too! No one likes a person who isn't passionate or excited about something.
In addition, I enjoy a life outside of the lifestyle with family, friends, and coworkers. In these settings, I still like to follow the lead of my dominant and maintain my place, but I want to be able to be myself. I don't want to be with someone who denies me of that.
I am service oriented. I find enjoyment out of cooking and cleaning for you. Making others happy, usually makes me happy. I derive my pleasure out of yours, but please don't take that for granted. Those things being assumed and neglecting me is the best way to kill a service-oriented submissive's happiness.
So about me; I love good movies, indie pop/rock/alternative music, ALL animals (snakes and spiders still freak me out though lol), my family and friends, photography, swimming, singing, enjoying life for what it is, roaming around in the wilderness (or as close to it as I can get) at any moment :)... i.e. spontaneity. I want someone who pushes me to test my limits in the relationship and outside of it. I am well educated, so I obviously expect that in my partner as well. I'm not religious, and I don't plan to become religious for any reason. I'm logical and intelligent, but sweet and endearing. If you have my trust and respect, I will do anything for you.
I'm not posting a picture for several reasons, but if I get to know you a little bit, I'll oblige.
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