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I was collared and now owned by Sir trick Tual. Our/our ceremony with His red rose and my white rose was beautiful. He gave me his pleasure smacks/wacks and i gave Him his please face fuck to consummate the union. Today my Master will give me a lesson in obedience and a hard fuck! yes Master can't wait.

10/13 my training begins as a newbie sub to Sir Atrick Tual and ordered my collar. Journal each day, assignment were given. interesting earning the BDSM protocols and lifestyle. onward to a rewarding relationship.

on Friday night Lil Red Riding Hood came to visit my Dom. Red thong, teddy, bra, and hoodie.....it was too cute....and what a basket of goodies she had.

The big bad wolf used his clothespins all over her nipples, clit, lips.... oooooh what a big bad wolf he was....even gave me a whisk to use! that was different!.....yummmmm full of my cum!

Had fun - love to dress up for my Dom.

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last night was delicious! My Dom wanted to play. I dressed for dinner in a short skirt with black thong, thigh stockings, little black bustier which I made peek a boo nipples holes which I put on my clothespins. After dinner he sent me down to our spanking table to set up all his floggers, paddles, belts and toys. When he arrived, he looked delicious in his leather vest and tight jeans. As I knelled at his feet I began our session with first sucking him off. He tied me to the bench and began with his various straps & floggers & crops/canes. He is breaking me in so I got 30 whacks with each - 6 different ones total 180 hits.....he took me to my limit but I can tell already I can do more. My desire is to ultimately please my Dom and to do that my endurance must grow...with his attentive touch each session will build my endurance, this is pleasing me. Hopefully for him as well. 

Various vibrators in my pussy & ass.....awwww, than I met Mr. Rigid....this tool is a master indeed. starting out slow and building in speed. OMG what a feeling! Its powerful and fulfilling! All I can say is what a night. I can't wait for the next session. I am enjoying everything so far. 

well I have been a good submissive giving my Dom pleasure with his favorite... bj's, a massage after our hot tubbing which also included a bj, licking his ass, finger f..k..g while another bj, cooking him fabulous meals, doing his errands.....and he just enjoys his pleasures. Doesn't seem to get it that a sub needs to know she needs physical attention. More than words saying I'm  his "girl". He tied me to his spanking bench and gave me a good spanking to show me who is in charge, I guess I didn't earn enough to have him caress and soothe my ass after with some cream or even a kiss.  So I wanted to pleasure my Dom without his asking, the next day dressed for dinner with nipple clamps while I served him another wonderful dinner. He enjoyed the show but again no caressing, no physical attention. That eveningd late he did see I was withdrawn and tried to reassure me of his desire to have me as his girl. He did finally penetrate my pussy after my expressing my need to be fucked. I have strong desires and need physical sex. Perhaps I need something more than a BDSM arrangement with this Dom.   I know its about serving him, but is it me that I need something more or is it the lifestyle that I don't understand, so far I don;t get it? I am unfulfilled - in a one sided situation. I thought this would bring us closer and more sexually active? So far not. I will try tonight and greet my Dom dressed to play. He has been in this lifestyle for 15 years - me I am a newbie. I see why he is in it. But for me - so far the jury is still out. 

His other sub has taken a break for 2 weeks, I don't know if she is coming back. I think he misses her. Her threshold is much stronger than mine. I need to ask her if she gets what she needs from is control or if she is feeling the same.

added new pics - can't wait for more play and photos to share.

Last night was a good night. When my Dom gave me what I needed - a good flogging/spanking. He artfully bound and gagged me and tied me over our spanking bench and began. Oh what a release! I pleased him with something new to let him know I am his to use. I showed my appreciation several times orally. I am wet with the memory....

I need more! 

Well since my first entry, i have awakened my roommate/partner's attention that my needs have not been met. With that said He is willing to add me or mine to His party.  i am looking for a subf or Dom/sub couple to explore the hidden pleasures We/we all want and need. My Dom is a very understanding and a caring teacher Master. He is patient but firm. He will give out discipline as needed or as he desires. i am still learning and have a low tolerance but am willing to work towards pleasing my Dom but i need assistance from another subf. This Couple/couple is looking for a casual Playmate/playmate when and as time permits  - not a full time lifestyle commitment. We/we welcome like minded couples and sub-females. If you are local, clean, healthy and would like to chat. Then contact me. Pictures will come. 

Where to start....it began in Florida. It was a more active area - I am having a difficult time finding my way around this area for the freedom of expression I am familiar with. I long for a caring partner to share my ideas and desires. I can play both ways - with him or her. It just depends on attitude and expressing one self. I feel secure in who I am. At times I can be submissive and other times I feel dominate. I enjoy giving or receiving pleasure and discipline. I also enjoy role playing to fulfill ones desires. It has been so too long to feel the sting and to hear the crack. I am wet with anticipation with the possibilities of regaining the pleasures of my past.  I will say I am a light weight in regard to the level of pain I can endure. But with a patience and care that can increase. Like I said it's been a while so my endurance can be developed with the right person. If you think you can build that kind of relationship I welcome the opportunity. I am not into humiliation. I am into a caring, secure, discreet & trusting encounter to build a mutual relationship of understanding and pleasure. I want to enjoy life to the fullest and I need someone of like mind and interest to do this. Are you interested? Photos to come later.