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It's a very sad day for me, coz today Master said he was very upset and disappointed with me as i stop short from competing all the task he had set out for me during my stay here in NZ.
As punishement, I was to kneel for 10mins facing the wall and to think for 3 punishments for myself to offer him to choose.
This are my 3 punishment i thought:
1. physical puishment - force to run double the distance (minimum 12km), double the crunches (minimum 300) and an extra 100 star jumps.
2. humillation - to present myself nude before 1 person within this kiwi house (guy or girl), to reveal to him/her my hidden lifestyle and to offer him/her a belt/cane to use on me for the number of whips Master desires.
3. mental - to offer Master the contact / email address of one of her close friends or family member (e.g. brother). Master will then have the free will to contact him/her if required. Obviously, this would be someone slave would never wish for them to know her hidden lifestyle.
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mual thai boxing is pretty intensed! I'm exhausted! Muscles aching all over! Butt, arms, tighs, abs... Phew! I'll be back for more on tuesday :-)
Looking forward to hearing from my Master Andy later today :-) |
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heading to the gym. My kiwi friends wanna intro me to their mual thai boxing coach, i'm sure i'll enjoy it. Looking forward but am really tired coz i didn't sleep well with my ankles tied up and my ribs still hurt. :-( |
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my 5min prayer kneeling.
My Master, thank you for accepting me in ur world. I worship you and offer myself fully to you Master. Take it all, my body and mind to use, torture, humiliate, train and punish as you desire without any limits. I promise to be obedient, honest and truthful always. Submitting to your every word. Thkq you Master. |
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my first session with my new Master was truely intensed. I'm lucky to have sis joce to assist and ensure i behave here in nz. It started with a simple session of 100 crunches before being tied on my hands and ankles. The next 20 mins was incredible as my tummy still pain and tight from the crunch, i was to be fingered by joce for 10mins, rest 5min follow by another 10min fingering. Wow! It was so so hard not to cum!
I'm looking forward for now. :-) thkq Master |
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i am just accepted another Dom's offer to train me and take me under his care for a probation of 1 month. His name is Andy and he's currently working in Bangkok. All future request must go thru him before me. |
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am in new zealand for 2 weeks. Visiting some old friends there, but will still have internet access. Hurt my ribs again at gym today :-( |
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it didnt work out. i am a free slave again |
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arh.. it is so refreshing to be back at the gym for a workout followed by a swim. :D |
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thank you so much for all your emails and suggestions to help my ribs get better. They are indeed better, thanks to you. :o)
thinking of working with Leisure Health Centre at bukit timah. anyone know the place? |
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Had a tough workout at Fitness First today as usual, but hurt my ribs :( my rib cage hurts so badly... especially when i cough). Pity i cannot do my daily crunches and leg raises anymore... which i love so much... any ideals how to excercise my tummy which not hurting my ribs ? ouch!! |
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It's been a tough 2 weeks at the start, but after that things seems to really slow down and I hardly hear from Master in days. i am starting to think if this will work out. personally, my heart is changing and i dont feel the submissive need to obey him anymore :o( |
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2nd day on trial
It was a really tough and painful 1 hour of kneeling and facing the wall as punishment last nite. But slave deserved it and was just glad Master forgave her and agreed to correct slave with this punishment.
Today, slave will be going for gym in the evening before meeting her girlfriends for her usual swim at SSC. Hope to come back earlier to continue on my 2nd day of 1 hour kneeling punishment.
- ai lay |
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1st Day of Trial
It wasnt a good day for me last nite, firstly I made my new Master very angry by out right rejecting his orders and being a very disobedient slave pet. (I know i dont sound at all like a geninue slave now...)
Basically, I went into one of my panic modes again and became that bad rebalious girl once more.
I had a bad nite trying to sleep and immediately apologize to master when i woke up. lucky Master forgave me, but not without punishment.
I am now punished to kneel before the wall everyday (till he says stop) for an hour when i get home. In event I cannot be home, i will kneel at a public stairway for an hour.
i hope i dont panic again and be a more obedient slave. thank you for forgiving me Master.
ai lay |
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Why are you here?
I like to find a strict and experienced Dom to take me full time, 24/7. A Master that is firm, and no non-sense, who knows exactly what he wants from a slave, what to expect from a slave and how to get it out from any slave.
Briefly describe your personality -- what makes you tick? What should people know about you?
I am submisive and obedient, i entered this life when i was 18 while studying in UK. My Maths tutor introduce this to me, and I served him for 3 years rl 24/7.
I have a speech problem, which makes it hard for me to speak. I can scream and moan, but to pronounce words is hard. |
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